Back from china

feels like a lifetime ago .......finally I'm back from China....overall it was a very intresting trip...the scenery in jiuzhaigou is amazing and I get to experience to type of seasons there....autumn and winter....and I finally got the chance to how white a mountain is when there is snow covering it and how beautiful is with different hue of colour covering the hills.....
the waterfalls and lakes in Jiuzhaigou is magnificent....it's really a heaven on earth....
however if you want to reach there you have to bear with some side effect from the trip up the mountain.....and the road up the mountain is horrifying!
but trust me the trip is worth all the pain that you are gonna get...because you get to see the magnificent view of mountain and high plane that is untouched by human.You can even see snow covered mountain along the way or hills that contained amazing waterfalls....
There are hill tribes living and sometimes if you are lucky you can even be the audience of their amazing singing......it's just like in the sound of music.....because their singing will be blown away by the wind.....you can listen to their singing even you are far away....
It's sad to think that eventhough China is progressing as I write.....there are still people who starve to death....the distribution of wealth in China is still far from being even.....the life is very tough...living through everyday is a big challenge for some...just imagine you can buy four orange with RM1!Imagine what they have to go through before they can the tree to bear fruit....some don't even own their own land, they rent it from the local gov...

November's chopin

Yes!Jay chou is going to release his sixth album....The November's chopin....on the 1st of november.The first track is known as Nocturne.....quite nice....so if you guys wants to listen you can go to www.getfox.net you can download from there.
The album's concept walks the line of "being temperamental". And, in order for the visual affect to flow with the thick sense of classical themes, the singer especially went to the city on the water, Venice, to get shots. Maintaining the style that started from his well-received album "Ye Hui Mei", this album's image and cover was created solely by Jay Chow.
They are taking in the orders for this album....for those who order beforehand will get the special edition of this album and his posters...so hurry
JAY CHOU rox!!!!

am I doin the right thing??

Found myself asking this question countless times....this morning my mom and I had a talk about the course I am going to study....nursing....my parents had some doubts about it...mainly on whether am I suitable for this career or not....

Up till now I still manage to surprise everyone with this choice....the first reaction is naturally the same..... haaaaa!why you choose this course ?Your result very bad meh?There are many other course for you to choose from,why choose this one?..... well, first thing first..I'm happy with my A-level result and is nursing that bad?everyone sounded as if I told them that I'm doing something insane.......

I know it's an uncommon decision I had made and for those who know me wouldn't even imagine me being a nurse....cos I'm can be consider an impatient girl with lousy temper and the clumsiness is my famous trait....
Most of you may thing that being a nurse may mean doing dirty jobs like cleaning after the patients....but I think this perception should change cos being a nurse means taking care of the very sick and ensuring that they can recover rapidly....it is nearly as noble as a doctor's job.

Since I know my grades won't allow me to be a doctor,nursing is the next best job in saving people lives...

as usual my dad starts worying about whether I'm suitable for the job (when I'm not even starting the term yet),the job hazards that i'm goin to face especially with the avian flu (predictably)on the rise.I know my dad just doesn't want me to do jobs like cleaning the wounds and stuff...and with my personality I may end up killing a person in the process..haha....
even though I'm sure that I'm going to study this course... but am I doing the right thing?can I stand it ?

well....I think only time has the answer to my questions..

I can't!I'm allergic you know......???

Haha finally I'm irritating everyone with my freelance state....Hey guys you do notice I rarely posted something like "what a peaceful day!!" right...I think it is probably the side effect of the medication I'm taking for my cough.....You know...Hallucination...starting to imagine things liao....
In case some of you are wandering what am I with all the free time in the world...then I'll keep you up to date....
You see after spending a few weeks of free time my day kind of fall into a format...

• Starting by waking up around 10 am....(maybe a bit later this few days due to unforseen circumstances..hee hee) of course this include the morning routine of bathing and all those stuff
• then had my brunch....you see I had the luxury to have it everyday while most of you guys can only enjoy it during the weekends! :)
• read the newspaper thoroughly including the classified section.....you know to find jobs...
• by the time i'm finished with the newspaper......it's probably around 1pm...YaY!...psst....the record time for when i finish reading the paper is around 2pm...
• then help my mom with the endless chores.....to prevent me from getting fat...
• follow by the whole afternoon of books and naps...this is my fav part...haha

(by the way for those who are busy from morning till night feel frre to slap me...hahahahaha)

• then i'll drag my dog for a long tiring walk.....now i think I know every detail part of the padang.....
• had some dinner
• then it's series time!!
• first starting with the cantonese at 7pm and follow by the korean series at 8.30pm.....in between the two series I have a short intermission of 30 minutes..you it's tiring to keep on watching TV :p
• then I'm playing games on my PC...or updating my blog!!

ok...that's practically all the general details of my everyday life....and HK I think I know what you want to say......Go find a job!!!(am i correct??)

eer...the details may subject to change due to unforseen situation...and time may vary.... :p

What a peaceful day!

It rained this morning and how comfortable and lucky was I to spend the whole morn in my bed.... when I woke up around 11am and whoa....the sun is already shining so bright....
Had a heavy breakfast or more appropriately a brunch with the daily newspaper and off I go nagging my bro to get prepared for school....done some chores for my mom
Today is a windy and sunny day...it seems almost a perfect day .....so peaceful....so relaxing....with the leaves rustling when the wind blew...it makes me think that i'm back to the beach where I usually spend my holidays in....
There are very big trees on that seaside and when the sea breeze came the tree leaves rustle forming some kind of melody which always makes me doze off to sleep......
Just imagine yourself sitting under a big old tree with its branch partially blocking out the sun ray and there's a mild wind keep on whistling around....and in front of you there is the big wide ocean...where you can doze off whenever you want.....without ever worrying that you have to finish something afterward...or to meet up with somebody.....it's just you and the surrounding.
Oh how I miss the seaside...

an unusually eventful day

This morning woke up early to help my mom with the apple tarts,which took me nearly 2 hours to prepare the apple filling and the baking of the crust......and after that took a shower and off I go to visit my student.....well today was suppose to be children's day...played some games with them....and had a very good and crazy time with them....I'll surely miss them...the first ever cute bunch of kids I teached...haha....
Then,I had some lunch withmy primary schoolmates.....finally I tried the ever famous nando's chicken....it's delicious ...if you haven't taste it before,I highly recommend you to taste it....although I suggest that you order the mild one...because it can be quite spicy for some...hee hee...
Guess what happen next.....I made a very quick decision to go on a shopping spree with Soo Imm.....I think we spent nearly seven hours in 1-utama......where among it is an hour wait for our dinner to arrive.....
to be honest this is the first time I really went on a shopping spree.....bought many things....you see I'm usually not a big spender but dunno what got into me today....nearly spent finish my whole working salary!!!hahaha.....
at first I feel it is the most heart breaking thing I have ever done....but I look at all the things I have bought...and the time I spent with my friend I think it is worth the money....although I still think it is a bit dangerous to go on a shopping spree with Soo Imm....haha cos she can manage to persuade me to buy all kinds of things.......
here is a list of what I bought today:

• A purse
• A bag
• A t-shirt
• A Jacket(the favourite!!)
• a hair clip(still think it is expensive la...imm)
• a few facial mask....haha....

had a wonderful dinner although we have to wait for an hour before our food arrive.....aihhhh

ok nite then i'm off to bed liao cannot stand la.....

my leg having cramps now.....from the over exercise....haha

news from abroad

Just saw one of my friends blog....
She is having a hard time there....well it really shows that studying overseas is not that easy as it seems....just hope that this friend of mine can really stay strong enough...wen ching,eventhough we can't be there for you when you are facing all those problem,you still can phone me no matter what time it is.....that is if you can wake me up...haa haa.....
hey i'm not joking ok?just try,maybe you'll get lucky.....
well enuf of that...as for me...i have done totally nothing today....ok ok....i noe i'm becoming a parasite liao....hee hee....
actually do any of you noe any good violin teacher ar???
i want to learn la.....

maybe that's why

Hey I found some really cool things just now...why i'm looking on my fren's blog...
and I know the reason why...hee hee

Your Birthdate: May 2

Your birth on the 2nd day of the month adds a degree of emotion, sensitivity, and intuition to your life. The 2 is a very social number allowing you to make friends easily and quickly. Yet you are apt to have a rather nervous air in the company of a large group. You have a warmhearted nature and emotional understanding that constantly seeks affection. You are more prone than most to become depressed and moody, as emotions can turn inward and cause anxiety and mental turmoil. It can be hard for you to bounce back to reality when depression sets in.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

just nice to know...

well,thanks for your comment hk... i'm touced by what you said and thanks for the advice.....
maybe i'm too free la...got nothing to do then only simply think....just as you said things come and go...but sometimes it's too late to change anything or to grab on something that is not gonna be yours forever....
tried that once...but failed and learned a lesson...never hold on to something that doesn't belongs to you.
I practically slept through the morning today...haa haa you'd probably think i'm a pig...well...haven wake up that late for ages...and spend nearly whole hour hearing my mom lecturing me on how not to waste time and call me to go find myself a job....
maybe that is what i'm going to do...if not I'm goin to become a parasite liao...haa haa....
miss the school days la...cos at least i got something to do or read...and not wasting my time on television...
Now,I'm alone in my house everyone has things to do except me....I'm bored to death...
I think i nearly finish all the books in my house...maybe except a few of the non-fiction ones...who knows maybe I will start reading it later...
Was wondering how will my student perform in their maths test...hope they can score well....and hope that I did help them a little...
ok...that's all for now...enjoy your day everyone....

回忆

唉！我又失眠了。。。。。
现在这个时候全部人应该睡着了吧！
在这个夜深人静的晚上。。。。。我又胡思乱想了
我现在好怀念以前那三更半夜聊的电话。。。。
因为在这个时候。。。。心底想说的话都很容易说出口
不会像白天那样隐隐藏藏。。。那么幸苦
不过我想以前常和我聊天的那个人现在应该不会再跟我聊了。。。。
为什么？？
因为我们都觉得电话费太贵了。。。。哈哈哈哈
我们最高的记录是接近5百零吉。。。。
最长时间是3小时多。。。
你说我们变态？？对你应该说对了吧！
其实我并不会讲很久的点电话。。。。可是不知为什么一跟她讲起电话就不能停
聊的都是我们以前遇见过的人。。。对某件事的感觉。。。那一时候说发生的事
不然就是想办法解决彼此所面对的问题
有时候也会讨论班上所发生的事。。。有时还因为对方的事而哭！
现在想起来觉得当时的我们真傻。。。。
聊完后我都觉得很舒服，好像心中的大石头都放下了。。。轻飘飘。。。
一躺上床就可找到周公了。。。哈哈哈哈
真的很想现在拿电话拨给她。。。
不过我们可能聊不到一分钟。。。
挂上电话后我可能会比之前更难入眠。。。
明明彼此了解的两个人应该可以拥有永恒的友谊。。。
友情却如此的短暂！

What a long week!!

Finally I find some time to post something in my blog!!Had the most unbearable week of my whole 19 years of life.....
It all started when the vice priciple from Puay Chai called me to go back and substitute a teacher who had been transfer to the other school......this is where the problem start....well as usual I too good to say no....and off I go for another week of teaching......
Thought I would enjoy this week but it turns out that my prediction is wrong.....the vice priciple is the rudest teacher I have ever met......she even snub my dad....
On thursday,which is yesterday,this vice scolded me for the mistake that she has done this is not the worst part.......the worse is it happen in front of the entire class of student.....I thought I never care about my reputation...but in that very moment I realise......I DO CARE!!!!
Gosh!how I hate that vice....even thought of quiting the job immediately (which is a very rare decision for me ...)she even insulted me for not being responsible and dedicated to my job.........I JUST DEFINITELY HATE HER!!!!!!!
well.....enough of the job.....this week I even met the most ungentlemen and the most unimpressive guy!!....now You must be thinking that how come I am in such a bad state this week......don't ask me ......
I made 2 stupidest decision this week....

1. I decide to teach for a week.....again!!!
2. I decide to go see a movie with a guy I barely even know...just because All of my friend is just busy and I can't find anyone to accompany me......

stupid Right???

Tragic things that doesn't come true......

I......

I lost a best friend because some other people's stupidity

I met a friend few years back and we are enjoying each other's company

cos when I am with her I can talk my heart out....

Everyone around me keep on saying how I lucky I was

To have a friend like her

and of course I was proud.

Yet things turn out quite sour for both of us....

cos everybody started talking about our relationship

they think that the friendship we shared is too good to be just friends...

we chose to ignore these things

thinking that we did nothing of that sort

but unknown to us is that

because of this ignorance it slowly eats up our friendship

I end up hurting myself and her.

When I think back now,

I still don't get it....

why would they want to say that behind our back?

Those were the one whom I believe to be my friend!

FRIEND.....

friend don't these things to each other.....

How can they do these to me....

I didn't hurt them or done anything wrong .....

and to make friends isn't illegal.

don't they realise that because of their big mouth

I lost a best friend...

and to be honest I still find it hard to forgive

eventhough it is better to forgive and forget.....

but tell me who would forget these horrible things people done on them....

However I thank her for all the things she teached me

and indeed she is a good friend

And I hope she will find a better friend.....

In the future

my teaching experience

Been teaching tuition for 2 days liao....never thought that it would be that tiring especially you have to keep on repeating the same question again and again.....but i feel nice just to help them with their homework because their math teacher have been on medical leave for nearly a whole year liao.....

Well,this week i went back Puay Chai and to take over one of teacher's class for one week....this teacher teaches english and art for standard 3,4 and 6.....but honestly ...imagine me teaching english...hahaha.......a very bad english grammar user teaching english!!........pity the student..

But it is fun seeing the student struggling to finish their drawing...well i call them to draw an underwater world theme picture......and here comes the funny part.....ther was one standard 3 student...who only know how to draw sword fish...but after i teach him how to draw a jellyfish.....he fill his whole drawing paper with jellyfish and swordfish!!!

Blog of the day

This is the second post I have written today.....
Woke up very early this morning around 6.30am.....can't even open my eyes yet...had a wonderful dream yesterday night about food....cos I had some fruit cake before goin to sleep...hee hee.....maybe that is the cause of me having dreams about food...
I reached school quite early today....help Jing Tien with her marking and wrote the teaching record book.....the teacher's in the staff room had all kinds of conversation...some talking about their naughtiest student.....some joking about something which I don't get it but the others laugh like hell.....well,the joker must quite a pro then since I can't get but others was laughing like hell....and some was doing research on which brand of 'kaya'(this is a kind of jam....a malay traditional jam...to be exact)taste the best...
After work,Jing Tien and me went to a coffee shop near my house to have some lunch......and today's menu is roasted duck....
wow!the duck was delicious....ate half of it.....both Jing Tien and me....we can't barely walk when we finish it....
Thanks Jing Tien for the lunch....it was nice...next time "belanja"you ok?

To the scar I left on Hwa Khang's hand....

Well it all started on the day when the lord of the lantern roam the neighbourhood......well Hwa Khang offer to put a stick(but more appopriate to describe it as a twig) in his back pocket of his jeans..(was it a jeans or.....well..never mind)to act as an extra,in case one of the stick that is holding the lantern break.......
the story goes on with us walking around the neighbourhood and suddenly....there was avery loud scream...(trust me it is the loudest I've ever heard.....hee hee.... :P) followed by some cursing....
It happen that Hwa Khang accidentaly scratch his hand against the stick which is sticking from his back pocket.....
Hence, this is the famous scar I left on Hwa Khang's hand.......so reader be fair, do you think that it was I who left the scar on HK's hand??......
Now now HK,I have already done some justice for the scar I supposedly left on your hand....haa haa

P/S:In case you are wondering what i'm saying please refer to the blog"lord of the lanterns" comment.

The Lord of the Lanterns

haa...haa...Had a wonderful night yesterday.....
Along with a few of my primary school friend,we terrorised the neighbourhood with lanterns...singing our old primary school song, relighting our lantern every every now and then and singing some songs was what we did to celebrate the mid autumn festivals....
We even met the future Beethoven with his large load of musical lantern.......on the spot,this little composer show off his skill by competing his musical battery run lantern with our ever silent lantern.....
I never had such a fun mid autumn festival for a long time.
Come to think of it, if all goes according to my plan,it'll be the last mid autumn festival I'll be spending in Malaysia.Sad is the most appopriate to describe what I feel now.
The lord of the lantern terrorised the neighbourhood for nearly 3 whole hours until the last light of the lantern died off...
had a wonderful time guys.....thanks for the beautiful memory...

Mid autumn thoughts...

Just came back from my aunt's house......we all had a nice talk today....practically about anything...where she serve us with tea and mooncake.While my uncle some antique coin,where some of it is dated back to the year 1880....
He even show us some of the coins from China....
my aunt even told me about the story of how our ancestor came to malaya
and how poor they are ....It make me realise how fortunate I am....especially my family.....
Well,while I'm living comfortably here in K.L.,some of my cousin in my hometown have to worry about how their future would be.....
One of my cousin,same age as me, doesn't have the luxury to think whether she,herself want to have a university education or not .....her family just haven't had enough fund for that....yet her mother tried ways just to be able to collect the sum of money needed for her daughter's education.
With the hope that,eventually her daughter would be better off than her.
So....I have thank my dad for that....
He work day and night just to provide us with only the best....
My friends always thought that my dad is strict...well,I also agreed with that but what I see is that my dad had already cultivate a sense of belonging for the family.....which I notice that some of my friend's family lack off...
Even though he is strict,he always bring us to fine restaurant for dinner, let us experience new thing,my mom will always have the weekend off and we do the groceries together....well some of my friend is surprise by that...
However,sometimes I do feel a little tight up....and I used to argue with him about not giving us freedom and all,that I'm not a little kid anymore...those kind of stuff...slowly I came to realise that...I'm just not matured enough for me to go out alone to this big world......it just naive of me or anyone to say they are big enough to handle the world by him/herself.....
haha...how far my thoughts wander off....
so as my final words in this post...I wish all of my friend a very happy mid-autumn festival...

An outing

This very morning I wake up very early,just to find myself preparing the ingredients for lunch....took me nearly the whole hour just to do that .
Luckily,there is just enough time to prepare myself before hwa khang come..and fetch me to Puay Chai for a visit....met one of my friend,Jing Tien there who apparently enjoy teaching science by adding some spices of butterflies and bees thing just to get her student's attention...
Now I'm crazy enough to go back for a week to be a teacher once again.....
god....What was I thinking when I agree to do that....
well...at least I got something to do.....
if not I think my brain will degenerate until a size of a pea......
my diagnosis would be....Parkinson disease!
lately I just make a new friend his name is lim keat.....
whenever he sms me.......just make me thing will there ever be just friendship among a boy and a girl.....
for me it is just like making a new friend....
because I think he is just not mature enough....
he is a year younger than me.....and is one of my student's older bro....
dun ask me how do we know each other....to be honest I haven't even met him before....
quite impossible right?
I think I shouldn't have even agree to meet up with him after I heard what my friends said.....
Just make me feel bad....
Anyway,enough of that crap...
after failing to get his salary,me and hwa khang went to soo imm's house......where her cute little dog and her father greet us.
Soo Imm who apparently have diarrhea for the last 5 days was amazingly fit enough to talk with us.....
well in that short span of time...i manage to finish a can of 100 plus and nearly a bowl of carrot cake(i think it is the name for what i eat gua)....
god this time i'll be so fat
another diagnosis......obesity...
and finally her comes the big announcement....
I nearly beat Hwa khang with all the fight we had in PS2.....haha
except when he use his panda...... :(
ok la that's all for today...i think is the longest blog i have written so far....
have a nice day.....
oh yeah right forgor to mention that I had McD for lunch today with Jing Tien and Hwa Khang....
we had a nice talk.....enjoy it so much.....

yay!I'm goin on a tour......

Yes!I'm goin to China finally.ermm...Jiuzhaigou to be exact...hee hee...
Heard it is beautiful there,look like a heaven on earth ..that's what my freind said when she was back from her holiday ......
so god!I just can't wait to be there now....
Well,I'm goin there on the 23rd of october which means there is still more than a month of waiting to do...... :(
I'm definitely looking forward to this trip.....because I think it will be the last trip with the whole family together....before I go on to university.....which is in Melbourne.......
Hope it'll be a memorable trip for all of us,just like the trip to Paris we had a few years back......

The time of parting

Soon most of my friends will be flying to UK .

Already,some is already on board a plane flying to their known destination yet unfamiliar place.

Just last week I send off 2 friends whose destination is the same,UK.

One is my secondary school mate while the other is my college mate.

Wai Lee, secondary school mate,whom I'm very close with for the last 2 year in my secondary school,including 2 other friend Ai Yee and Puay Boon, were fast friend and our conversation used to be never ending, we can talk from clothes to school teacher and even to the ways of cooking a drumstick.Not only the teachers,even our classmates complained that we are very noisy!

But that is the past,I just hope that in the future Wai Lee can be a successful lawyer.

The other one which is my college mate, Wen Ching.This girl strikes me as a very quiet and intelligent girl when I first met her.However,never judge a book by it's cover,I have been surprised by her quiet a few times we met.The time we, including Hui Jin and Shing Shuang,spend together are the best time I had in college.We had so many surprise birthday Party for each other until I lost count.

So, Wen Ching I hope you can do better this time with the road you are walking now ,remember our gathering on year 2010 and remember the promises behind this date.Can't wait to see you back again.