I got evicted .

Guess what happen today?
My landlady told me to move out within 2 weeks,that means I have to move out by 13 th of March.
To be honest I don't know what really happen and why she want me out of her house.
I thought we are getting along fine, me not arguing with her, saying yes to every rule she stated and she is talking jokes to me just last night.There was no warning about what is going to happen to me in the near future then.
Although for the 2nd week, there is some misunderstanding I thought I solve it but looks like I'm wrong.

时间的恐怖

刚看完了我其中一个朋友的blog。。。。里头写了关于她如何讨厌她的妈妈。。说她的妈妈如何不了解她。。。等等
想起以前我有这么像的想法。。。。。才知道原来在这么短的日子，改变可以那么的恐怖。。。。
要知道其实父母是疼爱我们。。。是很难得的东西。因为等到我们发觉时。。往往已经太迟了。。。只希望时间还有一点同情心让我们好好地珍惜他们对我们的付出。
离开了我那个20年的家让我真的想通好多好多事情。

曾经有那么一个时候是我妈妈为我准备吃的，住的，穿的。。。。。
曾竟有那么一个时候是我爸爸为我担忧生活的一切一切。。。。。
但不知什么时候开始他们不再做这些事了。。。。
醒来就只有我一个人在那边忙着做这一切。。。。
不管心里有多难过。。。却慢慢得明白说从此以后我必须好好的照顾自己了。。。背后不会再有那两个人看着我了。

当然每当遇到不如意的事时。。。。我真想逃。。。。逃到那个叫做家的地方。。
而这个家往后的20年还会像以前那个20年吗？

有好多人像以前的我一样。。。 一直喊着要自由。。。一直喊着不要管我，这是我的生活。。。
我觉得，那是因为我们觉得太有安全感了。。。。活得不够刺激。。。。

朋友啊，好好地珍惜身边所有的人。

It's too peaceful here!!!!!!!

Uni started this week but there is not much goin on.I practically have a whole week off except for tuesday and wednesday......
Well, don't admire this type of uni life cos you will die of boredom real soon.......
It's too peaceful here.....so peaceful that you will lose touch of the whole wide world and you can here yourself talking to your own self...... scary huh???
Well,as this boredom sucks out my life the weather here is getting colder which is an A plus for me ....cos since I got here I have got a tan that every australian wanted but!!!!...I don't want it.
Spend the whole day watchng movies and eating ice creams....I'm nuts right eating ice cream during a cold day.....though I sill have 2 essay waiting for me to finish which in total has 2500 words.....
See told you not think of getting a uni life same as mine.....it's only 1st week and I've already got 2500 words of essay to write.
I think these essays will help me get used to my new laptop keyboard...so next time when I chat with some of you guys I'll be faster.
okok....Let me introduce some of my new friends
The first is a HK who lives here for 2 and a half years, met her on the first day of orientation.Her name is Annie.
The second is Kyle....he's an australian,quite a nce looking chap...got the living next door look.....he is annie's high school friend and a very funny guy,although to my disappoinment already has a girlfriend ;( but because he is in the same course with me..somebody thinks that he is a "gayish" type...you know what I mean.....but look at Gaylord M. Focker he is married to a girl!!!!
and there a cute girl who is a swedish her name is rachel.
My class is quite big compare to the others so I haven't met all of them yet..
Just hope that I can really take on this new challenge cos it seems to me everyone is so well prepare than me....
so wish me luck..
will keep posting....so ther won't be any voice inmy head talking to me....

I miss home so so much!!!!

Hi everybody...how are you guys ....hope everyone is fine back there.
Uni starts this week but I don't get any lecture till next week so I'm preety free at the moment.
However I won't be online as long and as many time as I can because my landlady is using a dial up connection and I'll be using up her phone line if do that too much.
Feel pretty lonely up here....just feels out of place...and have to face lots of unimaginable problem and stuff.
I just feel the emptiness in me ,everything I do just some how reminds me of my family and my friends,to think that I can't do that anyore just make me feel worse.......
I think I'm a bit slow with my feeling cos I didn't really miss anything up until now.
It's been a week since i left and I found that Australian eventhough they are nce they can be very lazy.
For the whole first week I have been trying to get my timetable done I still can't seems to get to contact the person in charge.
Lucky for me,I met one of my coursemate on the first day of the orientation....she a Hong Kong-nese and a very sweet girl....but it's weird though...I mean the feeling......it's just isn't the same .
I don't think I'll anymore right now orelse I think I'll keep on feeling my homesickness.
Will try to post more if I can......
Luv you all....bye for now.

I'm surviving

arrived in australia....
still missing home and not sure when will i be over it.
Just want to say thanks to all my friends...
thank you jing tien....... hwa khang......hui jin .....soo imm.