This is what you want.....hahaha

Well, since she highly doubt that I'll do it....
This is for you Soo Imm,

My earliest memory....

of my Grandmother was when she was alone in the kitchen cleaning up after the chinese reunion dinner.Nobody actually help her ,so I'm quite angry with my aunts for not doing that.

At school I ...

used to take part in the singing contest every year in my primary school.But I never seems to sing properly because I'll just be down with a flu or a cough.haih....

My first relationship.....

well, never had 1 so this question irrelevant to me....hahaha

I wish I had never worn....

so much high heels...at least now I'll have nicer legs....haih...

My Mother and father always told me.....

control my temper....hahaha..I'm famous for my terrible temper...I think I have change a bit.

I wish I had....

a friend that really stay with me ...not physically but will always be there for me...and where we can talk abt things no matter where we are or what have we become.

I wish I hadn't....

shut myself up for so long.....not until I have realise that I'm losing all the wonderful friends that used to be around.

At home I cook...

alot..some already tasted my apple pie...and some bake pies with me....well sooner or later I'll be a big whale....which I hope not...and the fact is my only expertise is how to goreng telur...haha

When I was a child,I wanted to....

be a singer....so I can sing my lungs out of everything that I feel.

The book that changed my life is .....

to be honest...I can't remember I have 1....because every book that I read seems to change my perspective of life somehow.

If only I would....

be able to sing and dance about my life ...just like they do in the musicals.

Friends say I am....

drop dead serious, funny, sometimes irritating, quite, noisy, frightening(that is my famous first impression to everyone), cold, keep to myself, confident but has a low self esteem, contradicting, slow, witty, evil......and the list goes on.

What I don't find amusing is.....

when my friends thinks that I like the foreign country more than my own.....which I get alot since I got the PR for Australia.

I often wonder.....

what my future life would be....will I finally found myself a boyfriend....will I still be nurse after 10 years.

I'm passing the baton to....

Hui Jin, Wen Ching, Shaorou

He replied my message!!!!!

Hahahahahahahaha....never have been so happy for a while now.I'm in cloud nine...*grin*
Gosh!guess what?he replied my message....
I never thought he would cos...it's been a long time since we contacted or saw each other.
Dunno why I feel so happy, even though now we both are in the a very different end of the world...but it really feels nice.
ok, I admit I have feelings for this guy...well, since I was in secondary school......he never knows about it...and I keep it as tight as I can....not to let him know.Nobody actually knows.
It all started in the internet, during form 2.....long rite?nearly 6 years liao...I used to avoid him, don't ask me why i do that......eventhough I had a major crush on him.and the best thing of all is that he is in the same school as me so i get to see him nearly everyday.....To me he was just attractive(not the face and body kind) but just somehow I like him and I can't stop it, not even now....hahaha..fanatic right?( If you happen to know which guy I'm talking about , i prefer that you don't shout about it ok?Don't even think of whispering a word, get me?)
still a bit sad though, he has a girlfriend......*sigh* if only I tell him how I feels about him earlier....
Nvm,I through all of it now ...i think. and I really wish him well, cos I think he like her very very much.
because somehow I realise that we are not the same kind of people...
I'm just glad we still can talk and joke about anything ...just like we used too...thru the internet.....

Can you believe it, he replied my message!!!!!
ok, i know you all get it already....i'll stop....(he replied my message!!! ....weeeeeee.eeeeeee)

oh yeah, Have I tell you all that I miss you all so much!!!and he replied my message!!!!

It's SATURDAY!!!!

ok It's Saturday.....Finally had some time to start....really start my essay.
but bad news the only essay i'm writing now is my blog.
Can't seems to know why .....

ARGhhhhhh super boring!!!!!
Make my self stay home today to finish up my assignment ...
BUt all i do is pigging on the apple pies and the ice creams.
Watch 3 DVD today...now i feel like a spinster
you know those kind that have no where to go but stay at home with 2 cats and having dinner in front of the TV....gosh! someday I think that I'm going to have obesity as my health problem....haha....

with the Bach's Prelude playing on the background as I write....I feel I might end up getting old with this music and be statisfied with it......don't understand what I'm whinging about?nvm I don't either.....

As I was saying to Hwa Khang last night that i miss malaysian food.....funny though because not too long ago I was having the same conversation with wen ching when she just settling down in UK.....now I know what is the feeling like...so wen ching sorry for teasing you that time.....hahaha...
P/S: HK i'm writing down the promise of you Belanja me a bowl of laksa here so I won't forget all abt it when i get back......
Ok, pls help me get into the mood of doing my assignments....
my, neva thought that a few months break from school can get me to become so lazy......

Now I have running out of things to write. So, will write there's something happening in my life again....( which i think would be ages unless I go naked and start stalking the respectable neighbourhood i'm living in right now....haha...maybe i will do that....who knows...so look out for me in the front page of a tabloid)

Here's my ad of the day,
Get boring by sitting in a couch all day flipping through TV channels it's a great way to spend your life.

all for now,bye.

In the middle of the night.

it's now the midnight here.
Been a bit busy lately,with all the assignment piling up asking abt question like what is health?
what is a Nurse?.....bla bla bla...the list goes on.
Other than that I think I had a quite week....and I'm thankful about it
I hope I can find some work soon.....if not I think I'll dry up my dad's bank account.
Anyway, there's been alot of sale lately.....it's just too bad I can't really splurge if not i'll definitely buy present for everyone.....
bcos there seems so much to buy.
Just imagine a shirt for only $3.
Or a jeans for only $15....
cheap rite?
and the quality is good too.....
oh now i wish i have loads of money....hahahaha
Soo Imm,just imagine the nicest top u can find all for only $10......
Trust me it's even better than the pink pussycat tank top.....
Even though i think this place is ulu....but it's a shopping heaven...
Maybe i haven't been out to the city for too long to think that this place is the heaven.
ok..enuf of this.
What I like most about my life right now is the 8.07 am No.37 bus to Ourimbah.....
Y?
cos I just feel happy sitting in the bus fill with small little primary school children going to school.
Here you can really the real scene where parents really wait with their kids for the bus.
when the kids is on the bus, they actually wave good bye to their parents.
Even the bus driver seems to be in a very good mood on that particular time everyday.
I have been thinking,maybe it reminds me of the time I had in Puay Chai when I was teaching n the 5G class that's why I'm feeling comfortable.....and happy.

Maybe I should consider to be a teacher rather than a Nurse.....
haha...just kidding....maybe later.When I'm bored with nursing.
Ok got to go liao....
will post later after I attack my pile of assignments .
Tirah.

Updates

During this past week , alot has happened to me.
I just don't know where to begin.
ok...here it is.
I have been having a little bit trouble with my accomodation but lucky me...all have been settled
and it turns out to be a big misunderstanding with my landlady.
so I think other than that I am ok.
and thanks for all the help everybody has been giving me....
I'm touched.