What a long week!!

Finally I find some time to post something in my blog!!Had the most unbearable week of my whole 19 years of life.....
It all started when the vice priciple from Puay Chai called me to go back and substitute a teacher who had been transfer to the other school......this is where the problem start....well as usual I too good to say no....and off I go for another week of teaching......
Thought I would enjoy this week but it turns out that my prediction is wrong.....the vice priciple is the rudest teacher I have ever met......she even snub my dad....
On thursday,which is yesterday,this vice scolded me for the mistake that she has done this is not the worst part.......the worse is it happen in front of the entire class of student.....I thought I never care about my reputation...but in that very moment I realise......I DO CARE!!!!
Gosh!how I hate that vice....even thought of quiting the job immediately (which is a very rare decision for me ...)she even insulted me for not being responsible and dedicated to my job.........I JUST DEFINITELY HATE HER!!!!!!!
well.....enough of the job.....this week I even met the most ungentlemen and the most unimpressive guy!!....now You must be thinking that how come I am in such a bad state this week......don't ask me ......
I made 2 stupidest decision this week....

1. I decide to teach for a week.....again!!!
2. I decide to go see a movie with a guy I barely even know...just because All of my friend is just busy and I can't find anyone to accompany me......

stupid Right???

Tragic things that doesn't come true......

I......

I lost a best friend because some other people's stupidity

I met a friend few years back and we are enjoying each other's company

cos when I am with her I can talk my heart out....

Everyone around me keep on saying how I lucky I was

To have a friend like her

and of course I was proud.

Yet things turn out quite sour for both of us....

cos everybody started talking about our relationship

they think that the friendship we shared is too good to be just friends...

we chose to ignore these things

thinking that we did nothing of that sort

but unknown to us is that

because of this ignorance it slowly eats up our friendship

I end up hurting myself and her.

When I think back now,

I still don't get it....

why would they want to say that behind our back?

Those were the one whom I believe to be my friend!

FRIEND.....

friend don't these things to each other.....

How can they do these to me....

I didn't hurt them or done anything wrong .....

and to make friends isn't illegal.

don't they realise that because of their big mouth

I lost a best friend...

and to be honest I still find it hard to forgive

eventhough it is better to forgive and forget.....

but tell me who would forget these horrible things people done on them....

However I thank her for all the things she teached me

and indeed she is a good friend

And I hope she will find a better friend.....

In the future

my teaching experience

Been teaching tuition for 2 days liao....never thought that it would be that tiring especially you have to keep on repeating the same question again and again.....but i feel nice just to help them with their homework because their math teacher have been on medical leave for nearly a whole year liao.....

Well,this week i went back Puay Chai and to take over one of teacher's class for one week....this teacher teaches english and art for standard 3,4 and 6.....but honestly ...imagine me teaching english...hahaha.......a very bad english grammar user teaching english!!........pity the student..

But it is fun seeing the student struggling to finish their drawing...well i call them to draw an underwater world theme picture......and here comes the funny part.....ther was one standard 3 student...who only know how to draw sword fish...but after i teach him how to draw a jellyfish.....he fill his whole drawing paper with jellyfish and swordfish!!!

Blog of the day

This is the second post I have written today.....
Woke up very early this morning around 6.30am.....can't even open my eyes yet...had a wonderful dream yesterday night about food....cos I had some fruit cake before goin to sleep...hee hee.....maybe that is the cause of me having dreams about food...
I reached school quite early today....help Jing Tien with her marking and wrote the teaching record book.....the teacher's in the staff room had all kinds of conversation...some talking about their naughtiest student.....some joking about something which I don't get it but the others laugh like hell.....well,the joker must quite a pro then since I can't get but others was laughing like hell....and some was doing research on which brand of 'kaya'(this is a kind of jam....a malay traditional jam...to be exact)taste the best...
After work,Jing Tien and me went to a coffee shop near my house to have some lunch......and today's menu is roasted duck....
wow!the duck was delicious....ate half of it.....both Jing Tien and me....we can't barely walk when we finish it....
Thanks Jing Tien for the lunch....it was nice...next time "belanja"you ok?

To the scar I left on Hwa Khang's hand....

Well it all started on the day when the lord of the lantern roam the neighbourhood......well Hwa Khang offer to put a stick(but more appopriate to describe it as a twig) in his back pocket of his jeans..(was it a jeans or.....well..never mind)to act as an extra,in case one of the stick that is holding the lantern break.......
the story goes on with us walking around the neighbourhood and suddenly....there was avery loud scream...(trust me it is the loudest I've ever heard.....hee hee.... :P) followed by some cursing....
It happen that Hwa Khang accidentaly scratch his hand against the stick which is sticking from his back pocket.....
Hence, this is the famous scar I left on Hwa Khang's hand.......so reader be fair, do you think that it was I who left the scar on HK's hand??......
Now now HK,I have already done some justice for the scar I supposedly left on your hand....haa haa

P/S:In case you are wondering what i'm saying please refer to the blog"lord of the lanterns" comment.

The Lord of the Lanterns

haa...haa...Had a wonderful night yesterday.....
Along with a few of my primary school friend,we terrorised the neighbourhood with lanterns...singing our old primary school song, relighting our lantern every every now and then and singing some songs was what we did to celebrate the mid autumn festivals....
We even met the future Beethoven with his large load of musical lantern.......on the spot,this little composer show off his skill by competing his musical battery run lantern with our ever silent lantern.....
I never had such a fun mid autumn festival for a long time.
Come to think of it, if all goes according to my plan,it'll be the last mid autumn festival I'll be spending in Malaysia.Sad is the most appopriate to describe what I feel now.
The lord of the lantern terrorised the neighbourhood for nearly 3 whole hours until the last light of the lantern died off...
had a wonderful time guys.....thanks for the beautiful memory...

Mid autumn thoughts...

Just came back from my aunt's house......we all had a nice talk today....practically about anything...where she serve us with tea and mooncake.While my uncle some antique coin,where some of it is dated back to the year 1880....
He even show us some of the coins from China....
my aunt even told me about the story of how our ancestor came to malaya
and how poor they are ....It make me realise how fortunate I am....especially my family.....
Well,while I'm living comfortably here in K.L.,some of my cousin in my hometown have to worry about how their future would be.....
One of my cousin,same age as me, doesn't have the luxury to think whether she,herself want to have a university education or not .....her family just haven't had enough fund for that....yet her mother tried ways just to be able to collect the sum of money needed for her daughter's education.
With the hope that,eventually her daughter would be better off than her.
So....I have thank my dad for that....
He work day and night just to provide us with only the best....
My friends always thought that my dad is strict...well,I also agreed with that but what I see is that my dad had already cultivate a sense of belonging for the family.....which I notice that some of my friend's family lack off...
Even though he is strict,he always bring us to fine restaurant for dinner, let us experience new thing,my mom will always have the weekend off and we do the groceries together....well some of my friend is surprise by that...
However,sometimes I do feel a little tight up....and I used to argue with him about not giving us freedom and all,that I'm not a little kid anymore...those kind of stuff...slowly I came to realise that...I'm just not matured enough for me to go out alone to this big world......it just naive of me or anyone to say they are big enough to handle the world by him/herself.....
haha...how far my thoughts wander off....
so as my final words in this post...I wish all of my friend a very happy mid-autumn festival...

An outing

This very morning I wake up very early,just to find myself preparing the ingredients for lunch....took me nearly the whole hour just to do that .
Luckily,there is just enough time to prepare myself before hwa khang come..and fetch me to Puay Chai for a visit....met one of my friend,Jing Tien there who apparently enjoy teaching science by adding some spices of butterflies and bees thing just to get her student's attention...
Now I'm crazy enough to go back for a week to be a teacher once again.....
god....What was I thinking when I agree to do that....
well...at least I got something to do.....
if not I think my brain will degenerate until a size of a pea......
my diagnosis would be....Parkinson disease!
lately I just make a new friend his name is lim keat.....
whenever he sms me.......just make me thing will there ever be just friendship among a boy and a girl.....
for me it is just like making a new friend....
because I think he is just not mature enough....
he is a year younger than me.....and is one of my student's older bro....
dun ask me how do we know each other....to be honest I haven't even met him before....
quite impossible right?
I think I shouldn't have even agree to meet up with him after I heard what my friends said.....
Just make me feel bad....
Anyway,enough of that crap...
after failing to get his salary,me and hwa khang went to soo imm's house......where her cute little dog and her father greet us.
Soo Imm who apparently have diarrhea for the last 5 days was amazingly fit enough to talk with us.....
well in that short span of time...i manage to finish a can of 100 plus and nearly a bowl of carrot cake(i think it is the name for what i eat gua)....
god this time i'll be so fat
another diagnosis......obesity...
and finally her comes the big announcement....
I nearly beat Hwa khang with all the fight we had in PS2.....haha
except when he use his panda...... :(
ok la that's all for today...i think is the longest blog i have written so far....
have a nice day.....
oh yeah right forgor to mention that I had McD for lunch today with Jing Tien and Hwa Khang....
we had a nice talk.....enjoy it so much.....

yay!I'm goin on a tour......

Yes!I'm goin to China finally.ermm...Jiuzhaigou to be exact...hee hee...
Heard it is beautiful there,look like a heaven on earth ..that's what my freind said when she was back from her holiday ......
so god!I just can't wait to be there now....
Well,I'm goin there on the 23rd of october which means there is still more than a month of waiting to do...... :(
I'm definitely looking forward to this trip.....because I think it will be the last trip with the whole family together....before I go on to university.....which is in Melbourne.......
Hope it'll be a memorable trip for all of us,just like the trip to Paris we had a few years back......

The time of parting

Soon most of my friends will be flying to UK .

Already,some is already on board a plane flying to their known destination yet unfamiliar place.

Just last week I send off 2 friends whose destination is the same,UK.

One is my secondary school mate while the other is my college mate.

Wai Lee, secondary school mate,whom I'm very close with for the last 2 year in my secondary school,including 2 other friend Ai Yee and Puay Boon, were fast friend and our conversation used to be never ending, we can talk from clothes to school teacher and even to the ways of cooking a drumstick.Not only the teachers,even our classmates complained that we are very noisy!

But that is the past,I just hope that in the future Wai Lee can be a successful lawyer.

The other one which is my college mate, Wen Ching.This girl strikes me as a very quiet and intelligent girl when I first met her.However,never judge a book by it's cover,I have been surprised by her quiet a few times we met.The time we, including Hui Jin and Shing Shuang,spend together are the best time I had in college.We had so many surprise birthday Party for each other until I lost count.

So, Wen Ching I hope you can do better this time with the road you are walking now ,remember our gathering on year 2010 and remember the promises behind this date.Can't wait to see you back again.

陌生人、时间、爱

相爱是什么滋味呢？

寂寞我知道

常都听到、读到、看到互相珍惜的恋人

自己却未尝试过

好奇心越强。。。

就越觉得寂寞

或许就像别人说的一样。。。。

这些事要拿号码排队急不来的

有时还真有点担心，

担心这辈子一个人过！

哈哈！原来我也是怕孤独的人。

曾经以为已经遇到彼此相爱的人

那时的我心情好复杂。。。

开心、害怕

就因为自己缺少了勇气而错过了时机

啊！原来时间是那么重要！

现在的他已经找到适合他的一位女孩。。。

从他眼里看得出，她很重要。。。

他脸上有了一种无法形容的骄傲

那一瞬间。。。。

我祝福了他们

原来我一直活在梦中！