Back from Melbourne

And so I'm back from melbourne after a very long easter break.
With a heavy heart, I took an hour bus to the airport....
the scenery along the way was very nice but with me in the prospect of leaving my sis and melbourne I'm not in the mood to really enjoy it.
As I walk towards the plane, my heart getting heavy and heavier, although I can nearly see all the flat grassland surrounding me but inside it seems that everything is squeezing into a very small space.....
the plane took off...and with it my heart drop...I'm really leaving...melbourne in a bird's eye view...i don't like it when I'm goin back to sydney...like it better when I'm landing on it..
So, Goodbye Melbourne,I'm goin back to that place....*Sad*
in total i had a very nice time with my sis in melb, eventhough we didn't do much together..mainly just do nothing but watch movie and lepak around the city...but it feels more like a home in a place where your closest relative is with you.
Hey sis, thanks for your birthday gift and the wasabi nuts...hahaha...

*我喜欢这儿不是因为它是一个城市或是一个热闹的地方，这份喜欢是因为你在这儿。。。一个非常清楚我的人。*

here comes the change....

Yeap...here is another new face for my blog.
Like the background music alot.....it's a soundtrack from a japanese series but I forgot which one...I know this is a bit depressing but have to find to replace the old one cos....the image can't be used anymore....so I hope you'll bear with it for a while before I find a more happy and nicer one...
so enjoy it...
winter is coming soon here.

how I fall in love....

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You give completely and unconditionally in relationships. You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

the meaning of my....

Your Birthdate: May 2

You're so intuitive, it's like you have a sixth, seventh, and eighth sense. You connect with others freely and easily - and you tend to have many best friends. Warm and caring, it's hard for you to close your heart to anyone. Affection is like air for you - you need to give and receive it to survive. Your strength: Your universal compassion Your weakness: Your unpredictable mood swings Your power color: Mauve Your power symbol: Butterfly Your power month: February

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

我是一个常感到饥饿的小孩

饥饿？？？？
哈哈啊哈哈。。。。。
终于如愿以偿的到了这个城市了。。。。。
一切就像我所想象的一样，夜昼不分的热闹， 连绵不断的人潮，充满了琳琅满目的店。
在这里的每一天可算是过得非常的精彩。

不过，我相信这只是我暂时的反应， 对一个大城市的反应。。。
而且我相信在这儿住久了。。。可能会变得很空虚，看似很热闹的城市其实是很寂寞的。
再漂亮的夜景也不过是欺骗与引诱人们的好奇心。

那为何我又那么热恋着这个城市呢？
哈哈。。。因为我是个渴望着自由却又想要有个家的饥饿小孩
刚好这个城市符合我所有的条件。。。可说是家外家啊。。。
不久过后我就要飞回我那个小镇去上课了。。。或许下个假期不会再来这儿了。。
哎！真开始有点不舍得了。

好啦！就到止为止吧。。。
马来西亚的朋友们，要好好的照顾自己哦！
很快的，我就回到马来西亚了。。。（哈哈哈哈。。。或许还要等多九个月吧！）

19.5 degree C

Finally the long awaited day has arrived for me, I took a train from gosford to sydney airport to board my plane to melbourne...but I arrived at the airport four and a half hours earlier...gosh! you should have see how I waste all my time in the airport....haha...
After what seems like an eternity I finally board the plane....Finally, I'm on my way to melbourne. Had a very nice window seat on the plane (that is because I'm the earliest passenger to check in ...hahaha)able to catch a glimpse of the bay in sydney before I'm off to melbourne...talked to a business man during the flight about the craziness of sudoku...haha a very nice and funny conversation I had..time flies and in no time I'm in melbourne.
Lucky to catched the view of the sun setting on the horizon...oh if only I got a camera with me... it'll be a very nice picture...haih......
It's funny to see melbourne in a bird's eye view again after two years of my last visit.Things here apparently didn't change much, especially the weather...still as temperament as it was 2 years ago......
Spent 2 days exploring the city by foot, found my bearing in the city again with some new found surprising little shops...which I quite like..... There is a alot of cafes and restaurant in melbourne city it self...every corner you turn there would be at least one shop that has anything to do with food and all this restaurant or cafe has very good feedback from the food critics....hahaha so during my first night in melbourne I was lost...don't know which shop to go....for dinner.
My sis and I even discover a very cosy small little lane that is full with cafes with live music performance....I like the atmosphere there....
Gain some baking experience..by baking some muffins for my sis.....don't worry my sis hasn't had any symptoms of food poisoning...although maybe she will just fake 1 so that she doesn't need to attend school...
It's a wonder that no matter how cold isit you felt ...the temoerature will still be 19.5 degree....just amazing..by now I think i quite immune to the cold weather liao...except for my throat...hope that I won't be down with a flu
ok that's for now...will post up more soon....
have a nice holiday for those on vacation or break...and try to enjoy your day for those that is still working hard.....haha...so .....kudos :>

Off to melbourne....finally.

I will be going to melbourne this coming wednesday and pretty excited by it...just can't wait..been planning this trip for like ages..why can't time fly faster...huh?
haha.....
lately, something been bothering me though...like soo imm I also have some problem with my group work and the group member....argghhhh..just can't stand them...but I know for sure i won't give them credit for anything by the end the semester...no way...if you like to be lazy...do it yourway....don't think that you still can get high marks if you didn't do any work...I'm just not a good guy..too bad you dunno abt it...by that time I'll be laughing my way to next semester with high marks and know more than you about practically anything that has to do with this course..and I hope you cry.

ok enough, today is the day when they announce the winner for a competition to win a trip to Italy....for15 days...nice right?
oooooo can't wait......hahaah...although the chance of me winning is pretty slim...but hope that i'm lucky enough to get the trip and the rock...(hahaha someone will know what I am talking about)
ok then , I'm off hogging down the program..they will announce the winner soon....
Pray hard that i get it...
the next time i post, I'll be in melbourne.
will say more abt the would be intresting life in Melbourne.....take care everyone...

I'm on a bad dreamy mood today...

Obviously I have hit another low again today....just don't know why
Just don't have the mood to work.
Thanks to my ability to self doubt myself i'm blue.

Been in this town for nearly 2 months now, everyday I'll wake up in the morning, prepare myself to face another day in University.Hoping everyday at least I'll enjoy myself with this new environment, that I'll get to talk about something else apart from course work with one of my course mate...something that I can do naturally back in malaysia. Is it me only having this problem while the others don't,I just wonder.
How do you do it?Now that I have realised that I just don't know how to socialise.
everyone seems to get along well with somebody but somehow I don't fit into the picture. Am I too proud?serious? or is it my mind that is playing games with me.
Why am I even here in the first place?...haha...probably you all will be laughing at me right now.... serves you right after all it's my decision that I want to come here....I really need someone to talk to..where is your best friend when you need them?even if she is, it won't help much cos she won't understand.


well, at least I got something to look forward to this week..cos I'm going to Melbourne to meet my sister and stay there for 2 and a half weeks....in my easter holiday....maybe I'll get a camera too...that is if I can afford it...hahaha
gosh I really should go get myself a job..considering that I fired the boss on my last job....haha..yeah you are right..again.

I think I better not wallow in my sad thoughts any longer or else I won't recover in time for my trip to melbourne....now I'm excited...finally get to meet one of my family..it's amazing that you'll never know how much you miss them until now.

ok la...now someone is pestering me..so i'm off to chat ...tata

What age do you act?

You Are 19 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Latest news from abroad and my pau story...read all about it.

The second post of the day...rare right?

Just chatted with two of my friends on the msn just now.....
feel so nice to know that there's people that actually care about me and i'm not just another passerby in their life.
In this moment of my life, I can felt the warmth of their care eventhough the night is cold.

To wen ching,
I am really glad that you got that offer from UCL... eventhough I don't know what does it stands for...haha...but I'm happy for you, all your hard work will finally pay off soon. Don't worry too much on whether you will finish your 2000 words essay in time...because from the day I know you I have always thought you are good in your language and your maths(although this nothing to do with the essay) so, get into UCL and find a place in london so i can visit u soon..haha...
oh yeah BTW tell me the date you are gonna slaughter yew keat so i can lodge a police report for you, see I'm such good friend.
seeing that we both like city so much....maybe you can get me some sovenir(i dun noe whether dis is the correct spelling)hahaha...so when you are travelling around you won't miss me that much...haha
but of course....we will exchange presents like we used to do....jus pass mine to hui jin and you will get yours next year cos i dun think i can come home this july *sad* and dun worry I'll leave your christmas present to hui jin too....
So, good luck to you with you university offer.
Ever angelic *evil grin*,
Chiau Chuin.

To Hwa Khang,
I'm so sorry that so many bad things happen to you recently, I hope that things will start going your way soon. As I said last time about me-missing-the-bus-on-tha- day,-but-got-lucky-on-the-second-day-concept... hahaha...i know sometimes it won't work for you...so I have decided to sing a song for you......no la just kidding.....but if you want to,just let me know anytime....ok?
orelse I can send some you of my precious microwave pau...hahaha....but in exchange you have to post the double fillet for me....must be in an express 1 so it can reach me the next day...
Hope that your aunt is ok....and see around in the msn soon.
The pau eater,
Chiau Chuin


and Here is my pau story....trust me it's funny I made it up myself....hahaha hee hee
for those who heard the story i made before will certainly what is coming up.....hahaha

well, this story happen in a far away land on a very cold day....
er....
you will have to wait for the rest because I just can't think abt anything to go on with it...

ok everybody take care ya....and miss you all loads...

Well...

Time flies this week...and I have done loads of things...ok, here a few of them.

On Monday, I went down to sydney to have a look.Enjoyed it so much...makes me feel that I haven't even left home...because life in the city was busy.....visited all the tourist spot(nearly all...) saw the sydney opera house, harbour bridge, china town...bought some egg tarts there..miss them so much
Oh how i wish I had a camera with me....I would have capture every moment I have spent in sydney and show you guys about it..... So right now, I'm just waiting for someone to climb the harbour bridge with me....so who is up for it?
Well, I did write about some to shao rou....Hope you recieved the letter already...

And for the rest of the week, I'm living on a blissful state...must be the after effect of visiting the city...and try to finish my essay.....and I finally finished it..yesterday hahaha....

maybe I will visit the city again soon...just can't stand living in a ulu place any longer.
don't worry I'll keep you guys up to date about everything that is happening to me...which is if you are intrested abt it.