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There's a crack in my heart...

2010-01-11T17:07:00.003+11:00

To be honest everyone, I feel crappy at this very moment.

I have been moody for the past week, which I blame it on my ever fluctuating hormones.

It's not doing me any good as it has stir some doubts on my current relationship and currently contemplating on whether I should end it or give it another go.

It all started on the day where I start reflecting back on the past year and recent events. I came to realize that some things are not right in my life. I spent half of last year travelling between Melbourne and Sydney.

If anyone ever consider having a long distance relationship, I suggest that you think again and again and again.

It sucks! (i guess it's common knowledge, whatever drove me to commit to this in the first place, I'm not even sure. Considering that I'm a non-believer as well.)

why is he not taking up the burden as well? work was the main thing. I was studying back then so I have time on my hand.

But now that i'm starting to work full time, how are we going to do this? Tried to talk to him. but it seems like my effort is futile, he somehow manage to make it as awkward as possible or totally avoid it. what is he trying to tell me? should I read in between the lines?

I need some guidance somewhere if anyone is reading. Tell me is it normal that a guy doesn't talk back when someone says that his girlfriend is ugly? even when the person who made that comment was his cousin or his best mate?

I felt disappointed. why doesn't he defend me? I felt so unimportant to him. it seems like i don't matter at all?I would have thought he was better than that and I would like to give him the benefit of doubt but how ??

I'm so disappointed. so so disappointed.

What have i been up to these days?

2009-05-13T13:08:00.007+10:00

Plenty...
Sorry for the amazingly long absence from this blog.
Time really fly fast.

I think I shall start with the most recent event then. Just got back from Sydney. This time we went to Hunter Valley, where all the Shiraz and Semillion of Australia come from.

Was there for 3days 2 night and stayed in a haunted house @.@
was scared to death for the first night after reading the entries from previous visitors to that house!

The house was a lovely old farm house however getting to the place wasn't at all lovely because the only access to the place is dirt gravel road.The loveliest part of this house is the bathroom, which has a cool underfloor heating. Thus making it the warmest place of the house.

The old phone really works but it gave us a jump when it rang*Spooky*

I love this bed...the best i have ever slept on so far.It's hard to get up once you lie on it.

Absolutely love this view..especially in the morning with lots of bird sound.

As for the most interesting part of this house, which we only found out when we got there was that the house still has some of it's original occupants. A boy with a tricycle and his granny and the boy would come out and play in the early morning of 3am! Previous visitor got woken up by his tricycle sounds on the veranda and the moving rocking chair. I heard the noise made by the tricycle on the first night but was too scared to validate the source of sound so I can just say that it's probably some sound from the heater in the next room.

The place was still lovely when the morning came, we found out that there were 4 cows munching grass on our front lawn! It's a pity that I was enjoying the moment and forgot to take the picture of 4 really cute cow eating...

Apart from the house we went around to a few wineries and I bought a few bottles of really nice ones.

Wyndham Estate

The floor moved!

2009-03-07T13:34:00.002+11:00

There's an earthquake in Melbourne!
It happened yesterday night before 9. When I was just sitting down browsing through the TV channels...

At first I thought it was my brother jumping up and down, then I realized that's pretty stupid...

Well, according to the news report the quake center is located around 90km south-east of Melbourne the magnitude is recorded as 4.6 on the Richter scale...

and there you go the highlight of yesterday

A really really belated Valentines for me

2009-03-05T20:29:00.014+11:00

Just got back from Sydney 3 days ago and I had the best time there(always do...hehe)

This time I visited Blue Mountain, went to a really famous restaurant in Sydney and went to a small little beach town called Mollymook.

First stop: Blue Mountain...our valentine weekend.

and I got my bouquet of flower as well *happy*

in front of the Wentworth falls..the largest I have seen so far...

1st part..

2nd part...

and the 3rd part!!

and the surrounding area of the fall.

the place that we live in is beautiful..it's a pity that I didn't take any pics...
and the view is amazing...

just imagine waking up to this in the morning...
and a small little waterfall..

2nd stop: Tetsuya's

3rd stop: The town of Mollymook

Just love the sky in Australia...always so blue.
Remember last year when I visited Kiama...
well this town is even further away from Sydney...3 hours from Sydney
so we all can celebrate Joe's Birthday..

the designated driver...
and the birthday boy(below)

We went to the beach, dinner then games....
dinner was good but it got even better after the alcohols..lol

Such a gay picture..lol

Christmas!!

2008-12-20T13:47:00.005+11:00

Christmas is just round the corner and this is my first time spending Christmas in Australia considering that I have been here for nearly 3 years now.

There is festive atmosphere everywhere I go in Melbourne. The decorations put up are really beautiful but I still think that the decorations in Malaysia's shopping center is way more extravagant...hehe...

here some pics... so enjoy

This is window display on Myers... This year's theme is "How Santa Really Work?" Showing above is the production department...

this is the storage department...the santa is so cute!!

The letters department where all the letters from the children are read

and of course...the transport department...which is very important!!!hehe....

The graffitti wall... Written on it is all the little kid's Christmas wishes...

on Federation Square is the Advent Calendar... every night @9pm...there will be a little performance to reveal things that represent Christmas...

Apart from Melbourne, the decorations in Sydney is pretty unique with
a Christmas tree being made out of chairs and the humongous tree in QVB that I only manage to get only a small part the tree.

it looks like a pile of old chairs to me...but I heard it's pretty when the lights are turn on at night...

part of a giant Christmas tree

women

2008-12-10T20:47:00.002+11:00

Well...
I have disappeared long enough and I apologise for the lack of update.
If anyone is still visiting this long abandon blog, I have a troubled mind that needs to be cleared.

here is the problem...

It's nearly half a year since my boyfriend move back to sydney, meaning he is currently living with his parents and I have always thought that I get along with his mom. That I never really need to worry about her not liking me or something on that line.

But after this trip to sydney, something happen and it made me think otherwise. From what I gather, there may be more than one occasion that she complain about me to George.

To be honest, I am surprise. Because she seem to be courteous to me. Saying that she doesn't need my help when I offer. That goes to when I even insisted that I help her, she still says no.

Now she turns around and say that she doesn't like people that sits around and do nothing!!

I have to admit that I have given up offering her my help because everytime i did she made me look stupid so i stopped. Maybe I shouldn't have stop.

It seems like I can never assume what she is thinking.

It led me to think that women are such a complicated animal. It is never a simple yes or no , it is always tied with some kind of term and condition.
No wonder we ourselves never seem to understand fully what we want.

From this incident it makes me think that women are cunning and manipulative so that they always get their way. Well at this point there may be female reader would want to object my views strongly.
But I must say sometimes I would think of ways to get what I want. Does this make me manipulative and cunning?

Godd bye, Grace.

2008-10-16T13:02:00.001+11:00

Have a safe journey home, Grace.
We will miss you in Melbourne.

Annie's visit to melbourne.

2008-08-14T10:51:00.008+10:00

Annie visited me last month and we had a ball...
it was fun bringing her around Melbourne.
Showing her around the place that i have been living for nearly 2 years now.

She arrive early on a sunday morning.
Her first experience of Melbourne city is the tram....
haha...she got off the wrong stop.
we went around that afternoon.

Annie and the bronze man of Bourke Swanston intersection.

we had dinner at Ginza, a teppanyaki restaurant near my place.
plus my sis works there too....hehe

my cute little bro...lol

and of course we took a picture with the waitress too...

we went to the Melbourne aquarium the next day

there wasn't as much fish in Melbourne's aquarium but I think it's presentation on the whole is much better than Sydney's.

Wicked: The Musical
All year round Melbourne is host all kinds of event...
Last year Phantom of the opera was here,but I didn't get chance to see it.
So this time I make sure i didn't miss it.
and I pull Annie along too..hehe

Night view of Collin St.

After dinner, we head straight to the theater...

It was pack with people.
Unfortunately we are not allow to take any photos in the theatre.
But who say that will stop us?
hehe....here's a few unofficial photos

you must be wondering what is this musical about.
It tells the story of the stories of the witches of Oz before Dorothy arrive in the land of Oz.
And I would say after watching the whole musical I can't help but amazed by the effort put into the costume, the props, the music and most of all the story itself.
It was so touching in the end that I cried for the 'Wicked' Witch of the West.

all in all it was worth it.

after the musical I show Annie how Melbourne look like at night.

BBQ in mid july

2008-08-14T10:03:00.009+10:00

ok I know it's nearly mid August right now.
but I have been planning to post up the pics for the BBQ for a long time.
just never really had the time to do it...hehe
It's been a crazy month so far.

So, what have i been up to?
BBQ at Vinci's place.
we started quite early that day, and mind you it was a chilly morning too...

it took us nearly an hour just to get the fire started cos no one in our group ever started a fire before.
I for one is lucky enough not to do all this when I go BBQ...hehe...

after an hour fumbling around with the charcoal and the starter
we finally get the BBQ started.

here the proof that I am actually part of the fire starting team... ^.^v

...another member of the team

let's just say 3 of us is really proud that we finally get the fire started.

and ever since then I never really left the BBQ pit cos it was the warmest place.
but it has it's price though, I smell like a BBQ chicken after the whole thing was over.

We were so hungry that before we finish cooking all of our food half of it is nearly gone.
haha....thanks to Kathy she was feeding each of us while we are BBQ-ing.
really test out her skill in feeding a patient.

lol...vinci must be really hungry...

...and she get her share.

Max and Grace really working hard....

meanwhile, Kathy is still busy feeding everyone.
It was a fun day out with my uni mates....
we actually had a crazy karaoke session after the BBQ....
it wasn't until 10 pm that I reach home on that day.
haha... even now I still have a smile on my face when i think back.
It will be awhile before we can have a gathering again.

Hence, the start of our sem 2 this year.

Bored...

2008-05-25T13:30:00.003+10:00

I am bored to the bones....
it's been 2 weeks since George move to Sydney...
how time pass so slowly in Melbourne without him...
It seems like suddenly I have so much more time in the world, fill with nothing to do.

then...
24 hours used to be equals to short/not enough/fast/exciting....
time usually flies by as weeks....
because when u realize...a week has already pass
before I know it a month has pass

now...
24 hours equals to unbearable/bored/empty/too long...slow
just like when you are staring at the clock waiting for the minute hand to reach an hour.
60 turns.
I thought that I probably have used up 3 hours out of 24...
but in reality it is only 10 minutes since i last check ....

Is it too late to really appreciate times that we spent together and things that we did?
And thinking back now...all the little quarrels and fights seems to be such a waste.
I thought we have all the time in the world to spend together...but now we are in 2 different place.

If only i can fast forward time till we meet again...
if only...
a foolish wish...but will always hope that it comes true.

Photos....Photos...Photos

2008-05-19T11:00:00.001+10:00

Busy...busy...busy
Have been really busy for the past 2 months.
from placements to gathering with friends, friends visiting Melbourne from Singapore, from sydney, 22nd birthday for me, numerous farewell dinners,parties and drinks for George,housewarming party of another friend and the least enjoyable of them all is assignments...

after lots of good food, good company, plenty of drinks, laughters and tears
A huge pile of photos is an inevitable effect..
of course my body suffers as well. but let's not talk abt that till later....

Let's start with the final farewell party for George...
George's friend, Andrew is so kind to host one for him at his place....

On Anzac weekend, Friends from Sydney came down and visited us.
we took them around...
Had plenty of good food and wine.
First Night:
Libertine, North Melbourne.
French restaurant.

venison tartare

Wild hare-3 different kind of preparation

Fresh water scampie-grilled to perfection and lined with truffle butter.

Wild bird for two...forgot what is the name of the bird hehe...

Braised Wagyu beef....
It was a nice dinner in a nice little restaurant.
We had the whole upper floor to ourself so we were able to make a huge amount of noise and not disturb other table. They even lit up the fireplace for us....romantic.
After 2 bottles of wine...
The night ended with a trip to the Crown casino....
won around $150 without even forking out a single dollar...
cos it's George's money I am playing with....hehe...for your information
I did give back half to him while I keep another half....
Was super tired after casino...only get to sleep at 3am that night.

The next day:
Bright and early around 9 am we head off to the Yarra Valley.
Grumpy George(due to lack of sleep and no breakfast) drove....as well as one of his friends
2 cars in total.... in no time we are on the roads to our destination.

Our stop at Balgownie Estate for lunch.....

Cheese at the De Bortoli winery....
Tasted blue cheese there....can't stand the saltiness of it.

The winery dogs of the De Bortoli...
they are so friendly and cute...

Having fun talking to them hehe...
George: Emma, they don't like you. Stop talking to them.

The Next stop
Chandon.....
I can officially announce that this winery is definitely the most beautiful one out of them all....
The trees were displaying different colours of autumn.
along the roads leading to the main gate and the surrounding as well...
I can fully understand why when they say people held their wedding here..
and I secretly wished the same as well....hehe...
The place is magnificent!!!!

See what I mean?

Chandon Cuvet Riche..exact bottle that George bought for Valentine's.

we head back towards the city around 3pm...
whilst the others head back to their hotel to rest before dinner...
we went to a housewarming party...
his place is huge...with an amazing view of the city.
I can just imagine what it will be like at night..
what a pity I didn't took any photos...oh well..

and of course at night we head out for dinner...
in the restaurant i talk about from the last post....
Vue De Monde

Kiama, NSW...
Remember the small little place that I visited before?
I finally got the photos...
So here they are...

At the beach...enjoying the weather

At the blowhole...

The boys chasing the birthday boy...
Our present for him: Throw him into the sea...lol

counting poker chips....I won!!!
Oh and I got the winnings when they came down to Melbourne to visit us...hehe.
Yay...

Alright, look out for another post that will also filled with photos as well...
Take care everyone.

Vue de monde

2008-04-28T01:07:00.014+10:00

I had an experience of a lifetime last Saturday.....
I dined in one of the world top 10o restaurant
This particular restaurant has no menu.
Every diner is catered to individually by the chef.
Vue De Monde is the name of the restaurant.
Shannon Bennett, the restaurant owner has won numerous award
has recently monopolise the awards given out in Australia to the best restaurant for 2 years straight.

with all this impressive background, you would have thought that the restaurant would stand out along the little lane that it is situated in.
But me and George nearly walk passed it when we first arrive.
So Melbourne, was the phrase when I arrived at its doorstep.
Standing in front you wouldn't have thought that this is one of Melbourne's best restaurant.
Just like everything in Melbourne you have to have a really good eye before you can spot the gems of this city.

The entrance...
We were really lucky to have a table in the restaurant in the weekend of a public holiday
Even luckier when we got the best table of the whole restaurant....
The table I am mentioning is situated beside the kitchen.

Now...you must be wondering
How is that the best?
Because the head chef will create a menu specifically to that table itself
while the other diner has some good enough chef to cook for them....
However, I think our lucky streak came to an end when we were told that the head chef
Shannon Bennett wasn't cooking that night cos he is still on the plane back from Adelaide...

The table... Lam,George,Me, Joe,Vanessa,Jen, Jason

and the kitchen view from my seat...
Our menu consist of 10 course meal...

and this is not the first course....George was really relieved about it...lol

Tartare with pea soup in a champagne glass...
as a cleanser to provide a clean slate for the chef to start our experience of good food for the night.

The soup is prepare in front of us using a coffee infuser. the pot is filled with fish broth while the top is filled with herbs and cray fish...tomato....etc
It is cooked using a candle that is lit up for 5 minutes...
during this 5 minutes, the soup travel up through the tube that connect the upper part
which the flavor of the ingredient will infused into the fish broth.which is why they call this dish

5 minutes Bouillabaise~ Tartare of crayfish and buffalo milk skin finish with aromatic herbs and caviar
The waiter told us traditionally bouillabaise is prepared through cooking the broth in with the ingredients for a long period of time....but Shannon discover an easier way to have the same taste...how ingenious and easy is that.
This is definitely the best soup I have ever taste....
the flavor of this soup is carefully blend together...you can taste all the ingredients of the soup really distinctly and yet they all work really well together...
up till now I still can taste the soup in my mouth...Just Wish I can have another bowl of this
then i would die a happy woman .....hehe

2nd dish is served in a plate that has the nicest mosaic pattern....
the reflection of the lights on the plate is so nice..it almost divert my attention from the food itself.

Risotto served with shaved black truffle and white truffle sauce.
This was my favourite out of all the 10 dishes.....
best risotto I have ever had...
while we are eating the kitchen is busy preparing next dish for a few other tables...
the concentration put into every dish is amazing...
we reckon there is at least 4 chefs working on one dish at the same time....
around this time our third dish is served up by one of the 2 head chef for the day
the name of this dish is called

Parfait de Foie D'oie
Basically this dish is made from goose liver that is grind into powder, nasturcium leaves(no idea what is that), crispy rice and Thai capsicum curry
This dish has a unique flavor to it and I have to admit after a few spoon full of the liver..
it has start to fill me up.

by now we start to lose count of the dishes that is serve to us up till now....
the 4th is...

Cannelonis A La Tomate Au Jambon
Alright, I am a bit lazy now to really describe the whole thing ...
so why dun you just enjoy all the photos then...

5th dish....

and a cleanser called...

Consommé Froid A La Tomate

Tataki de bu Wagyu

The noodle is actually made of soy sauce...we think...hehe

Wild Hare and Lamb Tenderloin

Goat Cheese Platter with sugar coated rose petal

Fruit salad, as a cleanser after the cheese platter

Pistachio Souffle

Petite Fours

there is plenty more photos form last weekend will upload all of it soon.

sorry for the lack of narration....a bit lazy...hehe

you will be going away soon.

2008-04-17T20:25:00.002+10:00

It seems like it was yesterdray when I heard the news.
That you will be going away soon.
Sooner than I thought.
But why does it have to be next month?

When it is our month to celebrate the things we both appreciate so much.
Melbourne will be so different without you
Just thinking that by next month you will be in sydney
and I will be here alone in a place fill with so many memories of you and me

Times flies by a blink of an eye
Farewell parties for you will be looming out soon
boxes will come out of no where
for your belongings and get it ready to be sent off

it's like a story unfolding in front of my eyes
one chapter is coming to an end
while the new one will start off for you and me

your room will be empty
you will be on the plane
and I will not visit 612 Queensberry st anymore

I wish I can be on that plane too
and I wish those boxes are for me to put in my things too
but this is real life.

Fairy tale never seems to last long,
after a year reality starts to sink in.
is it possible that fairy tale and reality will work together?
For us, only time and determination will tell.

one thing is for sure
I will miss you terribly.
Really terribly.

Kiama, Sydney.... photos.

2008-04-01T22:55:00.006+11:00

Haha...Jason and George showing me their moves...

The whole Kiama behind us
george look like an old man here......

we stayed here for the night....

Jason' s gf, Jason, Lam, Bo

Me,George,Vanessa,Joe(birthday boy)

at the beach

My first win in poker..... yay..look at the chips
But no one gave me my winnings that night...
Stingy friends george have got.... lol

sydney once again.

2008-03-07T15:51:00.003+11:00

Breathtaking?

This is Kiama, NSW australia.

went back to sydney again last week....
It was a weekend trip, this time it is for George's Friend's quarter of a century birthday.

Whole trip was fun and too short....
plenty of laughter and drinking were involved
and of course it wouldn't be a trip with george's friends without poker and lots of fooling around.

The town was famous for the blowhole....
A natural formation of rocks where sea water splash out every time the wave hit the rocks....
beatiful.
We were lucky cos the weather for that weekend was forecast to have huge rainstorm goin on....
but there wasn't a single drop of rain....

din really take much photos until the last day...hehe sorry was having fun...
but one of his friend's girlfriend, vanessa got all the photos...
so we will have to wait until next time.....
take care everyone.

Photos....

2008-03-03T10:24:00.008+11:00

Tien...see you in July

Adeline...Getting prettier Everyday =>

Shee Hoe..caught in Action....

Kien...Thanks for coming =>

Esiong and Kien

College besties

Monash Uni trio

S6...part of it...

Go girls...take care

look what i caught....hehe
That small litlle guy is so cute!!!*sigh*

Back in Melbourne...

2008-02-26T19:19:00.004+11:00

Phew....finally after a week
I manage to post my first post after I am back
You all would have thought that I have forget about the people back in Malaysia...
since I am not blogging..well last week went by pretty fast
everyday is fill with 5 hours lectures and 2 hour tutorial everyday.....
and with the same speed as well I have got 2 assignment up my sleeves when my sis hasn't even started uni yet!!!

Life in Melbourne is still full of things to do...
like the never ending pile of bills that I need to pay, the ever dirty floor that needs to be clean at least twice a week(which all of us never do until we can't stand it no longer..hehe..)
and of course to catch up with those that has already came back from overseas....
plus the very very original weather of Melbourne....

Been raining the whole week last week....and it has been recorded the coldest ever compared to the temperature recorded same time last year....
I can predict it is gonna be a really cold winter...*brrrrr*

But luckily the weather on the weekend after the day i am back was beautiful....
the day is fill with light brezze and warm sun.....a perfect picnic weather!

ok that is all for now....
goin to make my first tiramisu...
fingers cross that nothing will go wrong.
will post the photos that i caught on the Chinese new year gathering....

take care everyone.

Emo in the making....

2008-01-16T23:50:00.000+11:00

*warning: If you don't like complaints....skip this post and come back for a happier one next time.*

Is there any device that can make the time pass faster?
I want to go back to Melbourne...yet I want to spend time here in Malaysia with my friends and family...
this time around, the effect of leaving Malaysia for such a long time is obvious....too obvious.

Everybody has their own things to do, new friends to hang out with, countless uni activities to attend to, work to get extra money,spend time with their other half....etc

I am frustrated!!!!
Frustrated that I can't go anywhere on myself...
Frustrated that I can't work.
Frustrated that I am wasting time here doing nothing.....
Frustrated that I can only message him and not talk to him about things that happen here....
Frustrated that there is such ridiculous high cost in calling international calls.
Frustrated that I can't arrange anything for the months ahead because the timetable is not out yet.
Frustrated that somebody thinks that I am a traitor to my own country just by stating some very truthful fact.....wake up BOLLOCKS!!!!

SO SO Frustrated that I feel like I am becoming a alligator snapping at everyone at any given moment...... Feel like crying

If only there is some special way that can let me travel between here and Melbourne in seconds.
If only things would be as simple as it appear to be...
then it wouldn't be so hard now.
If only I can hug him now.
If only...

New look....

2008-01-12T16:47:00.000+11:00

A new year...A new look.
A bit late but...it's still the start of year 2008....hehe
Chinese New Year is around the corner with the shopping centre playing the festive songs....
Red packet wait for me...I am collecting u soon...haha

New year trip to Chiang Mai

2008-01-05T01:37:00.000+11:00

After 7 years from my last visit to Chiang Mai, my whole family went back n revisit the city.
Things changed alot, roads are wider n there are alot more houses and shops around
This time spent around 6 days in Chiang Mai...
summary of this trip was...

Thailand is really a heaven for food and shopping.Plus Chiang Mai has like 300 temples, we visited around a dozen of them...because according to the locals it is believed that if u visited 9 temples during the new year period u will have good luck throughout the year.

the trip started off with pictures...again...lol

with my sis on the plane

my bro...

First stop is a temple, to pray for blessing for this trip
the temple was impressive...really old the Buddha statue was heaved up into one of the pagodas

then it was shopping in the city of Chiang Mai...
Chiang Mai is famous for it's night market..
everynight the cty will come to life with ppl selling their wares along the street
Cheap t shirts....fake gucci bags...hill tribe jewellery
u name it...i think they got it....
Busy streets...

Part of the old 700 year old temple....

Barely awake....

Doi Ithanon..King's pagoda

Hill tribes village....
what a pity I didn't have any pictures to show you all about the food that we had on this trip....
so much nice food to taste, which rekindles my passion for spicy food haha...
but what is it to be surprised about after all I am a Malaysian.

The oldest man in my family-his 102th birthday

2007-12-17T02:34:00.000+11:00

with the birthday guy

my cousin (1 and a half....look behind me)

well...since he wanted to take photo so much....

another cousin and my 5th uncle

happy Family

cutting the cake

Childhood Buddies

a few photos....
but it's a pity not much of the old man himself...
well a bit lazy to write at the moment so just enjoy the photos....

Official announcement: Summer is here!!!!

2007-12-02T22:28:00.000+11:00

Summer has officially started yesterday and as usual the weather in Melbourne is ever so unpredictable. The weather station has been announcing thunderstorm the whole week and it still hasn't come yet...

well seems like I can't complain that much.
Time flies this week...pretty soon I will be back in Malaysia.

Busy is the word. Doing what?

Working, playing, seeing George as much as I can before I go back....
Planning his birthday dinner
Buying stuff for my mom,saying farewell to some of my uni friends...
Looking for high school that has a place for my brother next year.

My sis has been busy running around the high school here as well...
but luckily we managed to find a place in a school for him.
and as usual after all this activity I am left broke...
but no complains here...it's all worth it.

George's Birthday.

his tiny cake...

it's gonna be his 23rd birthday soon, but unfortunately I would not be able to celebrate with him so I plan a birthday dinner for him yesterday.

the knife was meant for the cake.

I would say all came out well...just as I expected it would be

BBQ at Yarra River

As summer is here...BBQ is definitely one of the activity....

my cousin, Ainslie

cute little guy...9 months old, Jason

Nice pasteur...

Wierd acts by the siblings..lol

my aunt and uncle

shh...little guy is sleeping *cute*

lazy afternoon...

cute dog...

another uncle of ours...

with half of george....lol

nice potrait of the ever nosiy family

by the riverside...forget what we were doing...

It was a nice day out....the breeze by the riverside were strong....and the constant irritation of the OZ flies is a just reminder that summer is officially here...

2 more days to go before leaving Melbourne....

=> ... =<... mixed feelings

summer is nearly here!!!

2007-11-16T18:55:00.000+11:00

it's getting warmer here in melbourne... 28 degrees today
and crazily the christmas spirit in melbourne has already lingering around for nearly 1 and half months...

Have to apologise for the lack of post
been busy working amd studying for exam....
but now i am free....my exam end last monday and now i have 3 weeks before i go back to malaysia.....
excited abt goin back especially looking forward to see everybody again but i am reluctant to leave melbourne as well....

2 and a half months.....too short to stay in Malaysia, too long to be away from melbourne....

wonder how is everybody doing .... how is life for the past year?

Has PJ area change alot since I last saw it? I think KL would be ever changing so no point wondering....

I will know the answer soon....
going to sing thousand more times of K.....until i am so sick of it...and hopefully it can last me another year....then I am going to eat all those delicious food that is so ever unique....

I am coming back.......woooooo

long overdue update....

2007-10-29T19:33:00.000+11:00

finally here is a post....haha...

after all the hassle I have finally got my new computer....2 weeks ago.

Finished placements a month ago...

found a new job 2 weeks ago,so I am currently working as a personal care worker for a nursing agency..

or as my family fondly called it the 'maid' agency...

with this new job I have been running around to take care of old people which is quite tiring as I have no car and have to rely on public transport. fortunately the system is quite reliable so far no trouble.I think this is so far the most ideal job I have gotten for the time i anm here in aus. Convenient for me to help me get all the exercise i want and to apply what I have learn from uni into practice.....kinda like placements except i get paid for it...

One thing i have noticed is that I don't know how to write normal sentences anymore it now look more like a nursing notes rather than a proper blog post that i usedto write.

But anyhow that is enough of the boring bit....

look what my bro send to me last week...

photo of me when i was around 1-3 years old....

what do you guys think...i reckon i don't change much from since i was a kid till now....

do you think i will still have the 'look' when i am 90 years old?...that is if i live till that age....

Also I would like to congratulate my sis for finishing High School...finally...it's abt time *joking*

attended her valedictory dinner with her

it was a three course meal dinner and free flow of alcohol was included...champagne, red, white and beer

i look drunk....lol

but anyhow...

will be coming back to Malaysia on the 5th of Dec instead of 22nd of Nov.

see you all soon

end of placements...yay!!!!

2007-09-25T14:10:00.000+10:00

Happy mid autumn festival everybody......
must be nice in Malaysia right..at least you can light up lanterns and nobody look at you like a freak...lol
but no complain here.
Still computer-less at the moment...
so there won;t be much update till I get the new PC....

but anyhow learn heaps this placment...touching stories that i have encountered...
will tell you all about it once i get connected to the world permanently...
which i hope soon....haha
ok 5 more minutes left before i have to leave this comp.
in the internet cafe at the moment.

trying to get as much as i can with my $3.50 an hour connection lol...
take care everybody.
will be back on the 22nd of November.
anyone miss me?

of trams and buses

2007-09-08T14:14:00.000+10:00

2 weeks has passed without any incident....
Life is mainly surround by endless trip on busses and trams to my placement venue.

One more week till my placement ends....
after this would be 6 weeks of lecture free, assignment free time.
=>
can't wait hehehehe...
anyway..wen ching here's my update,..lol
wish you have another fulfilling semester.

Placement soon.

2007-08-27T12:05:00.000+10:00

Last week of class has passed and now I am just waiting for my placement.
I am going to a place call berwick this time, will be in a hospital setting ...
I hope I get to learn a lot this time too...

Last placement was good.
At first i thought it will be boring as I have already done a similiar placement before...
But apparently I am so wrong...
It was a nursing home located in Caulfield...
the first day was crap because i have to get up like 5 am in a winter morning...
so it wasn't a really pleasant experience.

But then as the days passed, I get to know my coursemates better...
the nurses in the Nursing home teached me alot.
i get see the really warming side of doing nursing in a nursing home
where the nurse knows what is happening in their client's life....
asking questions like: How is Joe recently? Did he win the footy match last weekend?
what about sarah?...
In this instance, you will see that the client's eyes light up....as if they are all young again.
They talk and talk about their family and past events....and i have to tell you... i am surprised by their ability to talkl because whenever I am with them...they doesn't seem to response..
It's depressing at first but then i started learning to communicate with them...

I would like say .... old people are so cute...
although not the washing them up bit...but I would guess they wouldn't like it either...
so I have to make sure that both of us as comfortable as possible...
I later find out that all i have to do is try to act as normal as possible
Taklking about the weather and tellihng them the recent events is really enjoyable.
because come to think of it...
we as carer/nurses are the only connection they have to the outside world...
if we don't tell them what happen...who will?

but anyway...
some bad news...My laptop is dead...now trying to fix up my laptop and i hope it won't be really expensive.

Placement will be hell but i hope i get through it perfectly...am a bit worry about it cos i heard that they ask you alot of question....

I may go back to malaysia a bit late this time....currently I am only confirmed on a January 8th flight...which means I will be spending christmas her in Melbourne....
I hope I get an earlier flight out...
but then I am going to spend CNY in M'sia.....yay!!!!
hahaha

ok that's all for now will post more soon.
Take care everybody.

A night to remember

2007-08-20T15:18:00.000+10:00

Went to George's Company annual ball last friday...

Looking forward to that day for the whole 3 weeks ...i think....

it seems so long ago...

but then that wasn't the point....

point is .... this is my first ever ball or prom....

so that's why i am so excited abt it.

That night started off with a really serious traffic jam in the city

and it was raining that night as well...so it was freezing ....*brrr*

we were 1 hour late and missed the entree.

Got to meet a few of George's colleagues....

Luckily i have met some beforehand...if not it will really awkward

The night was fun....and time pass quickly with dancing , eating, chatting, drinking....

with Michelle

she is the same age as me...but she is working in a big company....

smart girl..am impressed with her ability

Tim, Michelle, and ...(hehe..sry forgot his name)

haha...tim is a really cute guy...he is from New zealand....

here for the company's conference

like his kiwi accent....hahaha

Helen

Michelle's best friend.....in the company as well

a really sociable girl with a really high tolerance of alcohol....

Dessert....mmm....

and the devil himself.....haha

it look as of the horns were meant for him.....

George and Michelle...

Me with a really cute angel.....not sure abt his name tho

I exchanged my wings and halo for the devil's horn and trident...

being angel is so boring....but i have to thank the cute angel for his horn and trident

...i know I have cross over to the dark side..

the ball ended around 12.30 am

but we didn't finish till 3 am that morning....

was dead tired the day after...

spend the whole day just sleeping....

so that's all for now....

will post more soon...

Just love this photo....lol....

btw that girl is Michelle....trying to show that she is so sick of us.....

can't wait

2007-08-15T22:23:00.000+10:00

today is wednesday...
2more days till friday...
really can't wait till that day comes....
will be going to George's company ball this friday.
my first ever ball so i am really excited about it
especially the dressing up bit....my first time to a ball....

at the moment i am still try to make my tummy look abit more flat...
ok i know i shouldn't announce to everybody out there...
but who cares...I am so excited!!!!!

Can't wait...
can't wait....

an experience with the 'duck'

2007-08-09T09:52:00.000+10:00

Tuesday 7.8.2007
7am...
woke up...lazily peel myself from my warm warm bed to the bathroom....

8am...
on the way to uni.
between 8am and 9am...i am just dozing off with headphones playing mp3.

9am-5pm
lecture...tutorial...group discussion...
all the boring things that you need to do to get yourself some great marks in uni....

why 5pm? hehe...this is where the fun part comes in

on that day itself....we all planned to have dinner together..a peking duck dinner...

Well....

all the singaporeans in our group insist that the restaurant we are going to try out is the best Melbourne has to offer

as usual I don't believe them...*kidding*

but that wasn't the main reason why we are having dinner together...
Pei Ling is leaving melbourne really soon...as in this saturday.
So this is a farewell dinner for her.(part 1)
but before that I have to stay in uni to wait for them...

why?
because I finish my class at 2pm...they finish their class at 5pm....I know kinda crazy to make that decision.. a 2 hour law lecture..

so I made a decision that I would attend the lecture with them as well

everyone was really concentrating except wen *rofl*

however...

30 mins into the lecture...look what happen...
usually selene would the most hardworking one out of all of us...
Don't know what happen to her that day...

pose for the camera...
Caught them in the act...^_^V

can't really blame us...the lecture was a bit dry :P

After the lecture, we took the tram to our destination
on the way there...

Kathy ^-^v

and when Vinci turn around i caught a really classic example of a paparazzi shot..
i know shocking!!!

*shock*

Tsk..tsk...never thought i had that kind of talent...wahahahaha
Finally the proper one...lol...

it took around 45 min to reach our destination
wen and I were so hungry that we nearly snatch the Mcdonald fries from one of the passenger...

6pm
Stop 17...
reached our destination.

The restaurant's name is call
The Old Kingdom.
of course what is a dinner without photos...

and if you all run out of things to do you can always drink some tea...

or....if you run out of tea look at something that is pleasant
eg.a handsome guy?

selene look a bit bored..hmm
can't blame her..her heart belongs to somebodyelse...

Finally a proof that we did went for the Peking duck dinner...

Vinci holding a peking Duck

this is an album that all of us give to pei ling as a farewell present...
Handcrafted by selene.
Inside have photos of all of us and memories that we had over the past few months...

It was really a nice book....beautiful too

it was so beautiful that I caught someone in theact of stealing it ...
here is the evidence

*cough*wen*cough*
hahaha...hope you all enjoy this post...
back to my increasing amount of assignment now... =<

Pei Ling:
I hope that you have a safe journey home... to Singapore.
May you be the best nurse of all times and an angel to all patient that you are gonna care for in the future. Look forward to meet you again in the future. I am glad that we spend a real good time together.Take care, my friend.

the chef from shanghai...

2007-08-05T16:40:00.000+10:00

went over to Kathy's place for lunch yesterday....
her mom cook a fantastic shanghai meal for us...
and i finally know how to make dumplings ^.^v
wen didn't manage to make it though..hope she is recovering from her throat infection soon.

the chef, Kathy's Mom

咖哩牛肉

番茄蛋

红烧茄子

1...

2...

窝贴

3...

as you can see, Melbourne's weather is still so cold...that we need to constantly drink hot tea....

lol
take care everybody....

enjoy uni and sleep well ^_^ v

Slumber party!!!!!

2007-07-30T14:46:00.000+10:00

winter has been here for a while...and the best thing in winter is that
it is the nicest season to have steam boat.....

last saturday a whole bunch of my uni classmates came to my apartment to have a slumber steamboat party...
to celebrate the start of uni, wen's birthday and Pei ling's Farewell....

preparation goes on from 3pm in the afternoon till 7pm...
phew lots of work but lots of fun ^_^
especially with a whole bunch of them around....
the noise level goes from 0 to like 40 hahaha....

wen ^_^V
never thought my table can hold up so much food...
and what's the whole night about when there is no photo session along the night...

Grace,dun cry la....
The chilli is super hot!!!!

Grace,the baker Selene

Kathy Pei ling

Pei Ling,wen, Selene, Grace, Kathy

erm...in case you are wondering...we are eating cherries

they concentrate so hard that they dun even notice what we did...lol

After, George left...
we went wild

We played charades and it was real fun...look at all their faces lol...

of course charades would not be fun if there is no penalties.....

after the charades which took place for hours before we decide to do something else...

Play acting..ok we are pretty bored then..

Truth or Dare...the funny thing is we know each other's life pretty much

that we dun really have anything to ask....

plus we only allow to chose the truth and not the dare

which in later part of the game we even provide each of us to have an option to ask question or being asked by the others when it's our turn...

we had a really nice time....

as you can see...by that time most of us have reach the limit of staying awake...

at the end of the night only 2 manage to not sleep for the whole night...

which i am not one of them...i only manage to get 1 and alf hours of sleep

well you must have though that since we slept so late that night..we won't be waking up real early the next morning....

i am sorry you are wrong....all of them went home before 9 am...by 10am my house is all cleaned up and back to the normal state...

this is what we called the spirit of nursing...*lame*

sydney in a new perspective

2007-07-16T23:59:00.000+10:00

Congratulation annie

with annie,Esther and her friend...sry forgot her name :P

i look tired

Just got back from sydney today. Was there for about 4 days with George.
Have to admit one thing....I am dead tired but still are really happy that this trip turns out better than than I expected....although i am excited about the trip but because i am going to meet his parents so...it sort of dampen the excitement..

Stayed over at his parent's place. Gosh...I was really worried about how am i going to face his parents ...however,after meeting them and chatting with them...they are really friendly people...his sister..she is so cute and smart although quite shy at first.I would have to admit his family is really diffrent than mine...so much more diffrent..

Met most of George's friends in Sydney.A really fun bunch of people that I have met so far...hahaha...and they actually rented 2 hotel rooms in the city so everybody can drink to the maximum and thrashed the room without a care....best of all...the drivers can get drunk...

Met up with my cousin and Annie too. happy that she is in a very blissful moment of her life and I am really glad that she found a good boyfriend, Stephen.how do i know he is good? tested it out my self....no don't think of something else....i am just saying that he actually protect her from my abuse...lol.(maybe he is just acting....hmmm...that is a big possibility)

although i did not get much photos from this trip but I still have pretty much a good memory about this trip....it's a pity though I totally forgot about my camera until I met up with annie....
it showed me the place where George grew up in....how is his friends like....his family....and most of all i get to know him alot more better.

sneeze sneeze

2007-07-11T16:18:00.000+10:00

Bored through to my bones now....
got nothing interesting to do....have to stay home and try to keep warm
*sneeze*
cold is still in my system.....
and my nose as sore as raw meat....
plus i now look like a clown...

New established fact

2007-07-08T23:29:00.000+10:00

Finally went to watch 'Shrek the Third' yesterday.The movie was not as good as I expect it would be, and I still like the first one better .During the movie I can't help but notice that Shrek has more eyelashes than he has on the first one.... he look so girly now that he has more eyelashes...i guess the creator of Shrek would like him to look more adorable...of course with some help of mascara...

On the way back to George's place, I realised one thing.

All mammals have eyelashes...

George tries to oppose my point of view but with vain effort he only managed to point out that whales and Dolphins don't have eyelashes.....

however, i still think they do have eyelashes it just that you can't really find out on the whale part and the dolphins because they are sea creature...

Therefore,I established a fact.....

All mammals have eyelashes.....

dun believe me ?

think abt it more and you all will realised that what I say is true....lol

Now that i record down my newly established fact.....i think i amgoin to hit the pillow soon....

Real tired today....slept at 4 am this morning and wake up at 10 am....

work for nearly the whole day plus i have to clean up my house today...

it's been in a mess for days....

now that we moved in into our new apartment...my sis and I has been playing this game....

it tested both our patience.....it's practically sees how long can we stand the messiness of our apartment untill someone breaks down and clean the whole apartment up....

and u guess it...i can't stand it anymore....

And now I am all sore over.

Today I got a real cute Hello Kitty cake from my work colleague.....

He went to tokyo for a few weeks and got us some cakes from there...

although i am not a hello kitty fan...but i got to admit it is really cute...

hehehe...

so here's the pic...

and guess what I am sick again.....

stupid Melbourne weather...it's been raining like everyday for this whole week....Scared that I won't recover fully for my Sydney trip this coming Friday....

yeap, goin once more to Sydney....with George. Will meet up with my cousin as well and my friends from Newcastle.

I am currently looking like this picture...because of the flu Medicine....

Can't believe that it's July already ....

2007-07-04T00:58:00.000+10:00

time flies so fast....
It's now July....

I am now officially on holiday. but before the holiday even started
something really awful happened....

I lost my salary...how?
I dunno...that is the saddest part...

where?
I dunno...i know a mystery eh...

How much?
I know....$189 aud....

=< *cry* that is alot of money.....
went through the whole apartment like a mad lady that day searching for the envelope that contained my money....but to no avail...it is still not found.... plus.... because i am so sad.. i decided to go out and have lunch....disaster strikes again... the moment i close the main door i relised 1 thing....

I forget to bring the keys....
and so it got added to my series of misfortune:
1.lost $189
2.can't go home
3.the weather is super cold
4.it was raining that day...
5.my sis was finishing school late that day....
6.even the printer in the library manage to make my day worse by not printing my lecture notes that i need for my exam revision. After all these things happen, life pretty much treat me fairly

George came over directly after work...eventhough he had a tough day as well...and told me stories abt gnome stealing my money....lol but still...*touch*

he is so sweet isn't he??

My exam next day went pretty well..finished early...
went shopping with my friends....not for me though... )=

Tiong Hoe visited Melbourne as well,we had dinner together on thursday night...
and found a bar that has a really nice decoration and live Jazz music....the drinks there are quite good as well....
Hwa khang come over to melbourne soon....it's really nice...
bring you to more nice places..
i am sure u will love them

Went on to a comedy show recordings on friday night with Georgeand his colleagues we stayed there for around 3 hours....lol...very funny and nice memories....but is abit too long...
by the time we came out it was already real late...and my stomach was growling ....

well.... apart from this..nothing much really happen.
i will try to update more soon...i have no reason not to cos it's hols now...
so take care everybody
will have some photos up soon when tiong hoe sent it to me.....

yay!!! internet's here

2007-06-25T18:03:00.000+10:00

finally got the connection in my new home.....
so here's the photos i promise everybody....

our new place....
currently has 2 resident...me and my sis :>
finally our own place to call home
There is 2 rooms in the apartment.... the other is unfurnished so it will be pretty boring to put a pic in so..... hehe.....

Our Bedroom....

Scenery from our apartment..the 9th floor. view of Bourke street and the parliament.

Living room

so what do u guys think??good job for the interiors??
my mom and my sis and grandpa painted the wall...credit for their hard work...

it seems so long ago....

2007-06-25T11:10:00.000+10:00

hi everybody....
i know...sorry for the lack of post....
no internet connection at my new place alrite...but i should get my connection soon.
well...as most of us are expriencing....exam stress...
maybe for some it's already over.....if u r one of them....
i will say : get lost!!!dun let me find you...
lol...kidding...lucky you!!

just finished one of the hardest exam on earth...
will be officially free of exam on wednesday....can't wait till that day to arrive....
my hand is itching..n my legs too...to go shopping...(without the money involved :( )

just a shout out: Happy 21st birthday Soo Imm....
may you get lots of present from everybody.....
Have a blast alrite?

khang: ooi focus on your exam alrite....already found the only reason to not want you...
guess wat it is...think abt it and will tell you if i am on msn....

take care everyone.

Taurus..

2007-05-30T11:34:00.000+10:00

Read this in Hwa khag's blog...
have to repost it..if not i will have 12 years of bad luck....
anyway look out for what they say abt your own signs...
repost, if you like, with your own zodiac sign as the title.
good luck...
AQUARIUS - The One that Waits
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always Wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 Years of bad luck if you do not repost.

PISCES - The Addict
EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREATkisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

LEO - The Coolest one
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, Fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person Ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with... u might end up crying... 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

GEMINI - The Liar
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. 16 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

CANCER - Does It In The Water
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being In long- term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Especially with your mom. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. 2 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

ARIES- Irresistible
Nice Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in bed... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

SAGITTARIUS-The Lion
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

TAURUS- The Cutie
Most Amazing kisser. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great at telling Stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to. 12 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

LIBRA - The Partner for Life
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to own Geminis' in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

SCORPIO - Aggressive.
Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

VIRGO- The Promiscuous One
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty.

@_@

2007-05-25T23:02:00.000+10:00

ahhaha...here is the signs again.....
another busy week.....
*cough* *cough*
my cough is still not getting any better...
in fact it is getting worse
:< and getting up @ 5.30am every morniing doesn't help a thing to it.
plus i am facing ppl that is sick as well....
looks like i got a temporary terminal cough disease....

Mom is here at the moment...
prepared plenty of food for us.
she painted the whole apartment for us...
bought all the furnitures...
and once again i am in my parents bad books...
y?
because they think i am playing too much and not studying enough...
maybe i am playing a bit much but
i am still studying ok....
i know...they are concern for my future

but had a good talk with her yesterday....
about everything....
hope she understands now

survived the first week of placement......
another week to go...
then i am free for 2 weeks before the exam comes....

oh i really looking forward to the end of semester now...
i need a break.....i need free time!!!!

ok a bit of a complaining blog post...
sorry abt that
will post things that happen on placements, pics on the newly refurbished apartment soon

at the moment i am feeling pretty bad cos i am not spending enough time with everybody....
not with mom..
not with george...
not on my assignments...
not with my friends....sorry Jean i miss out hot chocolate again....
will make up soon ..i hope.
@_@

alright, for conclusion
let's toast for longer day hours and lesser worries...
cheers.

ok take care everybody...

我病了啦。。。

2007-05-23T10:37:00.001+10:00

T.T

还想我现在可以轻轻松松的说(麻烦请加台湾腔）

it's all the weather's fault....

it has been really cold this few days and i have to wake up like 5.30am every morning....

luckily today my clinical starts at 1 so i get the opportunity to sleep a bit more...

Current weather condition in Melbourne:

take care everybody will write soon

yay!!!

2007-05-22T00:35:00.000+10:00

yay!!! finally finish one of my assignments....

took me like the whole week of procastination and a whole day of work for this 2400 word assignment to be completed.

But i am proud to say...

yes!! hahaha finished it finally.

now off to another assignment...

placement.

plenty of things happened on the first day...

will tell you all later.

now i am off to sleep.

Good nite everybody

Of Possums and Trees

2007-05-18T10:27:00.000+10:00

*saw a bunch of Possums yesterday...
cute little animals....but not after they start following you*

It is now 10.30am and I lazying around in the living room trying to finish my assignment.
Finally had a good night sleep yesterday...
so feeling peaceful and happy now.
and the weather is just right to nap on and to stay at home listening to nice music.
if only everydady is like this ...the world would be a nicer place.

Met George's colleagues yesterday...
plenty of new faces and names to remember.
I confess i dun remember most of them
however i still know who is his boss..lol
they are nice and funny people....lol
mind you they all tell pretty funny jokes.
but i think apart from that it is also the wine's effect.

ok this is it for now....back to 'trying to finish my assignments' mood
take care everybody.

Note: Sambal sauce is coming over soon...Yay!!!

look what i found!!!

2007-05-16T23:05:00.000+10:00

in the process of searching info for my essay i found this....

http://www.myheritage.com

ok back to assignments

Autumn

2007-05-16T22:21:00.000+10:00

Was standing on collin street just now....
suddenly it dawns upon me, I have been here for nearly half a year.
time seems to fly really fast.
Autumn is already halfway through and winter is arriving soon ....
I am lucky..i feel luck lately
however mom says not to rely too juch on luck..
i should strive for the things i want.
* sorry random thought here*

to think back last year..it was hell for me...
now i have a wonderful time in Melbourne..
will i start to forget everything i learnt last year and become a spoilt brat once again.
Plus...my englishcompetency level is dropping...oh no....
maybe i should stop speaking mandarin for a while and concentrate on my english...
at least until i reach a day where i can speak good enlgish with correct grammar

Going on placements soon...2 weeks again.
I am going to a medical centre in caulfield. What will i be doing?
same as last year i guess....not enthusiastic(is the spelling correct?) abt it..
no time :<
for mom, myself and bf

so have been practicing my skills in lab for the whole day...
hope i mastered it correctly ...
still need to know abt the landmark of the organs and stuff...
and guess what i think i encounter another parasite....
thought i have already got rid of one last year...and happy that this year i have no
more parasites....apparently i celebrated too early.

ok...in case you all are blur here...will just tell you...
paarsite= those who dun study but just rely on others for the credits are termed parasites...
= those who thinks that everybody should help them is also consider as one....

However...i enjoyed today pretty much.
got lots of thing done...nice afternoon chat with wen...
funny...can still laugh right now...lol

went to visit the meerkat that looks like a lizard
although he has already been denounced as a meerkat.

i should be doing my assignment..
ok...so here is the end...
lousy post today..blame it on the parasite

take care everybody....

T.T

2007-05-15T21:54:00.000+10:00

T.T
Stupid blogger.....it erase nearly half of all my previous posts....
ok so lucky for those who read abt it...
those who don't...i am so sorry..not that anybody is reading anyway..
ok basically i was venting my stressful situation last week.
the apartment...the lawyer and stuff like that....
and plus of course i complain about my first week of relationship as well
about 'someone' not here in melbourne and was in sydney.
playing and tired from his grad program conference.
but i also mention that i should not be mad at him because it is unfair to him
as he and his friend planned it before we even started.

Ok...
since i am here...
might as well update.
Good news...
Finally got my dad's apartment all settled and it is now officially my dad's.
Nothing happen during the settlement and everything went smoothly.
Now i am having headache about the carpet and finding someone to look at it and try to change it as well....
after looking at the place for a few times...
i decide that i think i will like the place....hehe

will post photos of the place soon...after my mom comes over and transform the place....
and yes..you all got the news...
she is coming over...Yay!!!!
*celebrating with confettis*
she is bringing koko crunch over...pringles....malaysian snack basically
especially the mee goreng that is in thai flavour *Hungry*
oh..i forgot to mention she is bringing sambal sauce over as well...
lets wish together that the immigration will let it pass.....
if it happens...me and my sis will the happiest malaysian in Melbourne....hahaha
But one thing is a surprise...she is arriving in Melbourne this saturday.....
Fast right?

oh yeah....
Thanks hwa khang for your blessing..if i interpret it corectly....
it should be for me right?
Am i the mary had a little lamb?
btw...now that i have already 'divorce' you...lol...
any sadness?

haven't heard from you for a long time...
so if you happen to pass by this blog just drop in a few lines ok?
y my blog?
cos u dun even visit your own blog anymore...
so do come by now and then
for old times sake....hahaha

ok everbody.....
sorry for the half gone post....
imm you are really lucky you get to read it...i think.. the whole post....

take care...
will update soon...
if i finish my assignment....
which i am suppose to do now.... T.T
help any one?
ok ok
tata...
take care and miss you all loads.

super stress @_@...

2007-05-11T22:20:00.000+10:00

STRESS!!!!( u can go now is you are stress too)

ok now the euphoria of my birthday is wearing out, the stress comes upon me.
Assignments....placements....work....settlement of apartments....obligations to my friends...and also no time.... :<>

Take care....

random photos 2

2007-05-08T16:45:00.000+10:00

Bbq farewell on january.

Coco's Farewell and Rebecca's birthday Party

With Patrick

random photos

2007-05-08T16:06:00.000+10:00

Kien's BBQ Party

Easter Break celebration

Vici's Birthday celebration

Kien's Karaoke Birthday party

With Crystal, Kien, Max, Zina

21st birthday..

2007-05-07T21:13:00.000+10:00

Hi how is everybody?

this post contains alot of photo so it might take a while to upload

gave myself a very big present this year.....

i change from this....

to this.....

New hairstyle....what do all of you think?
Btw..had a really nice birthday this year. Loads of photos.so enjoy.

my uni friends bake a cake for me....

seline is one of the baker....

another is grace.

After the celebration, went to have my hair cut.

went out with George for dinner at an Italian restaurant.

was busy enjoying myself that I only took a few photos..

wondering who is George?

He is that special someone.When did it happen?

Yesterday. *over the moon*

And then last minutely, I organised a birthday dinner...everybody from uni managed to show up...even one my high school friend came.... *happy*

Christine, Me and Sis

with wen.

with Grace.

with seline

with Zina

with Pei Ling

With vinci

and with the only 2 guys in the party, Kien and George.

had lots of fun that night...

btw the hand holding the chopstick belong's to my sis...(she wants credit for it)

more photos...

With Kathy

Phew...finally managed to get some of the photos up on this post....

Will blog more soon.

take care everybody.

The best birthday ever.

2007-05-03T23:52:00.000+10:00

21st birthday.....
still fresh in my mind...
had a very very nice 1 this year.
not much present but has lots of valuable memories.
thanks alot for those who remember my birthday.
appreciate the wishes very much.
For those who forgot...
I really dunno what to say...
but as long as you still provide me presents i will forget abt this whole incident
haha....

how do i celebrate my birthday?
with friends and with a very special someone as well.
details will have to wait until the photos arrive..
but anyway...
thanks wen ching for the sweet email and jin for the friendster msg
annie and esther thanks for your sms...
christine...thanks alot as well
and to my uni friends...that was a very nice cake you bake for me.
感动到流泪。。hahaha
ok will update next time.

the reason::me::

2007-04-19T13:41:00.000+10:00

Easter break is over for nearly a week now.
been busy like hell during the break...
working for 4 days straight.....leg nearly broke off, cannot walk properly for
the next 2 days...
but luckily this gives me time to finish off my assignment..haha
I think my procastination skill improved quite alot lately
it must be the lively city that i am in right now.

Got a question for all my friends out there....
is it purely the true reason when a guy states that he wants to be friends with you...
and yet calling you day and night, in between as well.
guys: is this how you get your girlfriend?
girls: is this how your boyfriend wins over your heart?
If the answer to both the question is yes...
then the reason i am still single is because of me, myself

everytime it started all well, we can talk like normal friends...
i actually enjoying talking with them...
but then it all change when that guy keep on calling me...
asking me how i feel today....what am i doing right now...
saying good night....etc
it make me feel like someone is stalking me 24/7
am i abnormal? bian tai?
or will you feel the same if this happen to you?

you see.. my reasoning is ...
if you want to be my friend then act normally ...
don't stalk me 24/7..or give me the feeling of being stalked.
I don't like to hurt people feelings....it make me thinks that i am cold blooded
i am not.
it is all right to ask me out for lunch or dinner...
but don't let me feel that you are desperate....
it really puts me off....

Well the recent victim
would be a mongolian guy.
We met on the street...sort of.
he was a security guard in one of the bar/lounge.
when i pass through there, we would always talk a bit.
I am happy that i am brave enough to talk to a stranger for the 1st time.
Improvement.
Never expect much out of it.

one day, on my way to uni.
He asked for my number, thinking that it is alright....
'he wouldn't be so boring to call me' so i gave him
he did call back. i mean that is the purpose of the phone number right?
we chatted for an hour...
mainly is him talking and me listening.
get to know him abit better.
after that he msg me and call me back at night....
suddenly there is this 'fear' coming out again...
'oh no this is not happening again.'
(did you see what happen here...it is the same as all those ones before....)

Any suggestions on how to change my thinking?
I think i am a 变态.....had a very weird thinking regarding this sort of things....
argh!!!! help me.
this is the reason why....
sometime i asked myself do i expect it to be like a fairytale?
or like those drama with happy ending?

i think it would not be like this if i have some feeling for the guy who asked my number.
who call me day and night and in between.
who wants to know what am i doing at that very moment.
but why isit the wrong guy everytime?
or isit i did not give them a chance everytime.

大家好吗?

2007-04-02T22:50:00.000+10:00

hi how is everybody going?
Lately there has been no news from anyone in Malaysia...
wondering how is everybody doing?

Went for paintballing last sunday....
was a super fun trip haha....
Luckily no bruises...phew..
had BBQ lunch after that...
Get to know a few more new friends...
*happy*

easter is coming soon...
and the dateline for my essay is getting nearer and nearer...
Argh!!!!

Happy holidays everyone....
hope you are well rested for the next half of the semester.
Time fly so fast...now it is already april!!!
Take care
will post more soon.

帅！！！！

2007-03-31T10:31:00.000+10:00

吴尊

很帅吧。。。

最近刚看完花样少年少女，里面的男主角是吴尊，女主角是Ella.

啊！！！真得很帅！！！！

帅帅帅帅帅帅帅帅！！！

超帅的。好啦我知道你们get the message.

我是发花痴。。sorry 是发草痴。

如果改次我的男朋友像他那么的帅的就好。不过人一定要好，尤其是对我。

哈哈哈哈。

*幻想*

ok 啦，要做assignment 咯。。

大家要Take care

May you rest in peace.

2007-03-24T17:56:00.000+11:00

Just recieved a very shocking news.
May you rest in peace,Margaret.
Although we were never really a close friend , but you were sweet
and has given me lots of useful advice.
Without your help in the past I would not have been here in Australia.
is it too late to say thank you?
I hope not.

I 'll pray for your smooth journey to your next life.
Good bye.

Happy Birthday....

2007-03-14T23:22:00.000+11:00

Today is my dear sis birthday....
Happy 18th birthday lo.....

14th of March....
Happy birthday to those that had became 21 today too
Congratulations...
can do what you want now...
because you are officailly adults...
can also vote....right?

Take Care.

P/s: I guess you won't notice one less birthday wish this year.

@_@

2007-03-08T13:40:00.000+11:00

Haha...Long time haven't post anything up.
How is everybody? Good?
I guess so.Most probably you all will be busy like me.
Uni started last week for me.....
Week 2 arrived....

Got into Latrobe uni....
Better than the previous 1 if you ask me....
so enjoying life now...
the uni is jam pack with people...
Love it

Found a job too
this 1 really do pay well....
now I am selling ramen....
the restaurant I am working in are full of malaysian so...
i do feel really at home...
the owner is a malaysian as well...
yay!!!
Long Live Malaysia.

sorry lately I haven't been online in MSN...
not that anybody miss me...
but if you do let me know ya?

ok la..boring post till now.
will update soon.

梦中人

2007-02-24T09:04:00.000+11:00

当你梦见一个你非常想见到的人，你的感觉是不是很奇妙？
会不会因为那个梦整天的心情都回变成模模糊糊的？
脑海里就只有充满那个人的影子，心不在焉？

昨晚我梦见了他，梦里的他永远都是那么得开心。
眼睛笑起来超迷人，或许当初我就是被这双眼睛吸引的。

我想这是我的初恋吧，
可惜我的初恋并不是一个俩情相悦，而是一个暗恋。
遗憾的是，为什么当初我没勇气去告诉他：
我喜欢他，或许现在虽然可能不会在一起。
但起码我知道了答案，给了自己一个交待。
就因为这样我想我对他永远就是有未完成的感情。

梦里的他，是中学时代的他。
那时我们还是站在同一个地方，学着同样的东西。
不像现在，各自在世界的南与北部，
像南极与北极那么的远，
学者相关的东西。

你们或许会想，既然那么远是否应该死心了呢？
而且人家都有了女朋友了，好想着他干什么？

他？他是谁呢？
哈哈。。。
我还是没勇气说出来。
等吧，或许当我有了男朋友
他的名字就会在这里出现。

巧君，你有男朋友吗？

2007-02-15T19:30:00.000+11:00

哈哈。。。
真是大笑话
问了是白痴啊！！

今年依然照旧，情人节一个人过。
无所谓啦。。反正一路以来都是那么过。
但毕竟还是好奇，有情人的情人节会是怎么样的呢？

虽然是迟来的祝福，不过还是祝各位情人节快乐咯。。。
^_^

R.I.P

2007-02-04T18:31:00.000+11:00

Lately when I recieved a news concerning xu wei lun..
shock is the word.
Never thought life is so short for her.
May you rest in peace.

25 days to go....
job hunt is still on..
but on a hot day like this
it requires even more effort.

I need the money...
but am still too lazy to work
^_^

Chinese New Year

2007-02-03T22:02:00.000+11:00

T.T

I want to celebrate Chinese New Year in Malaysia!!!!!
Missing home as usual, but it is better compared to last year.
23 days till my uni starts....
But not as free and easy as I thought it would be

Been running around melbourne finding apartments and jobs
like a crazy woman
Till now results have been zero..
*sigh*

How is everybody in Malaysia?
You all must be basking in the New Year mood now...
listening to the new year songs
seeing red everywhere....

Will show you my new place if I found 1 soon....
hahaha...
take care lo everybody
earn lots of money for those who are working...
wish you all the best for those who have started uni

back

2007-01-25T22:31:00.000+11:00

A week has paassed since I boarded the plane back to Melbourne.
Sorry for the 'no update ' situation...
got a bit busy but
am still alive.

Miss Malaysia and my friends...
however better than last time.
guess I am used to it now....

In case some of you might wonder
what have I done during my long vaction at Malaysia...
well, nothing really.
Just enjoy the taste and atmosphere of my home.
it really feels good to be back.
To be in an environment that I am used to.
Heard malay, chinese, indian, and cantonese conversation....
ok ok enuf of that silly stuff.

Right now I am feeling cold....
got to get use to the weather once again....
ok will update more.

未来 future...

2006-12-21T04:01:00.000+11:00

哎！时间过得好快哦。。。
还有不到一个月我便会回到国外了。。。

圣诞节就快到了，新的一年也就在角落而已。
2007 年会是怎样的一年。。。
有点期待，也有点担心。

回来了那么久，发觉到朋友都有所改变了。
思想变得比较成熟了，性格也变得稳重了。
个个都在为着自己的未来努力的奋斗。

不只是朋友廉价家里最小的弟弟都慢慢的在成长。
不知不觉他也变成一个懂事的成人了。

未来。。。
它是一个future。。。

Gosford->Sydney->Bondi->Sydney -> Airport

2006-11-11T10:38:00.000+11:00

Today is my last day in Australia, before I head back to Malaysia
9 months ago, I arrived at Gosford.
Thought it was a heaven to live in.
However, 2 hours after stepping onto the soil.
I started missing home.

Been through hell for the first 2 weeks.
Didn't like the place
Didn't like the campus I'm in.
Didn't like the way the uni is doing their work...
Everything I saw, there is a flaw.

Sad.Isn't it?
(scroll down for the pictures if bored.)
Because I did not imagine my uni life would be like this.
Had disagreement with landlady twice
Got kick out of my room twice
Change my job twice too.

But after the 2nd time,
everything seems to get better.
I like the 3rd job that I got
After 2nd disagreement, we(me&landlady) work out our differences
and live together under 1 roof. Even work with her twice :>

I found friends that I thought it was impossible in this 'ulu' place
Although, sometimes I find them a bit annoying
but if I didn't know them I would not know how to pass my time.

Encounter many first time that I never thought I would.
Got a reasonable pay for the first time
Got good grades for the first time
Really understand a person for the first time
finding a house to rent for the first time
Work in a hospital for the first time
Witness a hip replacement surgery for the first time
Able to afford so many pretty clothes that I like for the first time
Encounter my first experience as a waitress, a dim sum seller and a promoter
Encounter my first winter and spring
own my first camera
and the most unforgettable one..
my first birthday without my friends and family.

Learned to let go of my past
Learned to adapt to situations
learned that people can be nice and sweet a minute
nasty and horrid the other minute

I used to be a customer whenever I am in a restaurant
Now I am a waitress in one.
How life really change.

Will I miss this place?
I can't give you the answer yet.
But I will definitely miss the friends that I met here.

ok enough of the Mushy mushy stuff....

Went to BONDI BEACH yesterday.

The water is so blue.

Here the proof that I am there :P

Coincidentally, there is a free sculpture exhibition on.
It is called the Sculpture by the sea exhibition.

the tennis court on a slope.

Migration line of the birds ^_^"'
Passerby 1:" what is this called?"
Passerby 2:"Migration line."
Passerby 1:" I thought it was a line saying 'No entry beyond this line'."
Annie and I: *giggle*

The meeting of the prehistoric stone men

The only put down we had was the sun. It was so hot and sunny!
Look what it did to the Ice cream truck!!!

Passerby 1:"Dude,this is so cool!"
Annie and I: * nod head in unison*
At that very moment, I decided to call it 'children's nightmare'

Here are a few of other sculpture:

Blowing tree
A pair of walking leg(Duh!!)

3 Sumos.

with annie and a 3 year old
After bondi we went back to Sydney.

I make sure I revisit every shop,

Soo Imm you are right when you say that Sydney has alot of pretty clothes
Sorry I didn't took any photos of the street.
Too much too see,excited then I totally forget the camera.

Lunch

Dinner
We had korean food for dinner.
It was very nice,sad to say goodbye to this restaurant
eventhough I went there countless time.

I guess I will miss Sydney it's korean food and the shops.
*phew* a long post...
see you all soon.

what kind of strategy is that??

2006-11-06T21:41:00.000+11:00

well about yesterday's post..
there something I would like to add.
that is apart from the tye of guy that I have mention
there is also the other type of guy that thinks that he knows you so well
and thinks that he deserve to know your phone number while in actual fact....

you barely know him for like....2 hrs...weird?
totally.

ok enough of that.

Finish the first part of my exams today, now I felt so nice...
phew...the pressure is finally relieved for a while.
Still got another exam on Thursday.

Wah!!! she still wasting her time here blogging

your think....
so i decide to share with you something....

ok let me tell you my new exam strategy.
It is so so effective to relieve your exam stress and pressure.

However, it should be noted that my strategy only applies the a situation
where your exams are 2 days apart of each other ^_^

First day....
You had your exam today..and you felt so relieve that you finally get over this
supposedly super hard paper, because your exam ends just before noon
you can go to the shopping center for a spree and lunch with your friends.

Second Day....
You look at the exam timetable and noticed that the next exam is
not till the day after....
what to do? study? Nah...you sleep.

"Sleep is very important 1."my mother says.

"If you don't have enough sleep you can't concentrate properly"she continues.

So as a good girl I shall listen to my mom....go to sleep lo ^_^
After you wake up feeling refresh, you go to study?

No....cannot.

"where can everyday hide in the house 1?"
mom's voice monopolising my though again.

"Try go out la...good for your body oso..."That what she said...

but....

You said to yourself
"I already go kai kai yesterday now no more money for another spree liao."

So you will go out for a nice good walk.
10000 steps a day, keep the fat away- the health expert reckon.
This is why you must follow.

After the walk, you will be really tired and hungry
so you have your shower and your meal.

By the time, you finish your daily activities. Day two is gone.

Third Day...
You wake up today and sudeely remember....
S*** exam tomorrow!!!
Haven't study yet....
Wah!!!! still got alot la....die la die la this time dunno can pass or not.....
and you start burning midnight oil...
or if you like..
you can also hug Buddha's leg

D-Day
After a long night of cramping every info. you start prepare to go to uni to face the paper.

"WAH!!!!" *shock*

"who that panda in the mirror?"

by this time you probably would have already regret a thousand times
that you shouldn't listen to your mom's advice
and the health expert opinion and should have study.

at uni, your coursemates will be as panicky as you are
you will also feel better because you realised that s
uddenly today's uni trend is to look like a panda. *phew*

And everybody will be bragging
about how late did they stay up to study last night...
or more appopriately on that particular morning.

The paper finishes without any new drama occurring.

^ the end^

Now this what I plan to do for tommorrow and the the day after....
so what you guys thinks about my stress relieving exam strategy?

on the other matter,
today is 6th of november!!!!

"So....."

What so....?

This means I am boarding my plane 6 days later!!!!

OMG...less than a week!!!....

YAY!!!!
YAY!!!!
YAY!!!! X10000
(sorry lazy to type so many timess..but everybody get my meaning right?)

Going home in 6 DAYS!!!!!!!

* Happy* *excited*
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
hahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
hahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

*muscle cramp*

ok la..that is enought for this post.
here some photos from today's spree...oh btw.. i got a new digital camera ^_^

why?

2006-11-05T14:51:00.000+11:00

Why oh why?
I am stalked by someone..... by phone I mean...
As usual I thought this guy seems like a sweet guy and it is ok to provide him with my contact number
but guess what, my naivity once again gets me into trouble.

Seems like to me, every guy that ask a girl for their phone number must have ultimate plan to stalk and pile the girl with SMS and miss calls.... (of course la, that is the purpose of phone number ma....) but doesn't get the message that this girl expect something else from him
Well I try to think from their point of view...

Initially....

Maybe he really likes me.
oh...how sweet he is to ask...(sort of that thing)

but then....

I start to think deeper into the whole matter. he doesn't seems to be interested in anything but
himself and not me....

later,I realised...
he is just lonely and needs someone to be his Girlfriend for a while
before his next victim arrives.

Sometimes, I just wonder. What all this guys sees in me? Am I just sort of that girl that is used to fill up their time with something to do before their 'one' comes along. Should I feel dissapointed?Angry? Sad? Sometimes, just wants to tell them that:

HEY, I AM NOT A TOY ok?

haih....

At the end of the day, I will just scold myself for not thinking properly before giving out the number...idiot

Can someone please tell me to continue believe that there is a suitable guy out there still waiting for me?

Unwanted accident..

2006-10-23T21:53:00.000+10:00

Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *Crying*
My laptop is infected with virus!!!!!!!!!!
My poor laptop....
got it through MSN...
At first I thought Carmen message me.....
she sent me a link that I thought she wanted me to have a look.....
so I CLICK it!! am i stupid or what??
guess what happen next??
my laptop went window crazy....everything poping up and closing.....

S***!

VIRUS!!!!

Angry at first, wondering y is carmen sending me virus...
THEN I realised that it is not carmen that is sending the message...
it's some bad BAD NAUGHTY people...
man, this is so not good.....

end up I spend the whole night scanning my laptop's hard disk..
and try to remove as much infected files as possible....
Lucky that virus did not mess with my assignments....if not i will definitely
cry...

JUST want to everybody to know about this virus...
I apologised for those whose computer that get infected...
because the virus might send out message on behalf of me...
I deleted my whole MSN messenger program as well
so I won't be online until I go back to Malaysia...

NOW that I have bought it up...
HEY you all I"M COMING BACK!!!!!
what you must do now is open your eyes big and wide...

here it goes...
DATE: 12th of NOVEMBER
TIME OF DEPARTURE: 1840hrs
and...
8 hrs and 10 min later.....
MALAYSIAN SOIL never feel so good...hahaha
welcome back LAKSA, PRAWN MEE, CHAR KUAY TEOW.....-list goes on.

ok ok I know I told some of you that I'm coming back on the 18th...
then I change to 13th...
but this is the last and finalised date ....12th....

So excited now that I cant really concentrate on my final exam revision.....
less than 3 more weeks to go.*HAPPY*
oh before i forgot...

Curse the person who send me that bloody stupid VIRUS!!!!
it caused me to lose my whole MSN Messenger files...
now I dun have cute icon to put on liao :<>MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA*evil*

serve u right for sending me virus infected files.....
after all of this happens...u still won't die.
i want u to live and suffer for your whole life..
because all of this will repeat all by itself again and again....

KARMA only applies to you.
oh yeah...
can't get to sleep because of that irritating ticking sound from the clock.

The legend.

2006-10-06T20:08:00.000+10:00

There were many monster that dominate our early childhood life. The cookie monster, the chinese new year monster, the "there-is-a-monster-in-my-closet" monster and many more.

However, I bet everybody never heard about THE legendary MONSTER.

Wonder what is that?

Well, let me tell you the story.

It happen a long long time ago, when the earth still have lots of trees. People were not afraid of full moon except for one, the biggest and the brightest of them all.

Because they know something is lurking out there that have the potential to hurt them.

So, everybody stayed in door and not staying up late to enjoy the beautiful full moon.

Every year, THE MONSTER would come and go without anyone getting hurt.

All was peaceful until something happened on the 11th of september. It was the most tragic day,
THE MONSTER attack when it wasn't even full moon, many people died.

Finally everyody had enough of it, they gather up and decided that they should get rid of THE MONSTER. They think and think, nobody know what to do.

"Ah-HA" the Indonesians shouted.

"We know how to get rid of THE MONSTER."

"How?"

"All we need to do is to cover up the moon, then THE MONSTER wouldn't know that it is the biggest and brightest full moon of the year.Then THE MONSTER would not show up."

"But how do we cover it up?"

"We have got lots of trees, if we burn them. The smoke from the burning will block out the moon"says the indonesians.

so without even waiting for anybody's comments/ agreement, they started the fire. The plan goes very well. The indonesians were very proud of their work.
but becaue at that time calendar weren't even invented yet so they are not sure when to start the fire. Then they decide, to save time worrying they would burn the entire forest down throughout the year.

VOILA!!! there you go...haze every Mid-autumn festival. Nice?

How about the monster? Well it turns out that it is just a rumour, and the september 11th attack was caused by somebody else.

BUT the indonesians refused to believe the real news and continuing burning their trees and because they are such nice neighbours to Singapore and Malaysia the haze they created help cover up their nice and bright beautiful full moon as well.

******

Enjoy the story?

haha..hope you did. Spent my 'mooncake' day at home after a busy week at the hospital. One of my friend invited me to celebrate together, but was too tired to go.

So end up spending some time concoting crazy stories for this blog..haha.

Supposed to be up on the day it self but the connection doesn't work really well.

Here it goes, finally posted.

WHAM!!!!

2006-09-28T22:21:00.000+10:00

You have been hit by my photo....hahaha

Sorry everybody, but I have a got a FREE haircut yesterday...

so have to show off a bit....hee hee.

I know it's not much.

but trust me after nearly half a year without haircut

I thought I have to go back to Malaysia with a 'orang utan' style

then WhAM!! good luck comes..

I got a free cut.

Although the lady that 'trim' my hair

doesn't seems very happy about

the FREE service thingy.

So for around 20 minutes I have to put up

with her war like attitude with my hair.

this includes 'combing' my hair when it is actually

pulling my hair..

even stronger if there a knot in my hair.

End up I have to glare at her troughout the whole session.

then she lightens up a bit.

Well I can tell you if she didn't lighten up,

I will rush up to her and pull her hair off.

Luckily she did.

never mind..I still got a FREE cut.

Have to admit she did quite a good job.

But am never going back to that place even she is good.

BAD service and Attitude.

So everybody enjoy my photo...

will post soon.

Tata..

OMG! there is a bushfire!!!

2006-09-24T22:38:00.000+10:00

Hi there everyone,
back from a very busy and hot week. This weeks weather is so hot ...everyday's temperature is above 30 degree. Today by far the worse...36 degree.It's not even summer yet,but everybody is wearing shorts and thongs....just imagine what will happen in summer if spring have this kind of weather.

ok enough of the weather. Been in hospital lab the whole week getting my hands on sponge so that i will be experienced enough to wash somebody when I'm on my placement...how was it? u ask. I say it is a very 'rejoicing' experience. We practiced a few times on a dummy then we move on to real actual human.
My it is so awkward!!! Luckily they are all in their swimsuit. But I bet the guys wouldn't mind if their female patient is naked...but maybe they will only see old saggy body parts *evil Giggle*
However so, this week has been the most interesting part of my whole sem. so far. Felt that I have learned alot. The stories our lecturer told us is just so interesting and some time challenged what we thought was right. after all these labs, it just make me realised 1 thing..I don't want to get old.
apart from ppl trying to wash you with a cloth or sponge(if you are in a hospital with a very severe condition), you will be at risk of a huge amount of diseases. Plus everything in your body starts to breakdown.Just imagine u can't run anymore even with walking will be hard. Or you can't remember what have you did this morning and all u remember is what happen 30 yrs ago abt 1 stupid little thing that u regret u never buy in that shop.No wonder old people are at such a high risk of having depression.

But anyway, have to get back to uni next week* depressed* however I have good news for everybody....
I'm Coming back on the 18th of November

Yay!!!2 more months and I'm back to Malaysia..
gosh just can't wait to see everybody...
oh..if only i have a universal remote control that fast forward the time..hee

Anyhow, I still have 2 weeks of placement to survived through before anything can happen..so everybody please pray..and pray hard that I get a patient that don't need washing and all they need is a nurse that listen to their life story.Haih..still worry. Dunno whether I'm doing the right or not.

So for now, take care everybody. Pretty soon I will back muahahaha...

Malaysian,it is betrayal or the truth?

2006-09-18T00:00:00.000+10:00

After I read Kenny's blog, it sort of gets me thinking. What will Malaysia be like in year 2020. Will it be like the vision Dr. M had on his mind?I wonder.

To be honest, I'm not surprised that 90% of Malaysian votes that M'sia is progressing too slow.I mean, look at the ways things is happening back in Malaysia, it's pretty common for everybody to complain about the crime rates and the Government's admin style(especially the police) nowadays. Everything they implement or take action on (or if there is any action to be mentioned) seems futile to control or eradicate the problem that are present.

Maybe you will say that I'm betraying my own country for pin pointing out all these things. Well, for the record I'm not the only one that thinks the future of Malaysia is currently very dim, some of the readers commented on Kenny's post seems to have a similiar perception as me.

I still like Malaysia, as I have realized over these past few months after living here in Australia. But if Malaysia isn't the place where I have my family and friends plus all the food I like, I wouldn't miss it anyhow. Because apart from all the things I mentioned above the Australia is a better place, where you get good public transport, good security, cheap high quality education(if you are the citizen, of course.Well, Malaysian also get that but how about the quality??), alot more oppotunity, more freedom in terms of your rights and mind you the most important thing you have a bright future here regardless of who you are. I'm not trying to say that Australia is the best in the world, but I'm trying to give an example of what a developing country should be like and yes Australia is still a developing country so is singapore, but by the looks of it will be Singapore archieving the developed nation status by the year 2020 rather than Malaysia. And this will make them gloat to us about making the right choice of leaving Malaysia.Do you want that to happen??

A lot of my friend ask me why have my Dad applied for the permanent residency status in Australia. That is because my dad sees that there is no future in Malaysia for his children and living in M'sia is endagering his family's life by taking the risk of being mug or worse, kill by some indian, chinese or malay who is driven to desperation for some money to live. Plus, he is thinking behind his head about the condition of Malaysia's economy. Is it gonna improve? or worsen?
I'm sure some of your parents are going through same fear as my dad.

Ok here are some questions....

How many of you will be guaranteed a job after you graduate from the University?
apart from Honours degree holder I don't think many are that lucky. Is it because that you are in a local government funded uni and you are studying some kind of super"cold" subject that people rarely hear about?
or
Is it there is simply no demand in Malaysia to hire a specialist like you?
(I'm sorry for those who have no choice but to study the super 'cold' subject)

Have you noticed lately that many business is going bankrupt or one of the shops nearby closed down?
or
Have you noticed that although there are many people in 1u or Midvalley but there is less people actually buying stuff?

Maybe you will think that RM 50 is gonna last you a week. Well, you maybe right 5 years ago but I don't think that this situation still applies today. RM 50 will only last you a day, maybe at top 2 days.
True, no?

It looks like if the current situation continues I would say that, it's all the way downhill.

So, Mr. Kenny I'm very surprise when you say you are surprised that 90% voted that Malaysia is progressing too slow. Of all people, I thought you would be sensitive enough.Looks like I'm quite wrong. Is it true that somebody is paying you to write about that post? :>

Dr. M. did lots of things to help progress Malaysia (although there is also alot of things that happened behind our back which slowly starts to float up now that he has retired) you owe him some credit man. As for the current 1, I reckon he is too soft and I would not be a father-in-law to certain someone if I were him.

Personally, if I have a choice I would get in my vote as " Malaysia where got imploove?? ( wat is mature btw?) hmm...maybe all the robbery, people killing people, and lower real income is the signs of improvement over the 49 years... aiya I dun noe lah...as long as I pay the polis money and they dun kacau me then ok loh "

Come on Malaysia, Wake up!!! Don't become the next Phillipine,also I don't want my home to turn into an Africa continent by itself.

for those who want to read abt Kenny's blog click on the link under the Cbox.

whale watching

2006-09-04T11:27:00.000+10:00

Hey hey...
Chiau Chuin and Annie will your guide today on board to a trip of whale watching.
This is after the sydney trip...on that weekend...we went whale watching!!!!

Woke up super early that morning...after a late night of work....not feeling tired at all..
cos me and my flatmate was so excited that she have to drown herself with some coke to calm her down..it is her 定神茶
anyway..slept almost the whole car journey towards the port...looks like the tiredness finally catch up with me.
and finally up we go..on the yatch and off towards to a whale watching adventure.
The crew talk us thru the process of how to spot the whales...
she oso mentioned that the min length of the whale can be from here.................. to here and multiply by a 10000000000.
i dun think u all got what i mean so being a good friend..i will draw it out for u all...
here u go it is as illustrated below.

= = "

So everybody get the message...my my picture really mean a thousand word...
so for hours we sat sailing thru the windy breeze...
wait..i think i saw sumthing....
oh it only a boat....

one by one the island pass thru....

Still no sign of Mr whale....
Land Ahoy!!!
Well after a few hours of wind upon our face....

Land is near once again......all i get to see some stupid fin of a dolphin....
but I still have a great time out on sea...Disappointed though.
My friend say maybe all the whale went to church on that day = ="
pardon my friend..cos she a christian..but if you like u can oso say that the whales went to 天后宫for praying or the mosque...ahahaha

so guys...no pic of the evading whale...will try my luck next time.
take care

trip to sydney

2006-09-04T11:21:00.000+10:00

Ok..finally some pictures from the land down under...
Went to sydney with my classmate, Annie on the 25th last month.
so these photos are so long over due.
^_^ V
Finally some picture for all my friends in malaysia...look I'm doing fine over here in Aus...Even gained some weight....no thanks to the cold weather...
However, if you are wondering who is the guy behind me that is looking at me with a 'what is she doing expression'....his name is: Perdestrian A.

The day start off with a 1 hour and 25 min train to sydney.

Well, it's quite a long journey...so you all can't blame us for occupying ourselves with the only entertainment on board.
On our last visit to the city
we mainly visited chinatown and the surrounding area. Never really able to reach the main shopping area of the city.Why?
Because there are alot of funny and cute shop in chinatown that is just too hard too resist...just imagine this isn't even the main shopping section of the city yet....
So the main aim for our day in Sydney this time was to be able to resist all the temptation of the surrounding and finally get to the Pitt Street mall.
And luckily for us...because it is a Friday ...there were alot of markets for us to browse and shop around....
Just imagine a pair of boots for only $20....mind you it wasn't those cheap stuff you can get in the pasar malam.... it actually look very nice. the only thing bad abt it is they dun have my size...
Is my feet too big or small..i will leave you guys to discuss over that.

And so we shop, walk and camwhore our way towards Pitt Street mall....
Sydney tower is the landmark to guide our way to our main dstination..Pitt street Mall.
On the way there we pass thru many restaurant..one of them is...

Full House!!!Honestly...there are so many korean restaurant..you would think that you finally reached korea....
Then finally pitt street mall.
We spent nearly half the day there walking thru all the shops...although all the things are super expensive...some of the shopping center are very nice.

guess how much this bag cost??
Hee hee...the shopkeeper is actually quite shock that we 'illegally' take photo of her product...hahaha

After Pitt street mall, We went into St Mary's Cathedral. They had their friday mass there..so all the light is on..so I can take this beautiful photo. Mind you they must have know that I'm coming that day so they decorated it specially to welcome me....wahahaha

Special thanks to the personnel in the Cathedral for this pic.

Anyway, the biggest accomplishment of the day is that we actually found some stores selling pirated DVD's...can u believe it!!! ok I know that is common in Pasar malam..but u have to remember I'm not in malaysia...
anyway..they have lots of taiwanese, japanese, and korwean drama on display....hee hee.
There is still more pic that I haven't post up..will show it to you guys when I'm back
Coming up..the whale watching trip.

...........

2006-08-17T22:58:00.000+10:00

世界最残忍的东西：时间。
BuSy Busy Busy...
that is what I'm lately....
complain complain ....
still doing that..haha

but I think I dun mind that....
at least I got something to do.

Although 1 thing I'm quite worry abt...
I'm getting fatter!!!!!
ok here an analysis of what I do with the 24hrs i have:
Sitting: 25%
Eating: 55%
Moving:0.5%
Studying: 15%
sleeping: 4.5%

BTw did I tell u guys...
spring is around the corner!!!
first spring in australia.

他和她的故事

2006-08-13T23:20:00.000+10:00

他们是怎样认识的，其实现在想回来都已经模糊了。。。
当初，究竟是他是如何得到她的ICQ号码到现在还是一个谜。。。或许他是不小心add错帐号
就这样，他们在网上开始认识。
当时他的花名是lionheart....
而她。。。哈哈不记得了

Updates

2006-08-08T00:53:00.000+10:00

*a knowledge to heal comes with an ability to kill*
How is everyone? I wonder.haven't been updating my blog for a while now, guess not many people visit my blog anyway so makes no difference..hahaha...
what have I been up to lately?
well, watch quite a few of series, have countless of sleepless night with anatomy, another basketful of these day for pharmacology, another bunch for completing never ending assignments....finally I get feeling that I'm in uni....the workload is heavy but I feel accomplished.
however, I got a very lousy group this semester for one of the subject...haih..dunno how am I gonna survive thru the extra workload.
Plus, I'm now working two jobs. One with an agency that organise events, the other is the waitressing job in the chinese restaurant. Just started the agency work last sunday, nice work and nice people...and guess what I'm working on the stadium where football, rugby and soccer is held nearly every weekend....u must be thinking it would be hot and stuffy to work in this kind of place.....hahaha...i'm lucky enough to be working in the corporate boxes for the VIP's....it's a very nice view of the whole stadium...if u know what i mean.
Sounds pretty full on right?I guess I never thought that one day I will be working and studying as well.

Watched one of the Grey's Anatomy series just now, it kind of trigger me to think about something....
Life is very fair actually....they give everything.
for example, if u have the knowledge to heal someone, it's natural that u have the ability to kill someone too.
Just like if you have the ability to make someone happy, you then have the ultimate power to hurt that person deeply.
you can have all the knowledge in the world yet you can still be very naive in the things you learnt.

what the point of all these blaberring?
nothing actually, just want to record some of my thoughts, just in case it escape my mind again.
so peeps, be content with what you have ....cos with what you have you can actually use it in two ways...that is the double the amount right?however,just becareful how you use it.

a guy who buys bikini

2006-07-23T02:07:00.000+10:00

I had a story to tell.It seems to me that I have some kind of luck to run into weird guys.

And the story I'm about to tell you is my latest "discovery".

It all started in a fine day.....

where me and my uni mate when to the mall.

we planned to meet up one of her high schoolmate,

so...

this guy turn up and my friend go through the normal process

of introducing your friend to the other friend thing thingy.

Trust me it all started well with him asking us for

our feminine taste for a birthday gift.

And the birthday gift turns out to be a new set of bikinis...

shocked is the word of the moment...

my my spechless right?

ok maybe you don't see so much fuss over a new set of bikinis as a bday gift

The spotlight is this guy hasn't met the recipient of gift before

and he is buying her a set of new bikinis....

with a bra size of 38D.

WoW!!It must be quite heavy...

Why on earth would A guy buy a bikini as a bday gift for a friend that you haven't met before?

Ok..all the alpha males here...

would you buy a set of bikinis for a stranger?

all right, on with the story.

And so we went into countless shops to look around for the "perfect size"

mind you it is hard to find the right size for a person with that body

Killer.

HE insist on brand names as well,

what the reason behind it? I don't want to know.

Wondering.....he must be really desperate.

Plus he keep on insisting that he is a poor chap...

well, if you are not rich you wouldn't spend a fortune on a stranger that you met over the internet.

and with the poor man part it kinda remind of the other weird guy I met last time.

Finally, we found the prefect 1

and the "cute" part is he finally felt there is something wrong in buying a bikini for a girl.

You all should have look at every shopper that went into that shop.

It's a sight to behold.

Just imagine a guy staring a ton's of bikinis in a shop full of women intimate apparels

all I can say about him is that he one weird and "brave" guy.

rainy days

2006-07-21T20:17:00.000+10:00

Uni started this week and apparently it seems that this course is starting to become more of a challenge for me. Life start to get busy with another huge pile of assignments to be finished before I can start dreaming of getting back home to Malaysia.
It looks to me that this sem. we are going to know more about medications and I will be going to clinical placement at the end of september for 2 weeks, feels kind of excited and scare at the same time. I'm starting to ask myself whether I have learn enough to go to hospital for clinicals...hahah wouldn't want to harm any patients I'm attending to right?
so for those that is in Gosford, Australia don't get sick between the last week of september and the first week of october....
or if you do get real sick and in need of hospitalisation don't come to gosford hospital...I will be there...don't say I didn't warn you guys.
It has been raining the whole week now, I hate winter....super cold.
and finally my study buddy arrive earlier this week...the name is PRESSURE....thought I lost her after I have finish my A-levels....looks like I'm wrong.
so there will more rainy days up ahead for me....

P/s: I have added a new link under the name stanley.....this blog writes quite good review about movies and songs...if you have loads of time...feel free to browse around. enjoy.

舍得吗？

2006-07-14T20:28:00.000+10:00

哎。。。假期即将结束现在好有点不想上课了呢。。。
anyway..你们大家一定很奇怪我最近怎么那么静。。。没经常update这个blog一定是在臭骂着林巧君到底“活”去那里了。。。哈哈。。或许就没人发现我的缺席。。。
好啦，废话少说进入正题吧。
这个星期呢。。。我跑去我朋友家住一整个星期哈哈爽吧？而且还通晓很多晚呢。。。
看了超级多连戏剧。。上一个post 介绍你们的戏也是其中一个。。。看到我现在都还有点头痛了呢。。哈哈。。不过很过瘾
erm...除了看戏外还去了很多地方。。。还吃到好好吃的韩国餐。。。hee hee...
也因为这样，我也越来越了解我这个朋友了。。。想到我明年不会在这里读了就有点不舍得她。。。本以为我不会在乎这些事情的。。哪知道。。。日子久了人的思想都会有所改变。
想到我们在火车上讲的笑话。。哈哈还真是好笑的。。有机会就讲给你们啦。。。
下个学期即将开始了，下一半年将会发生什么事呢。。。有点想知道。
好啦，现在就到此吧！
大家好好保重身体哦！
*看了那么多韩剧，突然间很想学一学韩语。

Princess Hours

2006-07-07T22:48:00.000+10:00

This series is quite popular in korea lately, I have watch it and find it quite special as it is set in a world where korea has a royal family.
The story evolve around a high school called Shen Chae Gyung betrothed to the crown prince Lee Shin.

This special background story made it a popular series in korea, and is highly recommend by lots of people.
It combine some of the essence from the Full House, 2004.
There is a rumour about a second part in the making, whether this true....i'm not sure.
so hope u enjoyed this drama as much I had.

Happy Watching.However, I have to warned those who has limited time on their because this drama is highly addictive...hahaha...so please make sure u have ample time in your hand before starting this series.

Shen Chae Gyung, an ordinary high school student became the wife to the crown prince. A modern cinderella that wants to become a designer in the future. But it all changes when she decide to married the crown prince because of her family.

The crown prince, Lee shin. Has a passion for photography and dream to become a director one day.A selfish and a lonely prince that Chae gyung hate at first, but as time goes on the prince slowly influenced by chae gyung became more open and less selfish.

In the picture, he is holding favourite teddy bear, Alfred.

Seong Lin, crown prince's girlfriend. The girl whom the prince wanted to married in the first place. However, she reject the prince's proposal and choose instead to fufill her own dream as a professional ballet dancer.

Lee Lv, second in line to the throne, a prince too. Cousin of the crown prince. He loves chae gyung and tries to win her heart, I personally thinks that he is more handsome than the crown price himself haha....

Alfred, has no line in the series. But the crown prince treat him as a treasure and a silent friend. This bear is given to the crown prince by the great emperor himself. Alfred is cute right? haha...

Pictures in courtesy of MBC production.

A surprise.

2006-07-03T23:58:00.000+10:00

I recieved a surprised today, maybe it doesn't sounds very special to you lot out there...
but with the living style I'm currently in, it sort of a present for me.
A friend whom I thought I have lost replied my email today...am very very happy about it.
It seems that this friend of mine change alot since I last met her...
It seems that it is true that you can't stop being a friend once you are....
one day you will still contact each other no matter what happen before.
Friendship forever.

a long holiday

2006-06-30T23:02:00.000+10:00

Been absent for more than a week in this blog...seems like an eternity..
Finally I have reached the end of my semester in uni...
Now I'm on a long holiday...the total length is 1 month...haha you all must be thinking what a lucky I'm
well, to be honest I dread it...too long to be exact..when you have nothing to do...
Just got back from melbourne this wednesday...already missing the pace of the city.
Will be goin to sydney for a second tour...too bad I dun have a camera to show you guys what sydney looks like...

Lately, I'm into a taiwan series called 恶作剧之吻。The main actor is 郑元畅(he also starr in another series called The Rose) and main actress is 林依晨。。。
I bet some of you had seen the japanese version before..but trust me this is much more better than the old one..the stories makes more sense..haha..
well i highly recommend you watch the chinese version and apparently there is news that they are gonna have the second part as well talking about 直树 and 相琴 married life just like the original story from the comic....it is predicted that the 2nd part will come out in year 2007....
ermm..abt this I not really sure whether isit true..
but watch it anyway..I recommend it for those that are crazy abt the jap version...and if you like 蔷薇之恋 this is your cup of tea...especially the main actor..wahaha...
all right that all for now...now I'm goin back to be a lazy pig again....
will post soon.

be content...

2006-06-14T23:59:00.001+10:00

tonight has the most beautiful night sky....cloudless
full of stars..just like in the drawing,in the movie...so unreal
Just imagine the cold night air around you...where hot air from your breathing comes out as mist
there is some serenity and peace.... i suddenly realise
this is winter

i'm surprise it took me so long to notice the treasure that is here all along, I guess I'm so caught up with being scared, being sad, thinking all the things, the possibilty and not really sit down and observe.I complain too much, i realised that now.
I guess I have finally come to my senses that life is always full of challenges, time won't just stop there for me until i have accepted it. It will fly pass you even if it seems like the end of the world for you.
Somehow, things will become smooth again. Then why all the stress? Just relax and let it be, things will turn out ok everytime. What a naive thought you will think..maybe.
just be content.

when the second time comes around.

2006-06-07T22:08:00.000+10:00

when you encounter the first,
you would have thought that it is bad enough for you to have gone through it.
Because your friends doesn't seems to encounter this ssort of problem before...
or maybe they have and you didn't know anything about it.

The time was hard to pass during your first encounter,
everything around you seems to collapse and you didn't know what to do.
Then, everything is solved and you think that it is so silly that you make such a fussed about it...
when all you need to do is to talk things out.

After, it is all over you think things back
have a laugh with it but...
remember that next time this kind of thing happens, you will know what to do.
However, deep down you pray that you would not go through it again.

So, life goes on and in fact everything seems to be getting better.
suddenly, BOOM!!
here it goes again...
the thing you dreaded the most.

You will think, you might not be as freak out as you did before...
but with the fact that you have gone through hell once
thinking about it makes you shiver even more...
although part of it is due to the stupid cold weather.

Now, you have gotten the shocking blow...
same as the first time ..
you just sat there asking yourself,
what have I done to deserve this.

however, in addtion to that question
it trigger yourself to prompt out another question
how many times is this gonna happen to me?
why is this always happening to me?

By now, you start shivering again...
then you started to sniffle
then the storm came in
you are now crying like it is the end of the world.

When the second time comes around,
you will still be as lost as the first time...
panicking, blaming, angry, wanting to shout out loud, crying
then you became silent.....

.....
.....
.....
the numbness you feel is overbearing

but this time you manage to be calm
and started to think.
What needs to be done to save yourself from
going through the ordeal you face 2 seasons ago.

you try to talk to someone which have more senses
but you wouldn't want your parents to worry about anything that had just happen
so message your friend...
in the midst of your conversation, the line got disconnected.

Man...
how bad luck can you be in 1 day.
you get this news, then you lose your internet connection
later you found out that you lose your phone connection as well.

Is this the main reason for not letting you to connect with the outside world
you think....

trapped and helpless,
you nearly go and kill this woman you hated so much...
but because you are too rasional even to do that
you just sat there dumbstruck.

After a sleepless night,
you get up in the morning and talk things through.
you solved the problem
and what is the main cause of all this thing

So, you solved it big deal...
tired and dehydrated...
you went to sleep
woke up...

You still feel like the same as you have felt the night before, bad.
fear is in the air.
uncertainty still hang around
insecurity sinking in.

Then you realise,
this is the harsh reality of life.
you will still feel shock no matter how many times you have encounter the prolem.

So do you accept the way of life
and move on , or...
you fight back ?

because of this incident...
it make you feel awful again...
to think you have to do everything to make yourself happy again is so...
tiring.

the difference between a culture

2006-06-05T22:58:00.000+10:00

What's the difference between ang-mor and Hokkien fairy tales?

Ang-mor fairy tales begin with: "Once upon a time..."
Hokkien fairy tales begin with: "Lim Peh ka li kong..."

from: http://www.talkingcock.com/html/jokexec.php?op=JokeView&lexicon=jokes&jcat=Weird%20Singapore

it is all about jokes this week..

2006-06-05T22:48:00.000+10:00

A Tale of Two Cows

TRADITIONAL CAPITALISM. You have two cows. You sell one and buy a bull. Your herd multiplies, and the economy grows. You sell them and retire on the income.

AN AMERICAN CORPORATION. You have two cows. You sell one, and force the other to produce the milk of four cows. You are surprised when the cow drops dead.

A FRENCH CORPORATION. You have two cows. You go on strike because you want three cows.

A JAPANESE CORPORATION. You have two cows. You redesign them so they are one-tenth the size of an ordinary cow and produce twenty times the milk. You then create clever cow cartoon images called 'Cowkimon' and market them worldwide.

A GERMAN CORPORATION. You have two cows. You reengineer them so they live for 100 years, eat once a month, and milk themselves. A BRITISH CORPORATION. You have two cows. Both are mad.

AN ITALIAN CORPORATION. You have two cows, but you don't know where they are. You break for lunch.

A SWISS CORPORATION. You have 5000 cows, none of which belong to you. You charge others for storing them.

A CHINESE CORPORATION. You have two cows. You have 300 people milking them. You claim full employment and high bovine productivity. You have the newsman who reported on the numbers arrested.

AN INDIAN CORPORATION. You have two cows. You worship them.

A MALAYSIAN CORPORATION. You have two cows. You signed a 40-year contract to supply milk at 0.06 per lit. Then midway you raised the price to 0.60 or you cut supply. When the buyer agrees to the new price, you change your mind again and now want 1.20. The buyer decided you can keep the milk and they go look for milk that comes from recycled cows. Your two cows retire together with the PM.

A SINGAPOREAN CORPORATION. You have two cows: One "cow-peh" and one "cow-bu". Both are owned by a government linked corporation.

from http://www.talkingcock.com/html/jokexec.php?op=JokeView&lexicon=jokes&jcat=Weird%20Singapore

The Da vinci code....

2006-06-05T21:55:00.000+10:00

hey guys, one of my friend found a very interesting site about da vinci code...
go and have a look...

http://www.syfc.org.sg/events/dvc/cinema.html

hahaha...enjoy.

希望

2006-06-02T16:13:00.000+10:00

希望是一个很奇妙的东西，它的力量庞大。。。
它会使一个人把所忘的东西都带回来，
它会使一个人的四周围变得非常的美丽，
因为它，心情都变得很好，期待也从冷房里拿出来解冻了。
看来，希望的好处并不小。

当你拥有那么好的东西时，
你认为任何事情都是好的。。。
其实你并不知道，希望已经慢慢的离你而去。。。
希望是什么？？
是当你觉得不可能发生的事，突然之间变成有可能了。。。这就是希望。

在这个时候，你就会想好多好多。。。
比如，突然之间你有希望可以回家。。。
不知不觉地，你就会开始想，当你回到家时你会做什么。。。
你会看到什么？？
这时你就会想，你终于可以看到你天天挂念的家人，朋友，熟悉的地方。
你就会想你可以回到以前那个你熟悉的生活。。。
睡在那个你很熟悉的被窝。。。抱着那个可爱的玩具小狗

想着想着，慢慢的这些就会进入你的梦中。
天天就期待着你所要的消息，
虽然你可能认为，你其实已经没那么的想家了。
但，对不起你错了。

认为给这个人希望的人做了残忍的事？？
是否应该等到一切确定在告诉他？？
而不是给他一个假的希望。。。

winter is settling in.

2006-06-01T14:05:00.000+10:00

Today is the first day of winter.
Felt quite weird, I spending winter days first time in my life.
Autumn seems to me is short, maybe winter will be long .

About the last post, I would like to know how many people thinks that I'm doing the wrong thing and how many people thinks that I'm right by telling my parents...don't be afraid that I'll be angry or anything, and I know that it won't make any difference now but just wanna know.

Holiday is coming soon, actually been dreading it...
dunno why but I woulnd't know what to do with so much time, mind you the total length is around 1 month, too bad I can't come back to malaysia.

This is what relatives are....

2006-05-29T17:06:00.000+10:00

To do or not to do...
to tell or not to tell...

this is the problem I faced this week,
something my uncle did makes me ask myself this question.
It is by far not a very big serious situation,but I am fumed when I heard this from my sis.

Basically,my uncle left my sister alone with 2 stranger to do up his floor in his apartment and when he and my aunt went away from the city to a small town where my uncle practices his medicine and stay over in the weekend. they din even pack in preparation for the small little renovation, and expect that my sis disessemble the bed for them and move their cupboard and remove the furniture for the work men to do their work.(what kind of adult leave a teenager to do all this heavy work by herself huh??luckily my sis is an ex LM)

I'm surprise that my uncle would be that irresponsible and treating my sis like a maid...which i think this is way overboard...

my sis ask me not to tell my parents what my uncle did, mainly because she doesn't want to make a scene out of it...and she doesn't our parents to worry about it.

But with my big mouth dun expect me to shut up, still told my parents anyway.

Mainly, after my parents speak to my uncle abt what he did, he still din thinks that he is wrong by doin that...
but honestly would you in your sanest mind leave a 17 yr old teen with 2 stranger in an apartment??
and would you as a parent leave your own daughter with 2 stranger in an apartment for two wole days staright??

this however isn't the major part of the story yet,
after my mom had a long talk with my uncle abt everything, all he did when he call my sis is asking how his friggin floor is doin and will she help him clean up the floor??!!!!

what the hell is wrong with him??huh!!! how can u just ignore everything and just wanted to know that how your precious floor is doin!!!!go to hell man.to think that he is my relative jus make me hate him more...

Now, my "Saint" uncle thinks that it is my sis who told them abt what happen, and then complain every small little details abt what my sis din wan to do for him when he told him to do like....can she throw away the pampers his daughter used for him, while he planed to bring his daughter and his wife out for a nice little walk!!!GOSH...breaking news my uncle jus got a maid from malaysia who also happen to be my sis and his very own niece....
how terrible can he be then??
It's not even becos my mom doesn't pay him anything for my sis livin in his place....she pays alot ok..enuf for my sis to live in a 5 star hotel ok!!!!

so everybody pls beware, if u ever planning to study oversea...stay away from relatives..this is the worse nightmare u can get...even if they offer to let u stay with them(that's wat my uncle did)... even if you think u noe them well, bcos ppl change when you live with them long enuf....

I wish I can curse him for what he did to my sis... haih, poor little sis, she would be goin thru hell right now...

P/S: this type incident may not happen to some, bcos their relative are really an angel.Just be careful if u ever make a decision to stay with a relative in the future.

报应

2006-05-24T14:40:00.000+10:00

这个星期，已经被烫伤了两次。。。不知是不是因为我是恶魔所带来的报应？因为我得自私而得来的结果。

以前，我都会常听人说长大以后你会慢慢变成另一个人。。。当时我不明白为何他们会这样说，心想本性难移啊！！现在得知了，虽然说是本性难移，但为了应付这个世界你会慢慢地把真正的自己埋藏起来。。。

这就是所谓的变成另一个人。

刚开始或许你会不断地责怪自己，因为你所做的一切一切伤害了不少人，但久而久之你就会被这个假象代替了真正的你。。。

这就是事实吗？难道世界就是那么的丑陋？？人类也因此得越变越复杂？？

以前的我是不会像现在那样为了自己而不顾身边的人的感受，可能这就是所有变化的开始。。。因为我现在觉得很愧疚。

当然要不要变得更恶劣，我扮演了做决定的那个角色。。。

人的恶和善，是如何的分辨？对自己好就代表着你或许在过程中会伤害很多人，这是好？坏？

对别人好自己却因这而失去了千载难逢的机会，这又是好还是坏？

nothing interesting

2006-05-20T23:37:00.000+10:00

Just got back from work...gosh so tired...
Lately I have been very slow....and dreamy dunno what's the reason....
I went to donate blood this week but they say I can't donate cos my iron count is too low...no wonder i feel tired lately...
the nurse told me to have more red meat and more fruit juice....
seems like if you really like to help and care for the others, you have to take care of your self first...if not even if you have the heart you won't have the ability to do whatever is needed from you.
ok this is it for now...I have to go back to my assignment.

变了

2006-05-12T17:33:00.000+10:00

今天，上课时发生了一些事情。。。
我因为一个同学没来上课而对她发脾气。。。也不知为什么我不把事情好好地解释给她听。。。
明知她一定不会明白到底发生什么。。我都不想多费力气去解释给她听。。。课后去找她时。。。她还那么得轻松的上网我看了就更气。。。你们现在一定在奇怪为什么我那么的夸张的。。。只不过是一堂课而已吗...不需要那么得大惊小怪的。。。
在我就读的课程里，每一堂实习课我们都必须上。。如有缺席除非是生病不然会算是全科不及格的。。。明白了吧？好了又回到那个故事去。。。
直到我把一切详细的解释后她才以一个责怪我的眼神看我。。。看她就快要哭的样子我也没心情去安慰她。。。随便跟她说几句就走了。。。
心里只想着为什么她那么的笨啊？自己的事不会去打理吗？总是依赖身边的我去帮她注意。。。不只是第一次了。。。经过那么多次了还不会自己注意一下吗？。。。还怪我？我上课之前就打电话告诉你，你一定要现在就来上课。。。说时间已经换了。。。
现在回想起来。。我对当时的我感到好害怕哦。。。如果是以前的我。。我一定会帮忙她而不是一走了之的。。就算帮不上我也会在她身边安慰她。。。而不是视而不见地说再见。。。
我变了吗？变成了冷酷无情，骄傲瞧不起人的人吗？我以前也是那么的依赖我的朋友。。。为什么我现在就不会像我的朋友一样帮忙她呢？我变残忍了。。。真是不寒而栗啊！！！
恐怖的人上。

welcome to my world...

2006-05-11T21:32:00.000+10:00

ok...
I finally got myself a webcam...and I have taken some photo of my room and the house i'm currently living in.....
I hope you can bear with the pictures...it's blur....

不知道为什么。。。。

2006-05-10T12:24:00.000+10:00

今天我又想起了他，也不知道什么事情让我再度回想起以前的事。。。
不知他现在是否安好呢？
地球的另一边会是什么样子呢？
我以为我会放得下。。。那为什么现在又那么的执著？

finally civilisation....

2006-05-08T00:33:00.000+10:00

Finally after I have arrived here for more than 3 months....the civilisation has come to me...I got broadband!!!
yeap...I know you think that should I announce to the whole world about this small-little-unexciting-and-you-get-to-use-it-everyday thing....
But you have to realise that I'm at down under where everything is so laid back even the technology get affected too.....however I think this lifestyle so far still hasn't had any impact on me...cos I still change job at a very high speed...the yum cha place boss got fired....hahaha...
but the new 1 i have got... i really hope it will last though...haih...th job is fairly easy....drying out plates and bowls and setting up the tables...i did so many times during the night that i dreamt abt it during the night...
i know what you think..it won't last..but let just see if i can stand it for a month than we will discuss abt the prospect of this new job

happy birthday to me....

2006-05-03T00:10:00.000+10:00

today is my 20th birthday....had a wonderful day and surprisingly I'm not depressed by the fact that I'm out of malaysia.
Because being out here makes me know there is actually alot of people do actually care about me and they haven't for got about my birthday....although I'm still short on the present....well, i'm kind enough bcos I will still recieve them eventhough it is late...haha
Actually, vanessa celebrated my birthday with me by bringing me for a dinner and a movie today...and I'm touched by the fact that she would go so far out to celebrate it with me and even a card and a present from her plus a handmade birthday cake from her too....and after we are back from the movies she made me some warm cocoa...
to be in short, I'm surprised , thankful and touched by what she did, bcos....to be honest even friends that know me so long wouldn't do that....
so I think I finally made up my mind about my landlady.....she is trulyt a knid and understanding person and I have done her a great injustice by scolding her last time ...and I think the greatest gift that i have recieved would be that I found a friend in her.....a one that I can approach when I'm in trouble...plus the fact that she finally decided to install broadband(although i still paid my share of the fee)...so you'll be seeing me on9 for 24 7 ....hahahaha.....

Thanks everybody for the warm birthday wishes you gave me last night....it's enough to know that you still remember my birthday and that was the best you can give me for a gift.(that is bcos i keep on reminding some of you hahaha)

Back from Melbourne

2006-04-29T23:32:00.000+10:00

And so I'm back from melbourne after a very long easter break.
With a heavy heart, I took an hour bus to the airport....
the scenery along the way was very nice but with me in the prospect of leaving my sis and melbourne I'm not in the mood to really enjoy it.
As I walk towards the plane, my heart getting heavy and heavier, although I can nearly see all the flat grassland surrounding me but inside it seems that everything is squeezing into a very small space.....
the plane took off...and with it my heart drop...I'm really leaving...melbourne in a bird's eye view...i don't like it when I'm goin back to sydney...like it better when I'm landing on it..
So, Goodbye Melbourne,I'm goin back to that place....*Sad*
in total i had a very nice time with my sis in melb, eventhough we didn't do much together..mainly just do nothing but watch movie and lepak around the city...but it feels more like a home in a place where your closest relative is with you.
Hey sis, thanks for your birthday gift and the wasabi nuts...hahaha...

*我喜欢这儿不是因为它是一个城市或是一个热闹的地方，这份喜欢是因为你在这儿。。。一个非常清楚我的人。*

here comes the change....

2006-04-26T21:58:00.000+10:00

Yeap...here is another new face for my blog.
Like the background music alot.....it's a soundtrack from a japanese series but I forgot which one...I know this is a bit depressing but have to find to replace the old one cos....the image can't be used anymore....so I hope you'll bear with it for a while before I find a more happy and nicer one...
so enjoy it...
winter is coming soon here.

how I fall in love....

2006-04-24T21:54:00.000+10:00

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.

You give completely and unconditionally in relationships.

You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?