I'm on a bad dreamy mood today...

Obviously I have hit another low again today....just don't know why
Just don't have the mood to work.
Thanks to my ability to self doubt myself i'm blue.

Been in this town for nearly 2 months now, everyday I'll wake up in the morning, prepare myself to face another day in University.Hoping everyday at least I'll enjoy myself with this new environment, that I'll get to talk about something else apart from course work with one of my course mate...something that I can do naturally back in malaysia. Is it me only having this problem while the others don't,I just wonder.
How do you do it?Now that I have realised that I just don't know how to socialise.
everyone seems to get along well with somebody but somehow I don't fit into the picture. Am I too proud?serious? or is it my mind that is playing games with me.
Why am I even here in the first place?...haha...probably you all will be laughing at me right now.... serves you right after all it's my decision that I want to come here....I really need someone to talk to..where is your best friend when you need them?even if she is, it won't help much cos she won't understand.


well, at least I got something to look forward to this week..cos I'm going to Melbourne to meet my sister and stay there for 2 and a half weeks....in my easter holiday....maybe I'll get a camera too...that is if I can afford it...hahaha
gosh I really should go get myself a job..considering that I fired the boss on my last job....haha..yeah you are right..again.

I think I better not wallow in my sad thoughts any longer or else I won't recover in time for my trip to melbourne....now I'm excited...finally get to meet one of my family..it's amazing that you'll never know how much you miss them until now.

ok la...now someone is pestering me..so i'm off to chat ...tata