@_@

ahhaha...here is the signs again.....
another busy week.....
*cough* *cough*
my cough is still not getting any better...
in fact it is getting worse
:< and getting up @ 5.30am every morniing doesn't help a thing to it.
plus i am facing ppl that is sick as well....
looks like i got a temporary terminal cough disease....

Mom is here at the moment...
prepared plenty of food for us.
she painted the whole apartment for us...
bought all the furnitures...
and once again i am in my parents bad books...
y?
because they think i am playing too much and not studying enough...
maybe i am playing a bit much but
i am still studying ok....
i know...they are concern for my future

but had a good talk with her yesterday....
about everything....
hope she understands now

survived the first week of placement......
another week to go...
then i am free for 2 weeks before the exam comes....

oh i really looking forward to the end of semester now...
i need a break.....i need free time!!!!

ok a bit of a complaining blog post...
sorry abt that
will post things that happen on placements, pics on the newly refurbished apartment soon

at the moment i am feeling pretty bad cos i am not spending enough time with everybody....
not with mom..
not with george...
not on my assignments...
not with my friends....sorry Jean i miss out hot chocolate again....
will make up soon ..i hope.
@_@

alright, for conclusion
let's toast for longer day hours and lesser worries...
cheers.

ok take care everybody...

Of Possums and Trees

*saw a bunch of Possums yesterday...
cute little animals....but not after they start following you*

It is now 10.30am and I lazying around in the living room trying to finish my assignment.
Finally had a good night sleep yesterday...
so feeling peaceful and happy now.
and the weather is just right to nap on and to stay at home listening to nice music.
if only everydady is like this ...the world would be a nicer place.

Met George's colleagues yesterday...
plenty of new faces and names to remember.
I confess i dun remember most of them
however i still know who is his boss..lol
they are nice and funny people....lol
mind you they all tell pretty funny jokes.
but i think apart from that it is also the wine's effect.

ok this is it for now....back to 'trying to finish my assignments' mood
take care everybody.

Note: Sambal sauce is coming over soon...Yay!!!

Autumn

Was standing on collin street just now....
suddenly it dawns upon me, I have been here for nearly half a year.
time seems to fly really fast.
Autumn is already halfway through and winter is arriving soon ....
I am lucky..i feel luck lately
however mom says not to rely too juch on luck..
i should strive for the things i want.
* sorry random thought here*

to think back last year..it was hell for me...
now i have a wonderful time in Melbourne..
will i start to forget everything i learnt last year and become a spoilt brat once again.
Plus...my englishcompetency level is dropping...oh no....
maybe i should stop speaking mandarin for a while and concentrate on my english...
at least until i reach a day where i can speak good enlgish with correct grammar

Going on placements soon...2 weeks again.
I am going to a medical centre in caulfield. What will i be doing?
same as last year i guess....not enthusiastic(is the spelling correct?) abt it..
no time :<
for mom, myself and bf

so have been practicing my skills in lab for the whole day...
hope i mastered it correctly ...
still need to know abt the landmark of the organs and stuff...
and guess what i think i encounter another parasite....
thought i have already got rid of one last year...and happy that this year i have no
more parasites....apparently i celebrated too early.

ok...in case you all are blur here...will just tell you...
paarsite= those who dun study but just rely on others for the credits are termed parasites...
= those who thinks that everybody should help them is also consider as one....

However...i enjoyed today pretty much.
got lots of thing done...nice afternoon chat with wen...
funny...can still laugh right now...lol

went to visit the meerkat that looks like a lizard
although he has already been denounced as a meerkat.

i should be doing my assignment..
ok...so here is the end...
lousy post today..blame it on the parasite

take care everybody....

T.T

T.T
Stupid blogger.....it erase nearly half of all my previous posts....
ok so lucky for those who read abt it...
those who don't...i am so sorry..not that anybody is reading anyway..
ok basically i was venting my stressful situation last week.
the apartment...the lawyer and stuff like that....
and plus of course i complain about my first week of relationship as well
about 'someone' not here in melbourne and was in sydney.
playing and tired from his grad program conference.
but i also mention that i should not be mad at him because it is unfair to him
as he and his friend planned it before we even started.

Ok...
since i am here...
might as well update.
Good news...
Finally got my dad's apartment all settled and it is now officially my dad's.
Nothing happen during the settlement and everything went smoothly.
Now i am having headache about the carpet and finding someone to look at it and try to change it as well....
after looking at the place for a few times...
i decide that i think i will like the place....hehe

will post photos of the place soon...after my mom comes over and transform the place....
and yes..you all got the news...
she is coming over...Yay!!!!
*celebrating with confettis*
she is bringing koko crunch over...pringles....malaysian snack basically
especially the mee goreng that is in thai flavour *Hungry*
oh..i forgot to mention she is bringing sambal sauce over as well...
lets wish together that the immigration will let it pass.....
if it happens...me and my sis will the happiest malaysian in Melbourne....hahaha
But one thing is a surprise...she is arriving in Melbourne this saturday.....
Fast right?

oh yeah....
Thanks hwa khang for your blessing..if i interpret it corectly....
it should be for me right?
Am i the mary had a little lamb?
btw...now that i have already 'divorce' you...lol...
any sadness?

haven't heard from you for a long time...
so if you happen to pass by this blog just drop in a few lines ok?
y my blog?
cos u dun even visit your own blog anymore...
so do come by now and then
for old times sake....hahaha

ok everbody.....
sorry for the half gone post....
imm you are really lucky you get to read it...i think.. the whole post....

take care...
will update soon...
if i finish my assignment....
which i am suppose to do now.... T.T
help any one?
ok ok
tata...
take care and miss you all loads.

super stress @_@...

STRESS!!!!( u can go now is you are stress too)

ok now the euphoria of my birthday is wearing out, the stress comes upon me.
Assignments....placements....work....settlement of apartments....obligations to my friends...and also no time.... :<>

Take care....

大家好吗?

hi how is everybody going?
Lately there has been no news from anyone in Malaysia...
wondering how is everybody doing?

Went for paintballing last sunday....
was a super fun trip haha....
Luckily no bruises...phew..
had BBQ lunch after that...
Get to know a few more new friends...
*happy*

easter is coming soon...
and the dateline for my essay is getting nearer and nearer...
Argh!!!!

Happy holidays everyone....
hope you are well rested for the next half of the semester.
Time fly so fast...now it is already april!!!
Take care
will post more soon.

@_@

Haha...Long time haven't post anything up.
How is everybody? Good?
I guess so.Most probably you all will be busy like me.
Uni started last week for me.....
Week 2 arrived....

Got into Latrobe uni....
Better than the previous 1 if you ask me....
so enjoying life now...
the uni is jam pack with people...
Love it

Found a job too
this 1 really do pay well....
now I am selling ramen....
the restaurant I am working in are full of malaysian so...
i do feel really at home...
the owner is a malaysian as well...
yay!!!
Long Live Malaysia.

sorry lately I haven't been online in MSN...
not that anybody miss me...
but if you do let me know ya?

ok la..boring post till now.
will update soon.

R.I.P

Lately when I recieved a news concerning xu wei lun..
shock is the word.
Never thought life is so short for her.
May you rest in peace.

25 days to go....
job hunt is still on..
but on a hot day like this
it requires even more effort.

I need the money...
but am still too lazy to work
^_^

Chinese New Year

T.T

I want to celebrate Chinese New Year in Malaysia!!!!!
Missing home as usual, but it is better compared to last year.
23 days till my uni starts....
But not as free and easy as I thought it would be

Been running around melbourne finding apartments and jobs
like a crazy woman
Till now results have been zero..
*sigh*

How is everybody in Malaysia?
You all must be basking in the New Year mood now...
listening to the new year songs
seeing red everywhere....

Will show you my new place if I found 1 soon....
hahaha...
take care lo everybody
earn lots of money for those who are working...
wish you all the best for those who have started uni

what kind of strategy is that??

well about yesterday's post..
there something I would like to add.
that is apart from the tye of guy that I have mention
there is also the other type of guy that thinks that he knows you so well
and thinks that he deserve to know your phone number while in actual fact....

you barely know him for like....2 hrs...weird?
totally.

ok enough of that.

Finish the first part of my exams today, now I felt so nice...
phew...the pressure is finally relieved for a while.
Still got another exam on Thursday.

Wah!!! she still wasting her time here blogging

your think....
so i decide to share with you something....

ok let me tell you my new exam strategy.
It is so so effective to relieve your exam stress and pressure.

However, it should be noted that my strategy only applies the a situation
where your exams are 2 days apart of each other ^_^

First day....
You had your exam today..and you felt so relieve that you finally get over this
supposedly super hard paper, because your exam ends just before noon
you can go to the shopping center for a spree and lunch with your friends.

Second Day....
You look at the exam timetable and noticed that the next exam is
not till the day after....
what to do? study? Nah...you sleep.

"Sleep is very important 1."my mother says.

"If you don't have enough sleep you can't concentrate properly"she continues.

So as a good girl I shall listen to my mom....go to sleep lo ^_^
After you wake up feeling refresh, you go to study?

No....cannot.

"where can everyday hide in the house 1?"
mom's voice monopolising my though again.

"Try go out la...good for your body oso..."That what she said...

but....

You said to yourself
"I already go kai kai yesterday now no more money for another spree liao."

So you will go out for a nice good walk.
10000 steps a day, keep the fat away- the health expert reckon.
This is why you must follow.

After the walk, you will be really tired and hungry
so you have your shower and your meal.

By the time, you finish your daily activities. Day two is gone.

Third Day...
You wake up today and sudeely remember....
S*** exam tomorrow!!!
Haven't study yet....
Wah!!!! still got alot la....die la die la this time dunno can pass or not.....
and you start burning midnight oil...
or if you like..
you can also hug Buddha's leg

D-Day
After a long night of cramping every info. you start prepare to go to uni to face the paper.

"WAH!!!!" *shock*

"who that panda in the mirror?"

by this time you probably would have already regret a thousand times
that you shouldn't listen to your mom's advice
and the health expert opinion and should have study.

at uni, your coursemates will be as panicky as you are
you will also feel better because you realised that s
uddenly today's uni trend is to look like a panda. *phew*

And everybody will be bragging
about how late did they stay up to study last night...
or more appopriately on that particular morning.

The paper finishes without any new drama occurring.

^ the end^

Now this what I plan to do for tommorrow and the the day after....
so what you guys thinks about my stress relieving exam strategy?

on the other matter,
today is 6th of november!!!!

"So....."

What so....?

This means I am boarding my plane 6 days later!!!!

OMG...less than a week!!!....

YAY!!!!
YAY!!!!
YAY!!!! X10000
(sorry lazy to type so many timess..but everybody get my meaning right?)

Going home in 6 DAYS!!!!!!!

* Happy* *excited*
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
hahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
hahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

*muscle cramp*

ok la..that is enought for this post.
here some photos from today's spree...oh btw.. i got a new digital camera ^_^

Unwanted accident..

Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *Crying*
My laptop is infected with virus!!!!!!!!!!
My poor laptop....
got it through MSN...
At first I thought Carmen message me.....
she sent me a link that I thought she wanted me to have a look.....
so I CLICK it!! am i stupid or what??
guess what happen next??
my laptop went window crazy....everything poping up and closing.....


S***!

VIRUS!!!!


Angry at first, wondering y is carmen sending me virus...
THEN I realised that it is not carmen that is sending the message...
it's some bad BAD NAUGHTY people...
man, this is so not good.....


end up I spend the whole night scanning my laptop's hard disk..
and try to remove as much infected files as possible....
Lucky that virus did not mess with my assignments....if not i will definitely
cry...


JUST want to everybody to know about this virus...
I apologised for those whose computer that get infected...
because the virus might send out message on behalf of me...
I deleted my whole MSN messenger program as well
so I won't be online until I go back to Malaysia...


NOW that I have bought it up...
HEY you all I"M COMING BACK!!!!!
what you must do now is open your eyes big and wide...


here it goes...
DATE: 12th of NOVEMBER
TIME OF DEPARTURE: 1840hrs
and...
8 hrs and 10 min later.....
MALAYSIAN SOIL never feel so good...hahaha
welcome back LAKSA, PRAWN MEE, CHAR KUAY TEOW.....-list goes on.


ok ok I know I told some of you that I'm coming back on the 18th...
then I change to 13th...
but this is the last and finalised date ....12th....


So excited now that I cant really concentrate on my final exam revision.....
less than 3 more weeks to go.*HAPPY*
oh before i forgot...


Curse the person who send me that bloody stupid VIRUS!!!!
it caused me to lose my whole MSN Messenger files...
now I dun have cute icon to put on liao :<>MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA*evil*


serve u right for sending me virus infected files.....
after all of this happens...u still won't die.
i want u to live and suffer for your whole life..
because all of this will repeat all by itself again and again....


KARMA only applies to you.
oh yeah...
can't get to sleep because of that irritating ticking sound from the clock.

WHAM!!!!

You have been hit by my photo....hahaha

Sorry everybody, but I have a got a FREE haircut yesterday...

so have to show off a bit....hee hee.

I know it's not much.

but trust me after nearly half a year without haircut

I thought I have to go back to Malaysia with a 'orang utan' style

then WhAM!! good luck comes..

I got a free cut.

Although the lady that 'trim' my hair

doesn't seems very happy about

the FREE service thingy.

So for around 20 minutes I have to put up

with her war like attitude with my hair.

this includes 'combing' my hair when it is actually

pulling my hair..

even stronger if there a knot in my hair.

End up I have to glare at her troughout the whole session.

then she lightens up a bit.

Well I can tell you if she didn't lighten up,

I will rush up to her and pull her hair off.

Luckily she did.

never mind..I still got a FREE cut.

Have to admit she did quite a good job.

But am never going back to that place even she is good.

BAD service and Attitude.

So everybody enjoy my photo...

will post soon.

Tata..

OMG! there is a bushfire!!!

Hi there everyone,
back from a very busy and hot week. This weeks weather is so hot ...everyday's temperature is above 30 degree. Today by far the worse...36 degree.It's not even summer yet,but everybody is wearing shorts and thongs....just imagine what will happen in summer if spring have this kind of weather.

ok enough of the weather. Been in hospital lab the whole week getting my hands on sponge so that i will be experienced enough to wash somebody when I'm on my placement...how was it? u ask. I say it is a very 'rejoicing' experience. We practiced a few times on a dummy then we move on to real actual human.
My it is so awkward!!! Luckily they are all in their swimsuit. But I bet the guys wouldn't mind if their female patient is naked...but maybe they will only see old saggy body parts *evil Giggle*
However so, this week has been the most interesting part of my whole sem. so far. Felt that I have learned alot. The stories our lecturer told us is just so interesting and some time challenged what we thought was right. after all these labs, it just make me realised 1 thing..I don't want to get old.
apart from ppl trying to wash you with a cloth or sponge(if you are in a hospital with a very severe condition), you will be at risk of a huge amount of diseases. Plus everything in your body starts to breakdown.Just imagine u can't run anymore even with walking will be hard. Or you can't remember what have you did this morning and all u remember is what happen 30 yrs ago abt 1 stupid little thing that u regret u never buy in that shop.No wonder old people are at such a high risk of having depression.

But anyway, have to get back to uni next week* depressed* however I have good news for everybody....
I'm Coming back on the 18th of November

Yay!!!2 more months and I'm back to Malaysia..
gosh just can't wait to see everybody...
oh..if only i have a universal remote control that fast forward the time..hee

Anyhow, I still have 2 weeks of placement to survived through before anything can happen..so everybody please pray..and pray hard that I get a patient that don't need washing and all they need is a nurse that listen to their life story.Haih..still worry. Dunno whether I'm doing the right or not.

So for now, take care everybody. Pretty soon I will back muahahaha...

Updates

*a knowledge to heal comes with an ability to kill*
How is everyone? I wonder.haven't been updating my blog for a while now, guess not many people visit my blog anyway so makes no difference..hahaha...
what have I been up to lately?
well, watch quite a few of series, have countless of sleepless night with anatomy, another basketful of these day for pharmacology, another bunch for completing never ending assignments....finally I get feeling that I'm in uni....the workload is heavy but I feel accomplished.
however, I got a very lousy group this semester for one of the subject...haih..dunno how am I gonna survive thru the extra workload.
Plus, I'm now working two jobs. One with an agency that organise events, the other is the waitressing job in the chinese restaurant. Just started the agency work last sunday, nice work and nice people...and guess what I'm working on the stadium where football, rugby and soccer is held nearly every weekend....u must be thinking it would be hot and stuffy to work in this kind of place.....hahaha...i'm lucky enough to be working in the corporate boxes for the VIP's....it's a very nice view of the whole stadium...if u know what i mean.
Sounds pretty full on right?I guess I never thought that one day I will be working and studying as well.

Watched one of the Grey's Anatomy series just now, it kind of trigger me to think about something....
Life is very fair actually....they give everything.
for example, if u have the knowledge to heal someone, it's natural that u have the ability to kill someone too.
Just like if you have the ability to make someone happy, you then have the ultimate power to hurt that person deeply.
you can have all the knowledge in the world yet you can still be very naive in the things you learnt.

what the point of all these blaberring?
nothing actually, just want to record some of my thoughts, just in case it escape my mind again.
so peeps, be content with what you have ....cos with what you have you can actually use it in two ways...that is the double the amount right?however,just becareful how you use it.

rainy days

Uni started this week and apparently it seems that this course is starting to become more of a challenge for me. Life start to get busy with another huge pile of assignments to be finished before I can start dreaming of getting back home to Malaysia.
It looks to me that this sem. we are going to know more about medications and I will be going to clinical placement at the end of september for 2 weeks, feels kind of excited and scare at the same time. I'm starting to ask myself whether I have learn enough to go to hospital for clinicals...hahah wouldn't want to harm any patients I'm attending to right?
so for those that is in Gosford, Australia don't get sick between the last week of september and the first week of october....
or if you do get real sick and in need of hospitalisation don't come to gosford hospital...I will be there...don't say I didn't warn you guys.
It has been raining the whole week now, I hate winter....super cold.
and finally my study buddy arrive earlier this week...the name is PRESSURE....thought I lost her after I have finish my A-levels....looks like I'm wrong.
so there will more rainy days up ahead for me....

P/s: I have added a new link under the name stanley.....this blog writes quite good review about movies and songs...if you have loads of time...feel free to browse around. enjoy.

A surprise.

I recieved a surprised today, maybe it doesn't sounds very special to you lot out there...
but with the living style I'm currently in, it sort of a present for me.
A friend whom I thought I have lost replied my email today...am very very happy about it.
It seems that this friend of mine change alot since I last met her...
It seems that it is true that you can't stop being a friend once you are....
one day you will still contact each other no matter what happen before.
Friendship forever.

a long holiday

Been absent for more than a week in this blog...seems like an eternity..
Finally I have reached the end of my semester in uni...
Now I'm on a long holiday...the total length is 1 month...haha you all must be thinking what a lucky I'm
well, to be honest I dread it...too long to be exact..when you have nothing to do...
Just got back from melbourne this wednesday...already missing the pace of the city.
Will be goin to sydney for a second tour...too bad I dun have a camera to show you guys what sydney looks like...

Lately, I'm into a taiwan series called 恶作剧之吻。The main actor is 郑元畅(he also starr in another series called The Rose) and main actress is 林依晨。。。
I bet some of you had seen the japanese version before..but trust me this is much more better than the old one..the stories makes more sense..haha..
well i highly recommend you watch the chinese version and apparently there is news that they are gonna have the second part as well talking about 直树 and 相琴 married life just like the original story from the comic....it is predicted that the 2nd part will come out in year 2007....
ermm..abt this I not really sure whether isit true..
but watch it anyway..I recommend it for those that are crazy abt the jap version...and if you like 蔷薇之恋 this is your cup of tea...especially the main actor..wahaha...
all right that all for now...now I'm goin back to be a lazy pig again....
will post soon.

be content...

tonight has the most beautiful night sky....cloudless
full of stars..just like in the drawing,in the movie...so unreal
Just imagine the cold night air around you...where hot air from your breathing comes out as mist
there is some serenity and peace.... i suddenly realise
this is winter

i'm surprise it took me so long to notice the treasure that is here all along, I guess I'm so caught up with being scared, being sad, thinking all the things, the possibilty and not really sit down and observe.I complain too much, i realised that now.
I guess I have finally come to my senses that life is always full of challenges, time won't just stop there for me until i have accepted it. It will fly pass you even if it seems like the end of the world for you.
Somehow, things will become smooth again. Then why all the stress? Just relax and let it be, things will turn out ok everytime. What a naive thought you will think..maybe.
just be content.

希望

希望是一个很奇妙的东西，它的力量庞大。。。
它会使一个人把所忘的东西都带回来，
它会使一个人的四周围变得非常的美丽，
因为它，心情都变得很好，期待也从冷房里拿出来解冻了。
看来，希望的好处并不小。

当你拥有那么好的东西时，
你认为任何事情都是好的。。。
其实你并不知道，希望已经慢慢的离你而去。。。
希望是什么？？
是当你觉得不可能发生的事，突然之间变成有可能了。。。这就是希望。

在这个时候，你就会想好多好多。。。
比如，突然之间你有希望可以回家。。。
不知不觉地，你就会开始想，当你回到家时你会做什么。。。
你会看到什么？？
这时你就会想，你终于可以看到你天天挂念的家人，朋友，熟悉的地方。
你就会想你可以回到以前那个你熟悉的生活。。。
睡在那个你很熟悉的被窝。。。抱着那个可爱的玩具小狗

想着想着，慢慢的这些就会进入你的梦中。
天天就期待着你所要的消息，
虽然你可能认为，你其实已经没那么的想家了。
但，对不起你错了。

认为给这个人希望的人做了残忍的事？？
是否应该等到一切确定在告诉他？？
而不是给他一个假的希望。。。

winter is settling in.

Today is the first day of winter.
Felt quite weird, I spending winter days first time in my life.
Autumn seems to me is short, maybe winter will be long .

About the last post, I would like to know how many people thinks that I'm doing the wrong thing and how many people thinks that I'm right by telling my parents...don't be afraid that I'll be angry or anything, and I know that it won't make any difference now but just wanna know.

Holiday is coming soon, actually been dreading it...
dunno why but I woulnd't know what to do with so much time, mind you the total length is around 1 month, too bad I can't come back to malaysia.