未来 future...

哎！时间过得好快哦。。。
还有不到一个月我便会回到国外了。。。

圣诞节就快到了，新的一年也就在角落而已。
2007 年会是怎样的一年。。。
有点期待， 也有点担心。

回来了那么久，发觉到朋友都有所改变了。
思想变得比较成熟了，性格也变得稳重了。
个个都在为着自己的未来努力的奋斗。

不只是朋友廉价家里最小的弟弟都慢慢的在成长。
不知不觉他也变成一个懂事的成人了。

未来。。。
它是一个future。。。

Gosford->Sydney->Bondi->Sydney -> Airport

Today is my last day in Australia, before I head back to Malaysia
9 months ago, I arrived at Gosford.
Thought it was a heaven to live in.
However, 2 hours after stepping onto the soil.
I started missing home.

Been through hell for the first 2 weeks.
Didn't like the place
Didn't like the campus I'm in.
Didn't like the way the uni is doing their work...
Everything I saw, there is a flaw.

Sad.Isn't it?
(scroll down for the pictures if bored.)
Because I did not imagine my uni life would be like this.
Had disagreement with landlady twice
Got kick out of my room twice
Change my job twice too.

But after the 2nd time,
everything seems to get better.
I like the 3rd job that I got
After 2nd disagreement, we(me&landlady) work out our differences
and live together under 1 roof. Even work with her twice :>

I found friends that I thought it was impossible in this 'ulu' place
Although, sometimes I find them a bit annoying
but if I didn't know them I would not know how to pass my time.

Encounter many first time that I never thought I would.
Got a reasonable pay for the first time
Got good grades for the first time
Really understand a person for the first time
finding a house to rent for the first time
Work in a hospital for the first time
Witness a hip replacement surgery for the first time
Able to afford so many pretty clothes that I like for the first time
Encounter my first experience as a waitress, a dim sum seller and a promoter
Encounter my first winter and spring
own my first camera
and the most unforgettable one..
my first birthday without my friends and family.

Learned to let go of my past
Learned to adapt to situations
learned that people can be nice and sweet a minute
nasty and horrid the other minute

I used to be a customer whenever I am in a restaurant
Now I am a waitress in one.
How life really change.

Will I miss this place?
I can't give you the answer yet.
But I will definitely miss the friends that I met here.

ok enough of the Mushy mushy stuff....

Went to BONDI BEACH yesterday.

The water is so blue.


Here the proof that I am there :P

Coincidentally, there is a free sculpture exhibition on.
It is called the Sculpture by the sea exhibition.

the tennis court on a slope.


Migration line of the birds ^_^"'
Passerby 1:" what is this called?"
Passerby 2:"Migration line."
Passerby 1:" I thought it was a line saying 'No entry beyond this line'."
Annie and I: *giggle*


The meeting of the prehistoric stone men

The only put down we had was the sun. It was so hot and sunny!
Look what it did to the Ice cream truck!!!

Passerby 1:"Dude,this is so cool!"
Annie and I: * nod head in unison*
At that very moment, I decided to call it 'children's nightmare'

Here are a few of other sculpture:

Blowing tree
A pair of walking leg(Duh!!)

3 Sumos.

with annie and a 3 year old
After bondi we went back to Sydney.

I make sure I revisit every shop,

Soo Imm you are right when you say that Sydney has alot of pretty clothes
Sorry I didn't took any photos of the street.
Too much too see,excited then I totally forget the camera.

Lunch

Dinner
We had korean food for dinner.
It was very nice,sad to say goodbye to this restaurant
eventhough I went there countless time.

I guess I will miss Sydney it's korean food and the shops.
*phew* a long post...
see you all soon.

what kind of strategy is that??

well about yesterday's post..
there something I would like to add.
that is apart from the tye of guy that I have mention
there is also the other type of guy that thinks that he knows you so well
and thinks that he deserve to know your phone number while in actual fact....

you barely know him for like....2 hrs...weird?
totally.

ok enough of that.

Finish the first part of my exams today, now I felt so nice...
phew...the pressure is finally relieved for a while.
Still got another exam on Thursday.

Wah!!! she still wasting her time here blogging

your think....
so i decide to share with you something....

ok let me tell you my new exam strategy.
It is so so effective to relieve your exam stress and pressure.

However, it should be noted that my strategy only applies the a situation
where your exams are 2 days apart of each other ^_^

First day....
You had your exam today..and you felt so relieve that you finally get over this
supposedly super hard paper, because your exam ends just before noon
you can go to the shopping center for a spree and lunch with your friends.

Second Day....
You look at the exam timetable and noticed that the next exam is
not till the day after....
what to do? study? Nah...you sleep.

"Sleep is very important 1."my mother says.

"If you don't have enough sleep you can't concentrate properly"she continues.

So as a good girl I shall listen to my mom....go to sleep lo ^_^
After you wake up feeling refresh, you go to study?

No....cannot.

"where can everyday hide in the house 1?"
mom's voice monopolising my though again.

"Try go out la...good for your body oso..."That what she said...

but....

You said to yourself
"I already go kai kai yesterday now no more money for another spree liao."

So you will go out for a nice good walk.
10000 steps a day, keep the fat away- the health expert reckon.
This is why you must follow.

After the walk, you will be really tired and hungry
so you have your shower and your meal.

By the time, you finish your daily activities. Day two is gone.

Third Day...
You wake up today and sudeely remember....
S*** exam tomorrow!!!
Haven't study yet....
Wah!!!! still got alot la....die la die la this time dunno can pass or not.....
and you start burning midnight oil...
or if you like..
you can also hug Buddha's leg

D-Day
After a long night of cramping every info. you start prepare to go to uni to face the paper.

"WAH!!!!" *shock*

"who that panda in the mirror?"

by this time you probably would have already regret a thousand times
that you shouldn't listen to your mom's advice
and the health expert opinion and should have study.

at uni, your coursemates will be as panicky as you are
you will also feel better because you realised that s
uddenly today's uni trend is to look like a panda. *phew*

And everybody will be bragging
about how late did they stay up to study last night...
or more appopriately on that particular morning.

The paper finishes without any new drama occurring.

^ the end^

Now this what I plan to do for tommorrow and the the day after....
so what you guys thinks about my stress relieving exam strategy?

on the other matter,
today is 6th of november!!!!

"So....."

What so....?

This means I am boarding my plane 6 days later!!!!

OMG...less than a week!!!....

YAY!!!!
YAY!!!!
YAY!!!! X10000
(sorry lazy to type so many timess..but everybody get my meaning right?)

Going home in 6 DAYS!!!!!!!

* Happy* *excited*
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
hahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
hahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

*muscle cramp*

ok la..that is enought for this post.
here some photos from today's spree...oh btw.. i got a new digital camera ^_^

why?

Why oh why?
I am stalked by someone..... by phone I mean...
As usual I thought this guy seems like a sweet guy and it is ok to provide him with my contact number
but guess what, my naivity once again gets me into trouble.

Seems like to me, every guy that ask a girl for their phone number must have ultimate plan to stalk and pile the girl with SMS and miss calls.... (of course la, that is the purpose of phone number ma....) but doesn't get the message that this girl expect something else from him
Well I try to think from their point of view...

Initially....

Maybe he really likes me.
oh...how sweet he is to ask...(sort of that thing)

but then....

I start to think deeper into the whole matter. he doesn't seems to be interested in anything but
himself and not me....

later,I realised...
he is just lonely and needs someone to be his Girlfriend for a while
before his next victim arrives.

Sometimes, I just wonder. What all this guys sees in me? Am I just sort of that girl that is used to fill up their time with something to do before their 'one' comes along. Should I feel dissapointed?Angry? Sad? Sometimes, just wants to tell them that:

HEY, I AM NOT A TOY ok?

haih....

At the end of the day, I will just scold myself for not thinking properly before giving out the number...idiot

Can someone please tell me to continue believe that there is a suitable guy out there still waiting for me?

Unwanted accident..

Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *Crying*
My laptop is infected with virus!!!!!!!!!!
My poor laptop....
got it through MSN...
At first I thought Carmen message me.....
she sent me a link that I thought she wanted me to have a look.....
so I CLICK it!! am i stupid or what??
guess what happen next??
my laptop went window crazy....everything poping up and closing.....


S***!

VIRUS!!!!


Angry at first, wondering y is carmen sending me virus...
THEN I realised that it is not carmen that is sending the message...
it's some bad BAD NAUGHTY people...
man, this is so not good.....


end up I spend the whole night scanning my laptop's hard disk..
and try to remove as much infected files as possible....
Lucky that virus did not mess with my assignments....if not i will definitely
cry...


JUST want to everybody to know about this virus...
I apologised for those whose computer that get infected...
because the virus might send out message on behalf of me...
I deleted my whole MSN messenger program as well
so I won't be online until I go back to Malaysia...


NOW that I have bought it up...
HEY you all I"M COMING BACK!!!!!
what you must do now is open your eyes big and wide...


here it goes...
DATE: 12th of NOVEMBER
TIME OF DEPARTURE: 1840hrs
and...
8 hrs and 10 min later.....
MALAYSIAN SOIL never feel so good...hahaha
welcome back LAKSA, PRAWN MEE, CHAR KUAY TEOW.....-list goes on.


ok ok I know I told some of you that I'm coming back on the 18th...
then I change to 13th...
but this is the last and finalised date ....12th....


So excited now that I cant really concentrate on my final exam revision.....
less than 3 more weeks to go.*HAPPY*
oh before i forgot...


Curse the person who send me that bloody stupid VIRUS!!!!
it caused me to lose my whole MSN Messenger files...
now I dun have cute icon to put on liao :<>MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA*evil*


serve u right for sending me virus infected files.....
after all of this happens...u still won't die.
i want u to live and suffer for your whole life..
because all of this will repeat all by itself again and again....


KARMA only applies to you.
oh yeah...
can't get to sleep because of that irritating ticking sound from the clock.

The legend.

There were many monster that dominate our early childhood life. The cookie monster, the chinese new year monster, the "there-is-a-monster-in-my-closet" monster and many more.

However, I bet everybody never heard about THE legendary MONSTER.

Wonder what is that?

Well, let me tell you the story.

It happen a long long time ago, when the earth still have lots of trees. People were not afraid of full moon except for one, the biggest and the brightest of them all.

Because they know something is lurking out there that have the potential to hurt them.

So, everybody stayed in door and not staying up late to enjoy the beautiful full moon.

Every year, THE MONSTER would come and go without anyone getting hurt.

All was peaceful until something happened on the 11th of september. It was the most tragic day,
THE MONSTER attack when it wasn't even full moon, many people died.

Finally everyody had enough of it, they gather up and decided that they should get rid of THE MONSTER. They think and think, nobody know what to do.

"Ah-HA" the Indonesians shouted.

"We know how to get rid of THE MONSTER."

"How?"

"All we need to do is to cover up the moon, then THE MONSTER wouldn't know that it is the biggest and brightest full moon of the year.Then THE MONSTER would not show up."

"But how do we cover it up?"

"We have got lots of trees, if we burn them. The smoke from the burning will block out the moon"says the indonesians.

so without even waiting for anybody's comments/ agreement, they started the fire. The plan goes very well. The indonesians were very proud of their work.
but becaue at that time calendar weren't even invented yet so they are not sure when to start the fire. Then they decide, to save time worrying they would burn the entire forest down throughout the year.

VOILA!!! there you go...haze every Mid-autumn festival. Nice?

How about the monster? Well it turns out that it is just a rumour, and the september 11th attack was caused by somebody else.

BUT the indonesians refused to believe the real news and continuing burning their trees and because they are such nice neighbours to Singapore and Malaysia the haze they created help cover up their nice and bright beautiful full moon as well.

******

Enjoy the story?

haha..hope you did. Spent my 'mooncake' day at home after a busy week at the hospital. One of my friend invited me to celebrate together, but was too tired to go.

So end up spending some time concoting crazy stories for this blog..haha.

Supposed to be up on the day it self but the connection doesn't work really well.

Here it goes, finally posted.

WHAM!!!!

You have been hit by my photo....hahaha

Sorry everybody, but I have a got a FREE haircut yesterday...

so have to show off a bit....hee hee.

I know it's not much.

but trust me after nearly half a year without haircut

I thought I have to go back to Malaysia with a 'orang utan' style

then WhAM!! good luck comes..

I got a free cut.

Although the lady that 'trim' my hair

doesn't seems very happy about

the FREE service thingy.

So for around 20 minutes I have to put up

with her war like attitude with my hair.

this includes 'combing' my hair when it is actually

pulling my hair..

even stronger if there a knot in my hair.

End up I have to glare at her troughout the whole session.

then she lightens up a bit.

Well I can tell you if she didn't lighten up,

I will rush up to her and pull her hair off.

Luckily she did.

never mind..I still got a FREE cut.

Have to admit she did quite a good job.

But am never going back to that place even she is good.

BAD service and Attitude.

So everybody enjoy my photo...

will post soon.

Tata..

OMG! there is a bushfire!!!

Hi there everyone,
back from a very busy and hot week. This weeks weather is so hot ...everyday's temperature is above 30 degree. Today by far the worse...36 degree.It's not even summer yet,but everybody is wearing shorts and thongs....just imagine what will happen in summer if spring have this kind of weather.

ok enough of the weather. Been in hospital lab the whole week getting my hands on sponge so that i will be experienced enough to wash somebody when I'm on my placement...how was it? u ask. I say it is a very 'rejoicing' experience. We practiced a few times on a dummy then we move on to real actual human.
My it is so awkward!!! Luckily they are all in their swimsuit. But I bet the guys wouldn't mind if their female patient is naked...but maybe they will only see old saggy body parts *evil Giggle*
However so, this week has been the most interesting part of my whole sem. so far. Felt that I have learned alot. The stories our lecturer told us is just so interesting and some time challenged what we thought was right. after all these labs, it just make me realised 1 thing..I don't want to get old.
apart from ppl trying to wash you with a cloth or sponge(if you are in a hospital with a very severe condition), you will be at risk of a huge amount of diseases. Plus everything in your body starts to breakdown.Just imagine u can't run anymore even with walking will be hard. Or you can't remember what have you did this morning and all u remember is what happen 30 yrs ago abt 1 stupid little thing that u regret u never buy in that shop.No wonder old people are at such a high risk of having depression.

But anyway, have to get back to uni next week* depressed* however I have good news for everybody....
I'm Coming back on the 18th of November

Yay!!!2 more months and I'm back to Malaysia..
gosh just can't wait to see everybody...
oh..if only i have a universal remote control that fast forward the time..hee

Anyhow, I still have 2 weeks of placement to survived through before anything can happen..so everybody please pray..and pray hard that I get a patient that don't need washing and all they need is a nurse that listen to their life story.Haih..still worry. Dunno whether I'm doing the right or not.

So for now, take care everybody. Pretty soon I will back muahahaha...

Malaysian,it is betrayal or the truth?

After I read Kenny's blog, it sort of gets me thinking. What will Malaysia be like in year 2020. Will it be like the vision Dr. M had on his mind?I wonder.

To be honest, I'm not surprised that 90% of Malaysian votes that M'sia is progressing too slow.I mean, look at the ways things is happening back in Malaysia, it's pretty common for everybody to complain about the crime rates and the Government's admin style(especially the police) nowadays. Everything they implement or take action on (or if there is any action to be mentioned) seems futile to control or eradicate the problem that are present.

Maybe you will say that I'm betraying my own country for pin pointing out all these things. Well, for the record I'm not the only one that thinks the future of Malaysia is currently very dim, some of the readers commented on Kenny's post seems to have a similiar perception as me.

I still like Malaysia, as I have realized over these past few months after living here in Australia. But if Malaysia isn't the place where I have my family and friends plus all the food I like, I wouldn't miss it anyhow. Because apart from all the things I mentioned above the Australia is a better place, where you get good public transport, good security, cheap high quality education(if you are the citizen, of course.Well, Malaysian also get that but how about the quality??), alot more oppotunity, more freedom in terms of your rights and mind you the most important thing you have a bright future here regardless of who you are. I'm not trying to say that Australia is the best in the world, but I'm trying to give an example of what a developing country should be like and yes Australia is still a developing country so is singapore, but by the looks of it will be Singapore archieving the developed nation status by the year 2020 rather than Malaysia. And this will make them gloat to us about making the right choice of leaving Malaysia.Do you want that to happen??

A lot of my friend ask me why have my Dad applied for the permanent residency status in Australia. That is because my dad sees that there is no future in Malaysia for his children and living in M'sia is endagering his family's life by taking the risk of being mug or worse, kill by some indian, chinese or malay who is driven to desperation for some money to live. Plus, he is thinking behind his head about the condition of Malaysia's economy. Is it gonna improve? or worsen?
I'm sure some of your parents are going through same fear as my dad.

Ok here are some questions....

How many of you will be guaranteed a job after you graduate from the University?
apart from Honours degree holder I don't think many are that lucky. Is it because that you are in a local government funded uni and you are studying some kind of super"cold" subject that people rarely hear about?
or
Is it there is simply no demand in Malaysia to hire a specialist like you?
(I'm sorry for those who have no choice but to study the super 'cold' subject)

Have you noticed lately that many business is going bankrupt or one of the shops nearby closed down?
or
Have you noticed that although there are many people in 1u or Midvalley but there is less people actually buying stuff?

Maybe you will think that RM 50 is gonna last you a week. Well, you maybe right 5 years ago but I don't think that this situation still applies today. RM 50 will only last you a day, maybe at top 2 days.
True, no?

It looks like if the current situation continues I would say that, it's all the way downhill.

So, Mr. Kenny I'm very surprise when you say you are surprised that 90% voted that Malaysia is progressing too slow. Of all people, I thought you would be sensitive enough.Looks like I'm quite wrong. Is it true that somebody is paying you to write about that post? :>

Dr. M. did lots of things to help progress Malaysia (although there is also alot of things that happened behind our back which slowly starts to float up now that he has retired) you owe him some credit man. As for the current 1, I reckon he is too soft and I would not be a father-in-law to certain someone if I were him.

Personally, if I have a choice I would get in my vote as " Malaysia where got imploove?? ( wat is mature btw?) hmm...maybe all the robbery, people killing people, and lower real income is the signs of improvement over the 49 years... aiya I dun noe lah...as long as I pay the polis money and they dun kacau me then ok loh "

Come on Malaysia, Wake up!!! Don't become the next Phillipine,also I don't want my home to turn into an Africa continent by itself.

for those who want to read abt Kenny's blog click on the link under the Cbox.

whale watching

Hey hey...
Chiau Chuin and Annie will your guide today on board to a trip of whale watching.
This is after the sydney trip...on that weekend...we went whale watching!!!!

Woke up super early that morning...after a late night of work....not feeling tired at all..
cos me and my flatmate was so excited that she have to drown herself with some coke to calm her down..it is her 定神茶
anyway..slept almost the whole car journey towards the port...looks like the tiredness finally catch up with me.
and finally up we go..on the yatch and off towards to a whale watching adventure.
The crew talk us thru the process of how to spot the whales...
she oso mentioned that the min length of the whale can be from here.................. to here and multiply by a 10000000000.
i dun think u all got what i mean so being a good friend..i will draw it out for u all...
here u go it is as illustrated below.















= = "

So everybody get the message...my my picture really mean a thousand word...
so for hours we sat sailing thru the windy breeze...
wait..i think i saw sumthing....
oh it only a boat....


one by one the island pass thru....














Still no sign of Mr whale....
Land Ahoy!!!
Well after a few hours of wind upon our face....


Land is near once again......all i get to see some stupid fin of a dolphin....
but I still have a great time out on sea...Disappointed though.
My friend say maybe all the whale went to church on that day = ="
pardon my friend..cos she a christian..but if you like u can oso say that the whales went to 天后宫for praying or the mosque...ahahaha

so guys...no pic of the evading whale...will try my luck next time.
take care

trip to sydney

Ok..finally some pictures from the land down under...
Went to sydney with my classmate, Annie on the 25th last month.
so these photos are so long over due.
^_^ V
Finally some picture for all my friends in malaysia...look I'm doing fine over here in Aus...Even gained some weight....no thanks to the cold weather...
However, if you are wondering who is the guy behind me that is looking at me with a 'what is she doing expression'....his name is: Perdestrian A.

The day start off with a 1 hour and 25 min train to sydney.


Well, it's quite a long journey...so you all can't blame us for occupying ourselves with the only entertainment on board.
On our last visit to the city
we mainly visited chinatown and the surrounding area. Never really able to reach the main shopping area of the city.Why?
Because there are alot of funny and cute shop in chinatown that is just too hard too resist...just imagine this isn't even the main shopping section of the city yet....
So the main aim for our day in Sydney this time was to be able to resist all the temptation of the surrounding and finally get to the Pitt Street mall.
And luckily for us...because it is a Friday ...there were alot of markets for us to browse and shop around....
Just imagine a pair of boots for only $20....mind you it wasn't those cheap stuff you can get in the pasar malam.... it actually look very nice. the only thing bad abt it is they dun have my size...
Is my feet too big or small..i will leave you guys to discuss over that.


And so we shop, walk and camwhore our way towards Pitt Street mall....
Sydney tower is the landmark to guide our way to our main dstination..Pitt street Mall.
On the way there we pass thru many restaurant..one of them is...

Full House!!!Honestly...there are so many korean restaurant..you would think that you finally reached korea....
Then finally pitt street mall.
We spent nearly half the day there walking thru all the shops...although all the things are super expensive...some of the shopping center are very nice.

guess how much this bag cost??
Hee hee...the shopkeeper is actually quite shock that we 'illegally' take photo of her product...hahaha

After Pitt street mall, We went into St Mary's Cathedral. They had their friday mass there..so all the light is on..so I can take this beautiful photo. Mind you they must have know that I'm coming that day so they decorated it specially to welcome me....wahahaha


Special thanks to the personnel in the Cathedral for this pic.

Anyway, the biggest accomplishment of the day is that we actually found some stores selling pirated DVD's...can u believe it!!! ok I know that is common in Pasar malam..but u have to remember I'm not in malaysia...
anyway..they have lots of taiwanese, japanese, and korwean drama on display....hee hee.
There is still more pic that I haven't post up..will show it to you guys when I'm back
Coming up..the whale watching trip.

...........

世界最残忍的东西：时间。
BuSy Busy Busy...
that is what I'm lately....
complain complain ....
still doing that..haha

but I think I dun mind that....
at least I got something to do.

Although 1 thing I'm quite worry abt...
I'm getting fatter!!!!!
ok here an analysis of what I do with the 24hrs i have:
Sitting: 25%
Eating: 55%
Moving:0.5%
Studying: 15%
sleeping: 4.5%

BTw did I tell u guys...
spring is around the corner!!!
first spring in australia.

他和她的故事

他们是怎样认识的，其实现在想回来都已经模糊了。。。
当初，究竟是他是如何得到她的ICQ号码到现在还是一个谜。。。或许他是不小心add错帐号
就这样，他们在网上开始认识。
当时他的花名是lionheart....
而她。。。哈哈不记得了

Updates

*a knowledge to heal comes with an ability to kill*
How is everyone? I wonder.haven't been updating my blog for a while now, guess not many people visit my blog anyway so makes no difference..hahaha...
what have I been up to lately?
well, watch quite a few of series, have countless of sleepless night with anatomy, another basketful of these day for pharmacology, another bunch for completing never ending assignments....finally I get feeling that I'm in uni....the workload is heavy but I feel accomplished.
however, I got a very lousy group this semester for one of the subject...haih..dunno how am I gonna survive thru the extra workload.
Plus, I'm now working two jobs. One with an agency that organise events, the other is the waitressing job in the chinese restaurant. Just started the agency work last sunday, nice work and nice people...and guess what I'm working on the stadium where football, rugby and soccer is held nearly every weekend....u must be thinking it would be hot and stuffy to work in this kind of place.....hahaha...i'm lucky enough to be working in the corporate boxes for the VIP's....it's a very nice view of the whole stadium...if u know what i mean.
Sounds pretty full on right?I guess I never thought that one day I will be working and studying as well.

Watched one of the Grey's Anatomy series just now, it kind of trigger me to think about something....
Life is very fair actually....they give everything.
for example, if u have the knowledge to heal someone, it's natural that u have the ability to kill someone too.
Just like if you have the ability to make someone happy, you then have the ultimate power to hurt that person deeply.
you can have all the knowledge in the world yet you can still be very naive in the things you learnt.

what the point of all these blaberring?
nothing actually, just want to record some of my thoughts, just in case it escape my mind again.
so peeps, be content with what you have ....cos with what you have you can actually use it in two ways...that is the double the amount right?however,just becareful how you use it.

a guy who buys bikini

I had a story to tell.It seems to me that I have some kind of luck to run into weird guys.

And the story I'm about to tell you is my latest "discovery".

It all started in a fine day.....

where me and my uni mate when to the mall.

we planned to meet up one of her high schoolmate,

so...

this guy turn up and my friend go through the normal process

of introducing your friend to the other friend thing thingy.

Trust me it all started well with him asking us for

our feminine taste for a birthday gift.

And the birthday gift turns out to be a new set of bikinis...

shocked is the word of the moment...

my my spechless right?

ok maybe you don't see so much fuss over a new set of bikinis as a bday gift

The spotlight is this guy hasn't met the recipient of gift before

and he is buying her a set of new bikinis....

with a bra size of 38D.

WoW!!It must be quite heavy...

Why on earth would A guy buy a bikini as a bday gift for a friend that you haven't met before?

Ok..all the alpha males here...

would you buy a set of bikinis for a stranger?

all right, on with the story.

And so we went into countless shops to look around for the "perfect size"

mind you it is hard to find the right size for a person with that body

Killer.

HE insist on brand names as well,

what the reason behind it? I don't want to know.

Wondering.....he must be really desperate.

Plus he keep on insisting that he is a poor chap...

well, if you are not rich you wouldn't spend a fortune on a stranger that you met over the internet.

and with the poor man part it kinda remind of the other weird guy I met last time.

Finally, we found the prefect 1

and the "cute" part is he finally felt there is something wrong in buying a bikini for a girl.

You all should have look at every shopper that went into that shop.

It's a sight to behold.

Just imagine a guy staring a ton's of bikinis in a shop full of women intimate apparels

all I can say about him is that he one weird and "brave" guy.

rainy days

Uni started this week and apparently it seems that this course is starting to become more of a challenge for me. Life start to get busy with another huge pile of assignments to be finished before I can start dreaming of getting back home to Malaysia.
It looks to me that this sem. we are going to know more about medications and I will be going to clinical placement at the end of september for 2 weeks, feels kind of excited and scare at the same time. I'm starting to ask myself whether I have learn enough to go to hospital for clinicals...hahah wouldn't want to harm any patients I'm attending to right?
so for those that is in Gosford, Australia don't get sick between the last week of september and the first week of october....
or if you do get real sick and in need of hospitalisation don't come to gosford hospital...I will be there...don't say I didn't warn you guys.
It has been raining the whole week now, I hate winter....super cold.
and finally my study buddy arrive earlier this week...the name is PRESSURE....thought I lost her after I have finish my A-levels....looks like I'm wrong.
so there will more rainy days up ahead for me....

P/s: I have added a new link under the name stanley.....this blog writes quite good review about movies and songs...if you have loads of time...feel free to browse around. enjoy.

舍得吗？

哎。。。假期即将结束现在好有点不想上课了呢。。。
anyway..你们大家一定很奇怪我最近怎么那么静。。。没经常update这个blog一定是在臭骂着林巧君到底“活”去那里了。。。哈哈。。或许就没人发现我的缺席。。。
好啦，废话少说进入正题吧。
这个星期呢。。。我跑去我朋友家住一整个星期哈哈爽吧？而且还通晓很多晚呢。。。
看了超级多连戏剧。。上一个post 介绍你们的戏也是其中一个。。。看到我现在都还有点头痛了呢。。哈哈。。不过很过瘾
erm...除了看戏外还去了很多地方。。。还吃到好好吃的韩国餐。。。hee hee...
也因为这样，我也越来越了解我这个朋友了。。。想到我明年不会在这里读了就有点不舍得她。。。本以为我不会在乎这些事情的。。哪知道。。。日子久了人的思想都会有所改变。
想到我们在火车上讲的笑话。。哈哈还真是好笑的。。有机会就讲给你们啦。。。
下个学期即将开始了，下一半年将会发生什么事呢。。。有点想知道。
好啦，现在就到此吧！
大家好好保重身体哦！
*看了那么多韩剧，突然间很想学一学韩语。

Princess Hours

This series is quite popular in korea lately, I have watch it and find it quite special as it is set in a world where korea has a royal family.
The story evolve around a high school called Shen Chae Gyung betrothed to the crown prince Lee Shin.














This special background story made it a popular series in korea, and is highly recommend by lots of people.
It combine some of the essence from the Full House, 2004.
There is a rumour about a second part in the making, whether this true....i'm not sure.
so hope u enjoyed this drama as much I had.

Happy Watching.However, I have to warned those who has limited time on their because this drama is highly addictive...hahaha...so please make sure u have ample time in your hand before starting this series.

Shen Chae Gyung, an ordinary high school student became the wife to the crown prince. A modern cinderella that wants to become a designer in the future. But it all changes when she decide to married the crown prince because of her family.

The crown prince, Lee shin. Has a passion for photography and dream to become a director one day.A selfish and a lonely prince that Chae gyung hate at first, but as time goes on the prince slowly influenced by chae gyung became more open and less selfish.

In the picture, he is holding favourite teddy bear, Alfred.

Seong Lin, crown prince's girlfriend. The girl whom the prince wanted to married in the first place. However, she reject the prince's proposal and choose instead to fufill her own dream as a professional ballet dancer.

Lee Lv, second in line to the throne, a prince too. Cousin of the crown prince. He loves chae gyung and tries to win her heart, I personally thinks that he is more handsome than the crown price himself haha....

Alfred, has no line in the series. But the crown prince treat him as a treasure and a silent friend. This bear is given to the crown prince by the great emperor himself. Alfred is cute right? haha...

Pictures in courtesy of MBC production.

A surprise.

I recieved a surprised today, maybe it doesn't sounds very special to you lot out there...
but with the living style I'm currently in, it sort of a present for me.
A friend whom I thought I have lost replied my email today...am very very happy about it.
It seems that this friend of mine change alot since I last met her...
It seems that it is true that you can't stop being a friend once you are....
one day you will still contact each other no matter what happen before.
Friendship forever.

a long holiday

Been absent for more than a week in this blog...seems like an eternity..
Finally I have reached the end of my semester in uni...
Now I'm on a long holiday...the total length is 1 month...haha you all must be thinking what a lucky I'm
well, to be honest I dread it...too long to be exact..when you have nothing to do...
Just got back from melbourne this wednesday...already missing the pace of the city.
Will be goin to sydney for a second tour...too bad I dun have a camera to show you guys what sydney looks like...

Lately, I'm into a taiwan series called 恶作剧之吻。The main actor is 郑元畅(he also starr in another series called The Rose) and main actress is 林依晨。。。
I bet some of you had seen the japanese version before..but trust me this is much more better than the old one..the stories makes more sense..haha..
well i highly recommend you watch the chinese version and apparently there is news that they are gonna have the second part as well talking about 直树 and 相琴 married life just like the original story from the comic....it is predicted that the 2nd part will come out in year 2007....
ermm..abt this I not really sure whether isit true..
but watch it anyway..I recommend it for those that are crazy abt the jap version...and if you like 蔷薇之恋 this is your cup of tea...especially the main actor..wahaha...
all right that all for now...now I'm goin back to be a lazy pig again....
will post soon.

be content...

tonight has the most beautiful night sky....cloudless
full of stars..just like in the drawing,in the movie...so unreal
Just imagine the cold night air around you...where hot air from your breathing comes out as mist
there is some serenity and peace.... i suddenly realise
this is winter

i'm surprise it took me so long to notice the treasure that is here all along, I guess I'm so caught up with being scared, being sad, thinking all the things, the possibilty and not really sit down and observe.I complain too much, i realised that now.
I guess I have finally come to my senses that life is always full of challenges, time won't just stop there for me until i have accepted it. It will fly pass you even if it seems like the end of the world for you.
Somehow, things will become smooth again. Then why all the stress? Just relax and let it be, things will turn out ok everytime. What a naive thought you will think..maybe.
just be content.

when the second time comes around.

when you encounter the first,
you would have thought that it is bad enough for you to have gone through it.
Because your friends doesn't seems to encounter this ssort of problem before...
or maybe they have and you didn't know anything about it.

The time was hard to pass during your first encounter,
everything around you seems to collapse and you didn't know what to do.
Then, everything is solved and you think that it is so silly that you make such a fussed about it...
when all you need to do is to talk things out.

After, it is all over you think things back
have a laugh with it but...
remember that next time this kind of thing happens, you will know what to do.
However, deep down you pray that you would not go through it again.

So, life goes on and in fact everything seems to be getting better.
suddenly, BOOM!!
here it goes again...
the thing you dreaded the most.

You will think, you might not be as freak out as you did before...
but with the fact that you have gone through hell once
thinking about it makes you shiver even more...
although part of it is due to the stupid cold weather.

Now, you have gotten the shocking blow...
same as the first time ..
you just sat there asking yourself,
what have I done to deserve this.

however, in addtion to that question
it trigger yourself to prompt out another question
how many times is this gonna happen to me?
why is this always happening to me?

By now, you start shivering again...
then you started to sniffle
then the storm came in
you are now crying like it is the end of the world.

When the second time comes around,
you will still be as lost as the first time...
panicking, blaming, angry, wanting to shout out loud, crying
then you became silent.....

.....
.....
.....
the numbness you feel is overbearing

but this time you manage to be calm
and started to think.
What needs to be done to save yourself from
going through the ordeal you face 2 seasons ago.

you try to talk to someone which have more senses
but you wouldn't want your parents to worry about anything that had just happen
so message your friend...
in the midst of your conversation, the line got disconnected.

Man...
how bad luck can you be in 1 day.
you get this news, then you lose your internet connection
later you found out that you lose your phone connection as well.

Is this the main reason for not letting you to connect with the outside world
you think....

trapped and helpless,
you nearly go and kill this woman you hated so much...
but because you are too rasional even to do that
you just sat there dumbstruck.

After a sleepless night,
you get up in the morning and talk things through.
you solved the problem
and what is the main cause of all this thing

So, you solved it big deal...
tired and dehydrated...
you went to sleep
woke up...

You still feel like the same as you have felt the night before, bad.
fear is in the air.
uncertainty still hang around
insecurity sinking in.

Then you realise,
this is the harsh reality of life.
you will still feel shock no matter how many times you have encounter the prolem.

So do you accept the way of life
and move on , or...
you fight back ?

because of this incident...
it make you feel awful again...
to think you have to do everything to make yourself happy again is so...
tiring.

the difference between a culture

What's the difference between ang-mor and Hokkien fairy tales?

Ang-mor fairy tales begin with: "Once upon a time..."
Hokkien fairy tales begin with: "Lim Peh ka li kong..."

from: http://www.talkingcock.com/html/jokexec.php?op=JokeView&lexicon=jokes&jcat=Weird%20Singapore

it is all about jokes this week..

A Tale of Two Cows

TRADITIONAL CAPITALISM. You have two cows. You sell one and buy a bull. Your herd multiplies, and the economy grows. You sell them and retire on the income.

AN AMERICAN CORPORATION. You have two cows. You sell one, and force the other to produce the milk of four cows. You are surprised when the cow drops dead.

A FRENCH CORPORATION. You have two cows. You go on strike because you want three cows.

A JAPANESE CORPORATION. You have two cows. You redesign them so they are one-tenth the size of an ordinary cow and produce twenty times the milk. You then create clever cow cartoon images called 'Cowkimon' and market them worldwide.

A GERMAN CORPORATION. You have two cows. You reengineer them so they live for 100 years, eat once a month, and milk themselves. A BRITISH CORPORATION. You have two cows. Both are mad.

AN ITALIAN CORPORATION. You have two cows, but you don't know where they are. You break for lunch.

A SWISS CORPORATION. You have 5000 cows, none of which belong to you. You charge others for storing them.

A CHINESE CORPORATION. You have two cows. You have 300 people milking them. You claim full employment and high bovine productivity. You have the newsman who reported on the numbers arrested.

AN INDIAN CORPORATION. You have two cows. You worship them.

A MALAYSIAN CORPORATION. You have two cows. You signed a 40-year contract to supply milk at 0.06 per lit. Then midway you raised the price to 0.60 or you cut supply. When the buyer agrees to the new price, you change your mind again and now want 1.20. The buyer decided you can keep the milk and they go look for milk that comes from recycled cows. Your two cows retire together with the PM.

A SINGAPOREAN CORPORATION. You have two cows: One "cow-peh" and one "cow-bu". Both are owned by a government linked corporation.

from http://www.talkingcock.com/html/jokexec.php?op=JokeView&lexicon=jokes&jcat=Weird%20Singapore

The Da vinci code....

hey guys, one of my friend found a very interesting site about da vinci code...
go and have a look...

http://www.syfc.org.sg/events/dvc/cinema.html

hahaha...enjoy.

希望

希望是一个很奇妙的东西，它的力量庞大。。。
它会使一个人把所忘的东西都带回来，
它会使一个人的四周围变得非常的美丽，
因为它，心情都变得很好，期待也从冷房里拿出来解冻了。
看来，希望的好处并不小。

当你拥有那么好的东西时，
你认为任何事情都是好的。。。
其实你并不知道，希望已经慢慢的离你而去。。。
希望是什么？？
是当你觉得不可能发生的事，突然之间变成有可能了。。。这就是希望。

在这个时候，你就会想好多好多。。。
比如，突然之间你有希望可以回家。。。
不知不觉地，你就会开始想，当你回到家时你会做什么。。。
你会看到什么？？
这时你就会想，你终于可以看到你天天挂念的家人，朋友，熟悉的地方。
你就会想你可以回到以前那个你熟悉的生活。。。
睡在那个你很熟悉的被窝。。。抱着那个可爱的玩具小狗

想着想着，慢慢的这些就会进入你的梦中。
天天就期待着你所要的消息，
虽然你可能认为，你其实已经没那么的想家了。
但，对不起你错了。

认为给这个人希望的人做了残忍的事？？
是否应该等到一切确定在告诉他？？
而不是给他一个假的希望。。。

winter is settling in.

Today is the first day of winter.
Felt quite weird, I spending winter days first time in my life.
Autumn seems to me is short, maybe winter will be long .

About the last post, I would like to know how many people thinks that I'm doing the wrong thing and how many people thinks that I'm right by telling my parents...don't be afraid that I'll be angry or anything, and I know that it won't make any difference now but just wanna know.

Holiday is coming soon, actually been dreading it...
dunno why but I woulnd't know what to do with so much time, mind you the total length is around 1 month, too bad I can't come back to malaysia.

This is what relatives are....

To do or not to do...
to tell or not to tell...

this is the problem I faced this week,
something my uncle did makes me ask myself this question.
It is by far not a very big serious situation,but I am fumed when I heard this from my sis.

Basically,my uncle left my sister alone with 2 stranger to do up his floor in his apartment and when he and my aunt went away from the city to a small town where my uncle practices his medicine and stay over in the weekend. they din even pack in preparation for the small little renovation, and expect that my sis disessemble the bed for them and move their cupboard and remove the furniture for the work men to do their work.(what kind of adult leave a teenager to do all this heavy work by herself huh??luckily my sis is an ex LM)

I'm surprise that my uncle would be that irresponsible and treating my sis like a maid...which i think this is way overboard...

my sis ask me not to tell my parents what my uncle did, mainly because she doesn't want to make a scene out of it...and she doesn't our parents to worry about it.

But with my big mouth dun expect me to shut up, still told my parents anyway.

Mainly, after my parents speak to my uncle abt what he did, he still din thinks that he is wrong by doin that...
but honestly would you in your sanest mind leave a 17 yr old teen with 2 stranger in an apartment??
and would you as a parent leave your own daughter with 2 stranger in an apartment for two wole days staright??

this however isn't the major part of the story yet,
after my mom had a long talk with my uncle abt everything, all he did when he call my sis is asking how his friggin floor is doin and will she help him clean up the floor??!!!!

what the hell is wrong with him??huh!!! how can u just ignore everything and just wanted to know that how your precious floor is doin!!!!go to hell man.to think that he is my relative jus make me hate him more...

Now, my "Saint" uncle thinks that it is my sis who told them abt what happen, and then complain every small little details abt what my sis din wan to do for him when he told him to do like....can she throw away the pampers his daughter used for him, while he planed to bring his daughter and his wife out for a nice little walk!!!GOSH...breaking news my uncle jus got a maid from malaysia who also happen to be my sis and his very own niece....
how terrible can he be then??
It's not even becos my mom doesn't pay him anything for my sis livin in his place....she pays alot ok..enuf for my sis to live in a 5 star hotel ok!!!!

so everybody pls beware, if u ever planning to study oversea...stay away from relatives..this is the worse nightmare u can get...even if they offer to let u stay with them(that's wat my uncle did)... even if you think u noe them well, bcos ppl change when you live with them long enuf....

I wish I can curse him for what he did to my sis... haih, poor little sis, she would be goin thru hell right now...

P/S: this type incident may not happen to some, bcos their relative are really an angel.Just be careful if u ever make a decision to stay with a relative in the future.

报应

这个星期，已经被烫伤了两次。。。不知是不是因为我是恶魔所带来的报应？因为我得自私而得来的结果。

以前，我都会常听人说长大以后你会慢慢变成另一个人。。。当时我不明白为何他们会这样说，心想本性难移啊！！现在得知了，虽然说是本性难移，但为了应付这个世界你会慢慢地把真正的自己埋藏起来。。。

这就是所谓的变成另一个人。

刚开始或许你会不断地责怪自己，因为你所做的一切一切伤害了不少人，但久而久之你就会被这个假象代替了真正的你。。。

这就是事实吗？难道世界就是那么的丑陋？？人类也因此得越变越复杂？？

以前的我是不会像现在那样为了自己而不顾身边的人的感受， 可能这就是所有变化的开始。。。因为我现在觉得很愧疚。

当然要不要变得更恶劣，我扮演了做决定的那个角色。。。

人的恶和善，是如何的分辨？对自己好就代表着你或许在过程中会伤害很多人，这是好？坏？

对别人好自己却因这而失去了千载难逢的机会，这又是好还是坏？

nothing interesting

Just got back from work...gosh so tired...
Lately I have been very slow....and dreamy dunno what's the reason....
I went to donate blood this week but they say I can't donate cos my iron count is too low...no wonder i feel tired lately...
the nurse told me to have more red meat and more fruit juice....
seems like if you really like to help and care for the others, you have to take care of your self first...if not even if you have the heart you won't have the ability to do whatever is needed from you.
ok this is it for now...I have to go back to my assignment.

变了

今天，上课时发生了一些事情。。。
我因为一个同学没来上课而对她发脾气。。。也不知为什么我不把事情好好地解释给她听。。。
明知她一定不会明白到底发生什么。。我都不想多费力气去解释给她听。。。课后去找她时。。。她还那么得轻松的上网我看了就更气。。。你们现在一定在奇怪为什么我那么的夸张的。。。只不过是一堂课而已吗...不需要那么得大惊小怪的。。。
在我就读的课程里，每一堂实习课我们都必须上。。如有缺席除非是生病不然会算是全科不及格的。。。明白了吧？好了又回到那个故事去。。。
直到我把一切详细的解释后她才以一个责怪我的眼神看我。。。看她就快要哭的样子我也没心情去安慰她。。。随便跟她说几句就走了。。。
心里只想着为什么她那么的笨啊？自己的事不会去打理吗？总是依赖身边的我去帮她注意。。。不只是第一次了。。。经过那么多次了还不会自己注意一下吗？。。。还怪我？我上课之前就打电话告诉你，你一定要现在就来上课。。。说时间已经换了。。。
现在回想起来。。我对当时的我感到好害怕哦。。。如果是以前的我。。我一定会帮忙她而不是一走了之的。。就算帮不上我也会在她身边安慰她。。。而不是视而不见地说再见。。。
我变了吗？变成了冷酷无情，骄傲瞧不起人的人吗？我以前也是那么的依赖我的朋友。。。为什么我现在就不会像我的朋友一样帮忙她呢？我变残忍了。。。真是不寒而栗啊！！！
恐怖的人上。

welcome to my world...

ok...
I finally got myself a webcam...and I have taken some photo of my room and the house i'm currently living in.....
I hope you can bear with the pictures...it's blur....

不知道为什么。。。。

今天我又想起了他，也不知道什么事情让我再度回想起以前的事。。。
不知他现在是否安好呢？
地球的另一边会是什么样子呢？
我以为我会放得下。。。那为什么现在又那么的执著？

finally civilisation....

Finally after I have arrived here for more than 3 months....the civilisation has come to me...I got broadband!!!
yeap...I know you think that should I announce to the whole world about this small-little-unexciting-and-you-get-to-use-it-everyday thing....
But you have to realise that I'm at down under where everything is so laid back even the technology get affected too.....however I think this lifestyle so far still hasn't had any impact on me...cos I still change job at a very high speed...the yum cha place boss got fired....hahaha...
but the new 1 i have got... i really hope it will last though...haih...th job is fairly easy....drying out plates and bowls and setting up the tables...i did so many times during the night that i dreamt abt it during the night...
i know what you think..it won't last..but let just see if i can stand it for a month than we will discuss abt the prospect of this new job

happy birthday to me....

today is my 20th birthday....had a wonderful day and surprisingly I'm not depressed by the fact that I'm out of malaysia.
Because being out here makes me know there is actually alot of people do actually care about me and they haven't for got about my birthday....although I'm still short on the present....well, i'm kind enough bcos I will still recieve them eventhough it is late...haha
Actually, vanessa celebrated my birthday with me by bringing me for a dinner and a movie today...and I'm touched by the fact that she would go so far out to celebrate it with me and even a card and a present from her plus a handmade birthday cake from her too....and after we are back from the movies she made me some warm cocoa...
to be in short, I'm surprised , thankful and touched by what she did, bcos....to be honest even friends that know me so long wouldn't do that....
so I think I finally made up my mind about my landlady.....she is trulyt a knid and understanding person and I have done her a great injustice by scolding her last time ...and I think the greatest gift that i have recieved would be that I found a friend in her.....a one that I can approach when I'm in trouble...plus the fact that she finally decided to install broadband(although i still paid my share of the fee)...so you'll be seeing me on9 for 24 7 ....hahahaha.....

Thanks everybody for the warm birthday wishes you gave me last night....it's enough to know that you still remember my birthday and that was the best you can give me for a gift.(that is bcos i keep on reminding some of you hahaha)

Back from Melbourne

And so I'm back from melbourne after a very long easter break.
With a heavy heart, I took an hour bus to the airport....
the scenery along the way was very nice but with me in the prospect of leaving my sis and melbourne I'm not in the mood to really enjoy it.
As I walk towards the plane, my heart getting heavy and heavier, although I can nearly see all the flat grassland surrounding me but inside it seems that everything is squeezing into a very small space.....
the plane took off...and with it my heart drop...I'm really leaving...melbourne in a bird's eye view...i don't like it when I'm goin back to sydney...like it better when I'm landing on it..
So, Goodbye Melbourne,I'm goin back to that place....*Sad*
in total i had a very nice time with my sis in melb, eventhough we didn't do much together..mainly just do nothing but watch movie and lepak around the city...but it feels more like a home in a place where your closest relative is with you.
Hey sis, thanks for your birthday gift and the wasabi nuts...hahaha...

*我喜欢这儿不是因为它是一个城市或是一个热闹的地方，这份喜欢是因为你在这儿。。。一个非常清楚我的人。*

here comes the change....

Yeap...here is another new face for my blog.
Like the background music alot.....it's a soundtrack from a japanese series but I forgot which one...I know this is a bit depressing but have to find to replace the old one cos....the image can't be used anymore....so I hope you'll bear with it for a while before I find a more happy and nicer one...
so enjoy it...
winter is coming soon here.

how I fall in love....

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You give completely and unconditionally in relationships. You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

the meaning of my....

Your Birthdate: May 2

You're so intuitive, it's like you have a sixth, seventh, and eighth sense. You connect with others freely and easily - and you tend to have many best friends. Warm and caring, it's hard for you to close your heart to anyone. Affection is like air for you - you need to give and receive it to survive. Your strength: Your universal compassion Your weakness: Your unpredictable mood swings Your power color: Mauve Your power symbol: Butterfly Your power month: February

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

我是一个常感到饥饿的小孩

饥饿？？？？
哈哈啊哈哈。。。。。
终于如愿以偿的到了这个城市了。。。。。
一切就像我所想象的一样，夜昼不分的热闹， 连绵不断的人潮，充满了琳琅满目的店。
在这里的每一天可算是过得非常的精彩。

不过，我相信这只是我暂时的反应， 对一个大城市的反应。。。
而且我相信在这儿住久了。。。可能会变得很空虚，看似很热闹的城市其实是很寂寞的。
再漂亮的夜景也不过是欺骗与引诱人们的好奇心。

那为何我又那么热恋着这个城市呢？
哈哈。。。因为我是个渴望着自由却又想要有个家的饥饿小孩
刚好这个城市符合我所有的条件。。。可说是家外家啊。。。
不久过后我就要飞回我那个小镇去上课了。。。或许下个假期不会再来这儿了。。
哎！真开始有点不舍得了。

好啦！就到止为止吧。。。
马来西亚的朋友们，要好好的照顾自己哦！
很快的，我就回到马来西亚了。。。（哈哈哈哈。。。或许还要等多九个月吧！）

19.5 degree C

Finally the long awaited day has arrived for me, I took a train from gosford to sydney airport to board my plane to melbourne...but I arrived at the airport four and a half hours earlier...gosh! you should have see how I waste all my time in the airport....haha...
After what seems like an eternity I finally board the plane....Finally, I'm on my way to melbourne. Had a very nice window seat on the plane (that is because I'm the earliest passenger to check in ...hahaha)able to catch a glimpse of the bay in sydney before I'm off to melbourne...talked to a business man during the flight about the craziness of sudoku...haha a very nice and funny conversation I had..time flies and in no time I'm in melbourne.
Lucky to catched the view of the sun setting on the horizon...oh if only I got a camera with me... it'll be a very nice picture...haih......
It's funny to see melbourne in a bird's eye view again after two years of my last visit.Things here apparently didn't change much, especially the weather...still as temperament as it was 2 years ago......
Spent 2 days exploring the city by foot, found my bearing in the city again with some new found surprising little shops...which I quite like..... There is a alot of cafes and restaurant in melbourne city it self...every corner you turn there would be at least one shop that has anything to do with food and all this restaurant or cafe has very good feedback from the food critics....hahaha so during my first night in melbourne I was lost...don't know which shop to go....for dinner.
My sis and I even discover a very cosy small little lane that is full with cafes with live music performance....I like the atmosphere there....
Gain some baking experience..by baking some muffins for my sis.....don't worry my sis hasn't had any symptoms of food poisoning...although maybe she will just fake 1 so that she doesn't need to attend school...
It's a wonder that no matter how cold isit you felt ...the temoerature will still be 19.5 degree....just amazing..by now I think i quite immune to the cold weather liao...except for my throat...hope that I won't be down with a flu
ok that's for now...will post up more soon....
have a nice holiday for those on vacation or break...and try to enjoy your day for those that is still working hard.....haha...so .....kudos :>

Off to melbourne....finally.

I will be going to melbourne this coming wednesday and pretty excited by it...just can't wait..been planning this trip for like ages..why can't time fly faster...huh?
haha.....
lately, something been bothering me though...like soo imm I also have some problem with my group work and the group member....argghhhh..just can't stand them...but I know for sure i won't give them credit for anything by the end the semester...no way...if you like to be lazy...do it yourway....don't think that you still can get high marks if you didn't do any work...I'm just not a good guy..too bad you dunno abt it...by that time I'll be laughing my way to next semester with high marks and know more than you about practically anything that has to do with this course..and I hope you cry.

ok enough, today is the day when they announce the winner for a competition to win a trip to Italy....for15 days...nice right?
oooooo can't wait......hahaah...although the chance of me winning is pretty slim...but hope that i'm lucky enough to get the trip and the rock...(hahaha someone will know what I am talking about)
ok then , I'm off hogging down the program..they will announce the winner soon....
Pray hard that i get it...
the next time i post, I'll be in melbourne.
will say more abt the would be intresting life in Melbourne.....take care everyone...

I'm on a bad dreamy mood today...

Obviously I have hit another low again today....just don't know why
Just don't have the mood to work.
Thanks to my ability to self doubt myself i'm blue.

Been in this town for nearly 2 months now, everyday I'll wake up in the morning, prepare myself to face another day in University.Hoping everyday at least I'll enjoy myself with this new environment, that I'll get to talk about something else apart from course work with one of my course mate...something that I can do naturally back in malaysia. Is it me only having this problem while the others don't,I just wonder.
How do you do it?Now that I have realised that I just don't know how to socialise.
everyone seems to get along well with somebody but somehow I don't fit into the picture. Am I too proud?serious? or is it my mind that is playing games with me.
Why am I even here in the first place?...haha...probably you all will be laughing at me right now.... serves you right after all it's my decision that I want to come here....I really need someone to talk to..where is your best friend when you need them?even if she is, it won't help much cos she won't understand.


well, at least I got something to look forward to this week..cos I'm going to Melbourne to meet my sister and stay there for 2 and a half weeks....in my easter holiday....maybe I'll get a camera too...that is if I can afford it...hahaha
gosh I really should go get myself a job..considering that I fired the boss on my last job....haha..yeah you are right..again.

I think I better not wallow in my sad thoughts any longer or else I won't recover in time for my trip to melbourne....now I'm excited...finally get to meet one of my family..it's amazing that you'll never know how much you miss them until now.

ok la...now someone is pestering me..so i'm off to chat ...tata

What age do you act?

You Are 19 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?